i don't realize that today, is already the 24. the day that we are supposed to be happy, to have a party, to have fun.

i'm actually in front of my computer, for the first christmas ever.

my parents just left, they said they wanted to have fun tonight. Does that means both of me and my sister aren't fun?

outside, there's no snow. in my house, there's no christmas decorations for the first time. and we don't have any presents, apparently, we got enough lately. what is christmas? what is family? it used to be fun, and magical.

i don't understand.

i'm sad right now, and i decided to post that ridiculous bulletin. i don't believe anymore in christmas, or neither in my family.

the end, now i'll try to think of something else.
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