I don’t know if this is because I’m having such a hard time these days, but everytime I look at your face - which is ALWAYS, fucking always through computer and not directly - it makes me wanna cry. At the same time I feel so much love and I want to take you with me and I want to hug you and protect you, I feel like I’ve lost you. It’s not like I’ve ever had you, I’ve never had anything from you but a few tweets and some almost-no-attention actually, but… I just feel like you have given up. I just feel like you don’t care anymore, like you don’t like what you were or you don’t trust people anymore. Or like you can’t handle that past and it’s over for good. And that was the only way I had to get to you somehow, or to feel connected to you. I’ll support you no matter what and I wish you had someone like me in your life. Not just because I’m me and I wanna be part of you life, but because I could make you feel secure about yourself. Because I could make you believe that, at some point, there’s always something left and I’d be truth to you, which is something I know you don’t find in people lately. We haven’t even talkeI don’t know if this is because I’m having such a hard time these days, but everytime I look at your face - which is ALWAYS, fucking always through computer and not directly - it makes me wanna cry. At the same time I feel so much love and I want to take you with me and I want to hug you and protect you, I feel like I’ve lost you. It’s not like I’ve ever had you, I’ve never had anything from you but a few tweets and some almost-no-attention actually, but… I just feel like you have given up. I just feel like you don’t care anymore, like you don’t like what you were or you don’t trust people anymore. Or like you can’t handle that past and it’s over for good. And that was the only way I had to get to you somehow, or to feel connected to you. I’ll support you no matter what and I wish you had someone like me in your life. Not just because I’m me and I wanna be part of you life, but because I could make you feel secure about yourself. Because I could make you believe that, at some point, there’s always something left and I’d be truth to you, which is something I know you don’t find in people lately. We haven’t even talkeactually met you, because it sounds TOO stupid and obsessed, but whatever. I just need to put it out somehow, because when I say it’s “strong”, you have no idea of HOW strong it really is.