I don't know what to do with this.
It's too strange that I can't understand.
I know, onle He can save me from this
But...where is He?
He's too far...again failure.
I feel sometimes i can't handle this.
What's to become of me?
I don't know the answer..
Something must be done to save myself from myself..
If I do this, it will be easier to live not only for me, but also for my friends and those whom I love..