I knew a girl. She is very pretty...blue eyes, blond hairs, clean and wonderful face. We look at each other and she gave her right hand; I held it strongly but I felt me empty.

I dont know if I will love someone again...I dont know if I wanna love again...One thing I know: I will not open my heart to someone anymore. It´s a bad pain...I have a nice friend from Germany. She is 37 years old, have a very nice guy at her side and a son. Unfortunelly I have no strenghs to be a nice friend. I dont know why she treat me so good but I cannot give back the same treatment.

I am stuck in a rut of broken feelings.

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