i don't have money to go to brazil and i don't trust you. sorry. see you in russia

It´s a pity you dont trust on me; but I understand you. I said so many foolishness and I made so many stupidness that only my words aren´t enough to prove you that I am not the guy that you think I am. I have no words to discribe how I feel for my past. I am the guilt about it, no doubt. As about money, listen to me: here in Brazil, we use to say that: "who invite someone, pay for!" Did you understand me? ^__^ It´d be a pleasure to me. I really would like you come, but I understand your point of view about me. Anyway, I hope you may think better and give me the answer as soon as possible. May God be with you until we meet again. Bye!

MadAboutYou, my answer - see you in russia. nobody will let me go to brazil.

Ok, yaoi_hunter. I am deeply sad for this situation, ´coz I think you´d like to visit Brazil such as I wanted to know Russia. But ´coz my stupid way to face my feelings and my behaviour before them, your family and friends think I am a threat. I comprehend them. Their worry makes sence. My past blames me all the time, and all I can do now is to lament very much. If the "wind" changes its direction, just let me know, ok? If not, we have an appoitment, in march 2008, in Russia. Thank you so much for your kindness, once more. If you want, you may keep in touch w/ me ^_^ Bye bye!