Time, it needs time
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm loving you.

I'm still loving you
I need your love.

Segodnya na ekzamen ne poshla, skoree poshla no ne zashla, polnogo materiala ne bylo, mogla polu4it' 4 no ne zaxotela, poydu zavtra.
polu4ila stepuxu, no ot nee ni4ego uje ne ostalos', zapolnila kartu, lu4shego oshusheniya byt' ne mojet :)
Prishla na rabotu, vrode vse v poryadke, ve4erom Roma zaydet za mnoy, kuda-nibud' poydem
Segodnya ya ego videla vo sne, kak-budto on menya celoval, On skazal, 4to son mojem voplotit' v real'nost', na ya ego vosprinimayu kak druga , ne bol'she.
Lubov' u menya est'!!!!!!!!!
Ya ee obojayu.

Kak mne nexvataet togo tepla, kotoroe bylo ryadom. Tot zapax, kotoriy inogda budil menya I s kotorym ya zasypala.
Moy den’ sovsem rasformirovalsya. Ya ne znayu, 4to mne delat’? Ran’she ya znala, 4to xot’ kakoy-to moment moego dnya ya uviju ee, ya jdala etogo momenta I moy den’ preobretal smysl, a was ya…..
Ya proshu tebya: ostav’ mne, pojaluysta, svou ten’.

Zavtra u menya ekzamen, ni4ego ne znayu - xotya ,po4emu-to ne boyus', was mne ne do etogo.
Sebya pytayus' otvle4 urokami, posmotrim naskol'ko eto real'no.

Storaus’ derjat’sya, ne znau kak polu4aetsya, no….
Ya ne mogu ni4ego predprinyat’, krome kak jdat’. Vremya tormozit, rabota ewe bol’she vvodit v depressiu, zanimau sebya 4em mogu, no mysli vse ravno v drugom meste.
Ne mogu otklu4itsya ni na minutu. Dumau tol’ko……, vse vokrug napominaet tol’ko obo dnom.
Ya s takim trudom nashla sebys i snova poteryala .
Ne mogu ponyat’….pochemu?
Molu tol’ko obo dnom, 4tob bog dal ey sil lubit’.

Segodnya uje 14, a mne vse lu4she ne stanovitsya, slezy neproizvil’no vykatyvayutsya iz glaz.
Byla u mamy v magazine, sosku4ilas’ po ney xotya ran’she etogo za soboy ne zame4ala., ona skazala, 4to o4en’ nas lubit, I tol’ko my smysl ee jizni, ya rasplakalas’, potomu 4to imenno eti slova was pri4inyayut mne ogromnuyu bol’.
ya jivu kak zombie, mne ni4ego ne nado, ya po4ti ne em, po4ti ne splu, ya ne xo4u xodit’, ne xo4u obshat’sya s lud’mi, ne xo4u nikogo videt’ – eto ujasno, mne protivno daje ot samoy sebya.