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So... came here - can't believe I have time to do something online in this busy coutnry - this is crazy, I don't get it - how do they have all that strength and energy to lead the life they live...
Haven't been here for ages and ages, a whole bunch of things happened, and I didn't tell about them at all... All right, now I have that opportunity.
Okay... let's start from the time when I changed my host family.
It happened a month ago already. The Boyle's didn't have the opportunity to keep us both (me and Martin - that's another dude I had to stay with) anymore (basically, they didn't have money anymore). So, I moved to another host family, where I am really happy - at Teri's, that girl is Judy's niece. She's awesome and so hard working. I respect her so much, the thing is, I act so stupid sometimes... Have no idea why - that's my stupid way of me...
Martin is not living with me anymore - finally!!! He drived me nuts. It's getting better all the time.
I'm feeling a little.. um.. depressed, I think. I think it has to deal with the fact that I didn't see my family for 4 months already. But well, we can make it - what does not kill me makes me stronger, baby.
A kind of sad thing happened today - I quit swimming cause a play is taking place in our school and guess what - acting is more important to me, as a matter of act... But that's what I want to do...
I'M STUCK!!!

I don't know whta to do with my &*+#@ing life - I don't know what to do - Mom tells me to go and try babysitting, which I don't want to do. She also talks about phycology, which I don't want to do either. I love my directing, and that's what I want to do. Please stop holding me back... Let me decide myself... I am so sad... That's where my depression coming from. Help me god please...
And I keep on thinking about a guy that I dated 2 years ago. That was a freakin stupid relationship, but... for some reason we liked each other. I bet we both still do - just gotta admit that. And I... I think about him all the time... I am in America but I think about a guy from Russia, that lives God knows where... Oh my god, lord have mercy. I think about you, you hear me, Mr. D? That's what I'm gonna call him... All right...
Gotta get off from here...