I know you never forgive me for what I did to you, because I never forgive myself for that., because for some reason I still remember every time.... 

It,s like life take revenge on me for that ...I don,t know what to do...and you unique person to whom I can say everything this. 

Sometimes, want receieve though couple links from you about “how are you, how is everything with you in your life”...but understand that you can say  “it,s not your bissness” and you will be right. 

My mother very often remember about you, that make me some hurt...do you know my grandmother lives with us now, because my aunt feel bad now and she insist take her to our place. 

How is Djina? Recently look through her pics and remember how we took her from that building. 

Hope I not disturb you by my letter, if so, sorry. Just wanted to write you.

жду и в то же время боюсь его ответа....