день всегда начинается бешено, ты прибегаешь в универ, мечешься, что-то здаешь, чем-то помогаешь другим, куришь на перемене, стоя возле универа, обсуждая розовый гламур и ругаяясь на погоду. приезжаешь домой, и первое желание пожрать и поспать. приходят предки, промывают в очередной раз мозги... жизнь скучна и однообразна. НО! бывают отрывки времени( когда ты едешь в автобусе или не можешь уснуть и долго сидишь на подоконнике, разглядывая звезды), проматываешь внутри свою жизнь, быстро-быстро: вот мой первый поцелуй... я почти утонула... первый поход на кладбище в день смерти любимого дедушки... детские игры... первая любовь... пролетает школа со всеми ее неувязацами... любимый человек, которого я не видела полтора месяца и еще четыре месяца одиночества осталось... и опять я плачу...........................................................................
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