В колонках играет - Nine Inch Nails-Right where it belongs
Настроение сейчас - weird

Вот так идешь вечером с пакетом из магазина... в пакете ряженка, кифир, помидоры, огурцы... Падает снег. Розово-оранжевые фонари делают падающий пух цветным. Легкий ветер задает направление снежинкам - прямо тебе в лицо. А в наушниках играет эта песня. И хочется встать посреди дороги. Бросить пакет. И умереть...
Или продолжать идти, улыбаясь снежинкам, представляя, что дома ждет любимый человек. Так хочется прийти и обнять его, сделать его счастливым.
А сейчас дома даже мамы нет.

Nine Inch Nails-Right where it belongs

See the animal in his cage that you built,
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye,
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built,
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart,
And it's all...right where it belongs

What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see?

What if all the world's inside of your head?
Just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods all the living and the dead
And you're really all alone
You can live in this illusion,
You can choose to believe.
You keep looking but you can't find the woods,
While you're hiding in the trees

What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you used to know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see?