Today I with my friend Daria went to "Ramstor".We wanted to see a new film called "Date Movie".And we saw it =)Ohhh...I liked it very much!It is an impressionist comedy(if I can say so).This film is impressionist on films such as :Mr and Mrs Smith,Lord of The Rings,Kill Bill,Diary of B.Jhones(Дневники Бриджит Джонс),Meet Fuckers,...(Чего хочет женщина) and some others...It wasn't just funny...It was really amusing,ridiculous,ludicrous film! =)I laughed at some jokes very long and veeery loud
Then we went to one shop where I bought an mp3-disk of one of my favourite bands Lacrimosa...One of my dreams became alive

music - Lacrimosa "Alleine Zu Zweit"
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Hmmm...Today I with my friend Mary were in "Ramstor"...At first we went to "Buldog".She told me that there are a lot emo-style clothes...I like this style,though I'm not emo-girl at all. I can say that there was very intersting.Some thing were rather good,but they were little...Then we went to other shops as Mary wants to by new sweter...We also haven't seen anything good.This day was rather simple...Only one thing made me feel better:we saw two goth-boys...we saw each other and smiled.It was rather funny =)
Now I must as I'm very tired...

music - Cradle of Filth "Black Goddess Rises"
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Yesterday I met with my best friend Emily.You can't imagine how I was happy to see her after those long 3 months...
We had really good time.At first we went to one cemetery.I was so glad to smell dead air from cemetery,where silence was broken only by one old woman's cry...We were there about 2 hours.Then we went to the centre of the city.We went to "Macdonalds" and then stood near it.I like this street very much as there always a lot of goths,punks and others.In the hole city I can't find any true-gothis-friends while there are big crowdes of "informal" people...=)
Now it is time for me to go as there must be very long and hard day tommorow...=\

music - Marilyn Manson "Mechanical animals"

Some minutes later I'll be on my way to Ira's home.I just want to see her...She's not like others...Sometimes she is like a little girl full of stupid children's emotians but sometimes she's rather good and maybe...WISE!Yehh...Just wise.Maybe she doesn't speak as a "good girl" but she can talk with you about many things.I always go to her if I'm not good in my soul.That's why NOW,when it's too hard for me to speak,study,feel,love and even LIVE,I'm wearing my lovely gothic close and go to her.Maybe we will just smoke,smoke and SMOKE but it will be better for me than just seet and listen my thoughts...

music - Cradle of Filth "The Rape and Ruin of Angels"

My design will change in some days,now I'm not ready to show you me-as a perfect girl's manner=\
Just remember some things:
1.My life changed greatly that's why I decided to make this diary
2.I'm not ready to change my life so quickly that's why I need your HELP
3.I'm not as pretty as those girls in magazines =)

music - silence

I can't say a lot about myself.Can't name my life brilliant.My "dreams are always made of this" and aren't such as stupid people's thoughts.Just read and comment my english-german topics...