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Прошел практически год, как мне Флориан написал это письмо.. А вы знаете, именно после него я верю, что любовь существует)) И что иногда не зает преград.. Ни языковых, ни расстояния.. Я любила)) Но потом это прошло.. А жаль.. Он хороший)) Да и простит он меня, что я не переспала с ним)) А была романтика)) Луна, горы, река..))))))) Побег из дома)))))) Круто)))) Но к тому времени я его уже не любила.. Простит, надеюсь)

Hi Masha!!!!!

The lines which you write to me are so hard to read... I feel the same like you, I don´t know how to survive without you. It isn´t that you´re just away for a few weeks or something, no, you´re away perhapes for a whole year! Please tell me what to do, because this love is so impossible. Fuck it!!! I want to live it, I want to be with you and I don´t want to die without you, but I will immediately =((

I told you in that evening and I tell you now: It was so normal that you were afraid. I understood it, i understand it now and I´ll ever understand it! The most important thing is not that we may have sex, it is our feelings for each other. I know what I´m feeling about you as well as I know what you feel about me. This night was simply the most romantic thing I´ve ever done, without looking at any risks, it was you and me and the night with a damn bright moon, like I said, the best thing in my life. We will never forget about this night, never in our whole lifes. It was enough what we have done and it was beautiful. 3 or 4 hours only with you... I´m so grateful for this, thank you so so so so so so much for making this possible! I got never used to a person so fast, it is so unbelieveable...

Shit, i want to get out of here, running towards you and loving you for all my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why can´t I, why is this fucking world so unfair????? =(((

Fortunately, I can call you tomorrow. We have to talk about what we should do. I can´t live like this, it´s so hard! My heart is bleeding and with every second I´m missing you my soul dies a bit, and it dies more and more and soon my heart will be away, because you´re not here. For almost two weeks - which were the absolutely best in my life - I´ve to pay the highest price that exists in the universe: missing you. I hate this pain.


And could you give me your adress?? I want to send you something. I still don´t know what, but anything.


Remember always this: I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! Close your eyes, because I will do the same in his moment. Then you have to think very strong about me, and I do also the same. And in this moment, I will really kiss you. Promise me to do that, and do it often. I´ll make it whenever I can. Good bye my darling, my sweet masha forever!!!!!!!!!



PS.. А любовь украшает...)