TOGETHEr,We Made It! ! ! !
n0thing can ST0P ME,if i just BELIEVE! ! x)
1/2 final,wait for us.we r c0min.
Everything else is a history n0w.

Yeaaah.bl0onde rules.
p-glasses rules.
Stupid rules that make us pRomise n0t to do the things we are just about to do the next day - rules.
R0utine rules.
Battle of oNe rules. rrruuulezzz

Koelho was right all the way.
you just need to follow ur own way and be true to yourself.

Wanted to tell you my story))
it was a really mystery but also a fantasy came to life.
It was such an unexpected decision even for me to go,cause that thought occured somewhere in the late beginning of May(9th-10th).I even was unsure I was coming because my ticket arrived o the 26th of May and my visum was ready only on the 30!!

We saw the beautiful pieces of roof of Ice Hall early in the morning,as we arrived to Finland at 5 am.But it was cool,nature,freedom,silence.........Finland is a really cute town,I just felt like it was mine town,felt familiary, like home.

there were lots of things before the show and long long long hours of waiting......yeeah..,we've missed Shan on the back door but it was still okay,as we were willing to see the shooow,experiencing the emotions,singing with the crowd....seeinf them)))

closer to 6 we've moved closer to the door but stil the were not opened untill the 6.30.The crowd was stunning) thank you
when the doors finally were opened,it was like hurricane,like we've stormed that stuff and won,and like some greatness was coming....unforgivable feelings........real joy)

the first group was like the pieces of rock'n'roll,really cute,but the second i didnot like at all((
while we had to wait the next 50 minutes after the seconds band,the stress was groving:some people got sick,as it was getting harder and harder to breathe......no air at all....that momemt i damned everything,i've started to hate all the stuff:stupid music that was not ending,the crowd getting mad,but i didnt want to quit,as i 've been lookin'for it for so long lately....

when they finally got to the stage it was a MASSIVE RELIEF and totally CRY OF JOY.
the best FANTASY EVER.
everything was perfect:crowd,emotions..band.
But there was 1 thing: it was too short,like all fantasies,or daydreams......it had ended,when you thought it was beginning......
I even got my autograph and some cute pics of J at the back door when he came for all the fans to say Thanks......he is great.the BAND is GREAT.
Thank Everybody.
luv u

p.s. to be upd later

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!fu*k me,im famous!or beter SHOOT ME DEAD!!!!

p.s. thank YOU,for the BEST DAYS EVER
thanks for the 4th for the 6th,for the 2nd,3rd,for the 30st,for all that days,thank u thank u thank u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its great to have chances,but even m0re greater to take the opportunities you have.
I'm proud to say that s0metimes it worth what it takes.
yesterday it really did

RUSSSIAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U DID IT!U WON THE EUROVISION!!
EUROVISION 09,RUSSIA!!!!!

"когда понимаешь,что осталось еще пара стран,которые не голосовали,а у тебя отрыв 50 балов...это НЕЧТО!!!"

now or never..means NOW ! ! ! ! !!

SOCHI 2014,ЗЕНИТ,ХОККЕЙ,БИЛАН......IT'S JUST THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
terrific!!!!!GREAT!!!RUSSIA!!

i've waited for so long......so the dreams are finally cming true...
with the dreams starts responsibilities...)) i'll get it,i guess

и баскетбол х))

but a dEstiny is a fickle bitch. . .(c)Ben,LOST

>> exactly so.though we can still hope that it's not.

dammit.promised no to do it.stop beeing angry.

i promise you....promise you.....i'll attack

hello,guys.had a terrific week or signific whatever you like.
it's been like it hasnt been like before.you know,all that ends of episodes,circumstances,unexpected hooks and turndown...they can definitely turn me neurotic one day.
hope that day it not coomon'soon,cause i wont be able to survive without'em.
why are like that?
because things make me so,because things are made so.but they cant be made any other way.
no way i would like them to be.
that was like wow,too emotional,but knowin'all that stuff can totally make you LOST in that so-called life,butthere is just one way,that way.
nevertheless things are then,after,i will remember these days,i'll hold on to them.trying my best to recall how it felt like,and sure,i will.
you just need to be sure,than,you will recall everything about how it felt before.
there is never gone.

Half of week ago wanted to write,that i don't even have a life like.that is so untrue.
Smone said:if you dont feel happy,enjoy the opportunities.
That's what we all should do.

feel like i could do smth.
take chances while you can.try.

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лето...в ожидании войны...

бах бах,готовьте ружья.

did we create a modern myth?
did we imagine half of it...? (c) 30 second to Mars,a Modern Myth

History strts today.

right n0w,when i walk outta the bus.cheers than.

uuuuhh,i hate u.right now.дальше,все зависит от тебя.

i dont care.dont wanna talk anymore.gave up.story's done.

каждому периоду времени соответствуют определенные ценности,мысли,свой саундтрек...люди,места,вещи...и иногда их хочется пересмотреть.....как старенькую кассету......как черно-белое кино....кино,расказывающее историю твоей жизни....хорошо...когда есть,что вспомнить...)

unplagged.

с каждым разом эмоций все меньше.но это не значит что плохо.- по-другому.
значит привычка?

scared like a child

fuck,ну почему хотя бы раз не может быть прям совесм так,как хочется?:(
хотя мжет кто-то склонен раздувать из мухи слона?может(
но ведь на вес етсь причины.
или нет? >:((

when u start thinking there isomething wrong with u,dont forget to remember that it's u who let 'em down-so may be try to stop doin'that or what the point thinking that the problem is not with u when it definitely is)

существует тысяча масок,которые мы примеряем каждый день. и очень трудно различать ту узкую грань, которую лучше непереходить.
а еси долго носить маску,можно забыть, кто ты на самом деле..
а кто я?