Eventually the sun went down and his world was folding in darkness.
I looked at Chad and thought.
you are so beautiful
He was/
His shining was almost unbearable
or it just was a sunset
its red rays.
No matter what it was. It was unforgettable.
Love --he used to say
it s beautiful
but its deteriorates and turns shit
he was wrong my Love hasnt deteriorated
it hasnt turned into shit
my life did
Love he used to say
laughing cherubs and circling carousel ride
Indeed he was a poet
and he was right
and he was wrong as well.
What have you left me
he used to write
what have you given me?
nothing
I thought I gave him everything
I love him
I left
because my Love was too much for everyone.
And here I am standing on a Lewes grounds
where me and Him where standing
Lewes stills tands my love stands
but I am so shaky