I fall asleep, I cover the an interior, blood from a core flows.
"About as it is good, that we any more shall not see you " repeat in last hour to me. 
I know what already late to enjoy something, but I shall be...
I am unnecessary this world, from evil I feel compressed.
From words "disappeared" on veins the nervous trembling runs

Isee, from a dark corner your sight,
Gentle, lovely ,my lovely Lord,
About, I ask you, take away, take to myself
For I am created to suffer a code night,
My lovely Lord...
 
Flight also I look afar, I wait for something, extreme depression.
I remember, that I shall be dead and I shall necessarily in a hell,
Never I shall tell myself, yes only the word "is not present". 
I can survive, when I shall be alive and, 
I about impatience shall wait the happy end.

I see, from a crack how to do a cut
You have learned me, my lovely Lord
About, I ask you take away, take to myself
For I can flash for a rage
My lovely Lord...

Blood, blood help me ,you see the tumour comes nearer
Want me to see numb?
Lovely Lord, I ask, make favour
Kill me ,when there will be a full moon.