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[...To watch you sleep] 19-02-2007 22:48 к комментариям - к полной версии - понравилось!


[300x413]В колонках играет - Pain of Salvation - Ending Theme

Боль, вложенную в эти строчки, не хочу переводить на родной язык.
Написала вчера... А сегодня поняла, что в этом - все то, что сейчас меня мучает.


I wanna simply watch you sleep... Like then, in the candlelight, when we had three hours left but I didn't want to rip you out of your dreams. Dreams you never remember. Stroking your curly soft hair with my sight, I sat and wondered if it all really existed: the fire-lit room, the checkered skirt and our homely closeness.

I wanna spill a few whispers in the silence, probably a line from another song of 'Pain of Salvation'. What a wonderful name, so true... I am saved but it hurts. It hurts to be not alone, but I seem to get used to happiness. Fortunately, this habit lasts not more than a day after which I discover all the emotions anew.

I wanna press myself against your chest and sigh deeply. I wanna scream being held by you in my fury, wanna tell how this cell is suffocating me! How hard it is to find the motivation for reaching my goals in this world sometimes! And I want, I desperately want to hear you reply once, to reveal your deeper self! When will you open, when?? I cannot tear you apart to steal these words away, please answer me!

I wanna cry out as loud as I can, as I probably will in the moment of pleasure later... Can you hear me? Or are you still on the other side?All these questions will arise when you'll be awake... But now you're sleeping, so careless, so sweet, and I carefully put my mask down still keeping it within the reach, not to be caught unawares.

I want to be able to say that I love you without fear. Someday...
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Seducia 20-02-2007-15:33 удалить
Твой английский совершенен.
_AnA_ 21-02-2007-01:27 удалить
Ариэн, спасибо! *смущаюсь* Правда, таких слов не ожидала, потому что мне самой мой английский кажется далеко не таким... Над многим работать надо=)


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