And what am I supposed to do with myself? There are days like these when I feel so miserable being without you. It’s like a tremendous hole in me suddenly expands further than the boundaries that I am able to cope with. I have learned to live without you. I’ve even learned to live with myself. But all I ever wanted was to learn to live with you. These emotions suddenly fill up my every cell and I seem to loose control of what I am thinking. And nothing helps t