I'm fed up with it. You think I can't be tired of these daily conflicts, don't you?!!! I'm fed up with comforting you every day. DON'T WORRY//CRY//SCREAM!!! EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!! I answer: NOTHING will be okay. Because nobody wants. Nobody cares. Have you heard this wonderful Green Day song, "Homecoming"? Just like this. Ohhhhhhhhh... it drives me mad. I wanna escape from this terrible apartment/house/town/country/LIFE. I... I just can't stand. Maybe I'm too weak. And I'd never become a psychologist xDDDD. 'Cuz nobody listens to me. I should speak German definitely. My Simon is too far to translate it, so it would be nice I think. But... why is everything so stupid? I feel lost. I just don't know what to do. I can't leave this house - even for a while: I have nowhere to go. Have a nice day. Smile.