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my god
how i miss vacations
crazy nonstop nonplan everythere
almost non photos from last weekends
were not time to stop to make photos) thats always like that
smth can be saved just in the head
realy in the head
nonstop headache seens even today evening)
it was goodbye to the summer
with hated frozy mornings and hot lovely fire
with easy songs which returning u to the past..nostalgy
white light wine strong aromat kogniak
when u returning to the water to the nature and to very very begining
u drunk and running and getting througt trees in the dark
and friends who open to get all that
it was very big present for me from this summer to recognize i have such friends
this summer was fucking strange for me
i dont know what spesial to tell about it/ it was here it was calm
i was dreaming go somewhere
i didnt go anywhere
but
i recognized myself i think
my real wishes my real possobilities
my real weaknisess
i know why i didnt go anywhere
i wasnt ready in minds
i much more stronger now
i still live with mess in minds
i still dont know what to do and with whom to stay
i getting so much and i giveing a lot. I happy to give.
i missed so much which is difficult to talk about
although thats also giveness. its spessial filling u held some spear plase inside. U breathing and putting smth dear inside there and grouthing it now much more accurate
i want to say my big thanx for Nata, first, to ppl and wiseters in the beach for getting some my experiments and getting me at all)
i want to say thanx to freeman, for being so wise in the words (but so unbeliveble idiot in the actions)
i want to say thanx to my studen surrounding for keeping me in tonus
to my partners for giveing me possobility to get experience and money
to solders for giveng me to think a lot
to my dear neibougr for being, yep, first of all for being) and for pacient to some my strangers)
to everybody whom i met, i was reminding, who gave me a part of their personal smal mind world
i think the main word i can characterize this summere is "outspoken"
for me, for somes around
and thank that is the only which giveing understanding
and thank u for it