She was 17 and didn’t want to be serious or to think about the future life. The summer was giving the opportunities away. She has just curled her hair. Made a “chemistry” how they say and thought that everything will be ok. She was so unserious. She wanted to fly to love to shine like a dragonfly. “you have to find a job” her mother used to say her and she tried to obey her and to look for jobs elsewhere. She wasn’t 18 yet. It was hard any job if you wasn’t 18. She tried to look at the closest schools but later she figured out that’s she was going with her dulcimers band to attend the Norway and give the concerts for two months up there. The whole August and September. She knew that it would be hard to find a job only for two months. Plus, who needs music teachers in summer? Mostly for the summer camps or she could be a summer teacher. But she wanted to fly.

She had never felt depressed. Life was full of the interesting stuff. Bars, cinemas, parks, theaters, companies. And many many more. You could drink gin and tonic and feel so  “oh my gosh gosh gosh”. And the sun will be shining. And the butterflies will be flying.