My pain
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna try, I don’t wanna cry
I just ask only one thing: “Why?”
Nothing mo’, I don’t wanna feel any sore
I don’t wanna feel that I felt before
[Verse 1]
I wanna come up and kiss her
I wanna tell her that I miss for her
But I know that I won’t do this
Cause I know that nothing will happen
It’s seems like everybody thinks that I’m ugly
Ok… fine! I will go, nobody will see me
I’m gonna go from this world, so I’ll say goodbye
To everybody, and then I will die…
Hu… so who will cry? Who’ll miss? Who’ll remember?
Janaire will be dead, forever… so you’ll see him never…
These feelings is killin’ me inside
That’s why I can’t hide
I hope that everything will be alright
I hope that this all just seems
Maybe one day we’ll wake up and this is all will be a dream…
Everybody with whom I wanted to be is gone
And y’all see that I’m always alone
If I love someone… I’m ready to give her my world
To give her myself, me… and I’m ready to protect her, to hold
To say that I love her… to show my bold
Fuck this all, I wanna run from this all
But it’s still livin’ in my soul
I wanna destroy it, but I scare that I’ll never feel it
I don’t wanna be exhausted, I don’t wanna cause it
I just don’t wanna feel this feeling for a few days
And then I’ll go back again… to this same result, to these same ways…
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna change myself for her
I won’t do it, I wanna be Janaire
I wanna be myself, I wanna have my health
I wanna live by my life, I wanna do that I wanna do
Nobody will change me, nobody, even you
I’m feeling this shit, so I will feel it… it’s my destiny
But I know, if I do some things cleverly
I won’t feel this anymo’… I won’t waste my time for nothing
So Janaire should do something, but it’s me, it’s my fault…
Janaire is just only good man; he’s the good side of me
He live normally, he’s not ugly as me… I’ll be dead, maybe…
Janaire will live, I’ma Namsfear…
Yeah… it’s me, I’ma full of fear
Fear is always near, fuck it… I will fight with it
I won’t go back; I won’t stay away from it
I will fight and nobody will stop me…
This pain in my soul… sometimes seems like my soul is screamin’
And it’s screamin’ something, but I can’t listen…
I should know what it screams, I’ll listen and then I’ll think
What I will do, so what will be then…
It’s not breakin’ me… it’s just seems like that…
But hope is not dead yet, I’m fine, but I can be sad
But Janaire will fight, he never give up
Even if some motherfucker will get on my way, and if he fuck up…
I will punch him, I’ll hit him… he will know who I am
I’ma rapper, I’ma Xzit, but I’m not Eminem…
I will do this; I will solve this problem…
Sometimes to some situations I just don’t give a damn…
[Chorus]
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