В колонках играет - not now...

ох..нда..нехороший я человеек....ну да лан)посмотрим,что из этого выйдет, спустя пару тройку недель...)))

зы:дневу открывать не буду))нее..точно не стоит.
зы:очень скучаю..
п.с:сил словно нет и не было..сново грустно..

it seems, i haven't seen you for such a long time......i've mensioned too, i haven't written a line since..eem..i don' even remember...
'wanna say so much,but the words rot and fall away...wanna say how much i need you...both....but can't...can't write it...you told me not to do it again..you've forbidden...why?does it hurt?..sometimes i feel like shit...somedays i wanna quit. i wanna stay all alone..on the other hand - know,being lonely is just already like death for me...
gosh...there're so many thoughts...but how should i tell about them...and should i actually?...
p.s:hope, there won't be any surprises and you guys won't learn english in a couple of days)))'cause i'm gonna wright sometimes in english...there are still some things on my mind, i'm not ready to talk about with you..sorry...