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Things I want to say today:
- I have no concept of what makes a dress too short. My favorite part about my body is my legs. I have no chest, my hair is questionable, and you've all heard about my struggle with adult (UGH!) acne. So legs, legs, legs, it's what i do. Perhaps it is wrong of me to believe that as long as it covers my ass, it is long enough. I feel like, if I wear booty shorts under it what's the big deal? Alas, I've got some short dresses up my sleeve for the next few weeks. I really don't care if they are too short. Thanks legs.
-If you happen to stalk people for fun and search the internet for rare pictures of them, could I ask you a favor? Could you just try to find some better looking pics of me? Perhaps they do not exist. I am not the most photofaced person alive. But Dudes! I am starting to get a complex. Do me a favour? throw in like one good pic every once and a while? thanks.
-two words, STUFF MAGAZINE. Lord. When my brother says to me, I heard about some really slutty pictures of you online. You know its bad. I want to clear the air. Stuff CAME to me to enter this contest because they wanted a host for their website, at the time I thought, cool, sounds like fun, going to events, hosting stuff, playing "hot girl". They gave us a script and I made my video. IT WAS A JOKE. Have you seen the end of Austin Powers where him and Liz Hurley are talking and covering themselves with the fruit, ect? Super funny. My Version...not so funny. Maybe I am such a bad actress that it came across something serious. Wasn't ment to be. THEN the pics. Gosh, it was almost two years ago now, but the photog was CRAZY, and the pics with the chains- WELL, I was wearing a American Apparell silver bikini top under them and they photoshopped it out. whatever. I was trying so hard to be hot didn't even read the fine print in the release about them doing things like that. I have no problem with that time in my life, everyone girl wants to feel sexy and hot and I thought it would be fun. Well, when the pics were posted online, obv. I flipped out, tried to sue or get them taken down and turns out I have no rights. I told them to shove their little competition and some other girl won, but at that point I had already dropped out, I lost all contact with anyone at MAXIM, StuFF or Dennis Publishing. Those people PRY on young women and make messes out of their lives. They did it to me. I hate them. I know what it looks like, and to me it looks like a chick who is a dork trying REALLY hard to be hot. and its not working. ha ha ha. sorry brother.
-DVD!! it's done and after a small backup problem with the printer will be out this week! YAY.
-Most of you know about TWLOHA, and if you don't visit this site
www.twloha.com. I have been deeply touched by this issue, and almost lost a best friend this week. I know it is a very serious issue and I urge everyone to support them.
-berries. are. so.good.
-I was on hold for an artist for the vmas. Bummer that I didn't book it (see even I get rejected!) but I am kinda happy because now I get to just be in a pretty (short.) dress and hold hands and this year I have hair! YAY on so many different levels.
-happy bday. happy anniversary. I do not know where you are, or what time it is there, but I think it might be close. the. best. and. worst. two. years. of. life. It will never be easy but there is no one I would rather scan the isles at the craft store with. Lucky for you I dig skinny guys with fat dogs.