Это такое облегчения,я ведь несколько лет подряд, жил с ощущением, что я тебя разочаровал.

Deep down in this river 
I’m sure I’d be free 
I know I would shiver 
And surely could not see a thing

But maybe all that matters not 
I might even remember what I forgot 
The reason of it and of it all 
The rise and yes for sure also the fall

Let go of me, my friend 
You do not understand 
The pain I’m going through 
Is only because of you

So dark is my light 
My demons were so right to leave me here 
So painful my fight 
As every night when I lay down to sleep 
I listen to my heart 
Expecting it to stop its beating 
But every morning sun 
Wakes up the sadness in me once again

You see now how it ends 
I lay it in your hands 
Take care of it my friend 
In case you understand…