it seems to me, that I did a mistake again. Sometimes I cannot understand anything happening with me. For him I'm only a perfect toy, way of self-affirmation. "He will sell your soul to bitterness and cold... fear him..." But I cannot give up. Hands are trembling, but I say to myself: "Fight for your future, be strong and never fall".
Learn...definitely not born. And please dont learn) It's kind of a bad knowledje)And u know...our life would have been much easier if everyone knew what they do. Yes, its a mistake; no, its not a mistake...? no one knows and you are not an exeption. So, please, stop ruining yourself in these hollow questions and just live.