Emm...this is really strange.
1. im writing in ingles, because i am at johnny's, so he doesnt have russian keyboard (^^)
2. i got a couple of teddies <3 and they are adorable
3. we are going up to the mountains tomorrow to ride horses!
4. i hope we'll go to aport today after my uncle's
today, ive seen him. i really love him and now i believe in love at the first sight, this is ridiculous, i know that, but anyway. his figure, his smile, the way he stands, his gestures - i like everything in him. the way he talks, the way he walks, the way he laughs. just cant explain this. (sorry for sleng)
i am also very happy that she is gone, i mean, this is good for me. it sounds a bit egoistic, but i love myself as well. and now everyone pays attention to me and i feel very loved! jess and bronzi, maryam, yoshky, charly and my sunshine farida..aaaand my "daughter bear" xD
cant wait till constantijn and mommyy will come! i miss them so much! i bet they will like the new house :) i like the pink room - johny said it's gonna be constantijn's haha!
cant stop thinking about sasha, when stereo love plays, i imagine that we are dancing, and hugging and kissing and everyone is looking at as and say "wow! look at them, they are so cute!" i dont even why why i started liking him, he is plain and we had never even talk! i wish we could. i bet he likes rock, not russian rap as vlad. it suck so much! i mean really - how can you listen to these... well...vlad is vlad. he was looking at me the whole time when we were in the meeting, he tried to say funny jokes and no one listened to him, that was funny. because actually only he got his own jokes, cant understand it. its better to be quiet to be like that. :P
but now - my only aim is sasha! ahhh...i love him! when i think about vlad, it looks for me like all of the boys are like that, but i want my own adorable boy toy <3 just to love and be loved :) thats it for today, hope we go to aport and buy me a new shirt and a bag...and new notebooks and a book for gurlz! <3
GOOD LUCK FOR ME! ''