Through burning steppes of southern lands,
Through bitter frosts of north
I forced my way with bleeding hands
Without moving forth.

I found my love on summer's birth,
Beyond the strings of sun,
Beloved daughter of the Earth,
And nothing could be done.

So young, so beautiful, so smart,
So sweet, so kind, so tender,
She was the greatest piece of art
I ever could remember.

Her eyes, as bright, as sunny day,
As green, as leaves of trees.
And only they could take away
My heart from land of tears.

She was with me, she was my hope,
My life, my love, my world.
The problems, I could hardly cope
Laid fallen by my sword.

I was in peace, in peace at last,
In warmth of precious arms,
Unsure, she thought, It couldn`t last,
And she just broke the charms.

She left me there on summer's fall,
She didn't say a word,
She took away, like sudden squall,
My life, my love, my world.

I sought for her, I coudn't live
Without cherished smile
And why I couldn`t realize,
It wasn`t just a trial?

A noble man in crimson cloak,
He held her arms so tight,
And She was charmed as he spoke
His eyes were dark as night.

His lying smile, his lying words
They made her feel delight
My soul was cut with million swords
I couldn’t turn to light.

I begged her to give a chance
To me, to save my heart,
But she, bewitched with lying stance,
Just broke my love apart.

And pieces of my broken love,
They fell down in the hell
They burned so bright within my soul
They burned my stuffy cell.

I didn`t have a place to stay
The heaven`s gates were closed
I couldn`t cry, I couldn`t prey,
My feelings were exposed.

But rage protected me from death
Despair led me to light,
I used that light to burn to ash,
My feelings at the rite.

So was it truth, or just a dream?
I do not know
Но я один.
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I will gather that ash,
I will carry it home,
I will hide it in cache
In the deep of my soul.
I will pour it with tears,
I will guard it with care
And one day all your fears
Will be burnt with a flare.
With a flare of new love,
That will glow, that will burn,
I`ll return that I owe
And my soul`ll be reborn.