I don't know what for I'm feeling it. But may be the feeling can't be based on facts? On these terrible facts...that are against me & my hopes. Sometimes I can live in the world of my dreams but not for a long time... I just feel it. More and more. I could kill it if only I have known that my dream won't come true. May be I'll kill it. And I'll destroy significant part of my soul.
sure u won't kill it, u just can not. only if u're not Voldemort ^^
i can live in world of dreams at night, all night long trying to feel better. and u?