We are together))))))))))))))))) Tom Lego i Anastasia from Rossiya))))))))))))))))
Nakonec-to pochuvstvovala sebya LUBIMOJ GENSCHINOJ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Настроение сейчас - flirty
Celyh 8 minut razgovarivala s Legoj;) Za kotorye on:
1) 2 raza upomyanul (sovsem nevznachaj!), chto on - Tom Lego (a ya-to i ne dogadyvalas'!) (Kak eto on promolchal pro svoi seksual'nye guby?..)
2) pytalsya ubedit' menya, chto ego "baby girl cat" zovut Sissy) (Ele sdergalas', chtoby ne skazat': dlya "baby girl" podojdet drugoe imya, tipa moego, opyat' ge ya ne carapaus' (poka), kak ona...
3) i voobsche, esli vse slogit'sya, my poedem katat'sya na motocikle po amerikanskim dorogam (ne znau, pochemu, no pri etoj mysli rot sam rasplyvaetsya v bol'shoj ulybke=)
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Isn't it a brand name: Tom Lego? Yep, it is. He would answer this way.
The first person my attention was pointed at, the first couple of Russian words I taught some Americans in the kitchen - "seksual'nye guby")
Now I possess his name pin - AKM (Assistant Kitchen Manager) Tom Lego.
The person who's been trying to say Russian "r" for 2 weeks. Unsuccessfully.
The person who's been proposing to me (v shutku, konechno) for I forgot how many times.
The person who's been definetely showing off a lot of times.
The person who's gonna get "In Lego we trust" T-shirt, cuz he really deserves it.
I like, when he's happy and laughs, his eyes that shine with natural joy, the moments when he's being really HIMSELF - not that self-confident,
just Tom Lego)
Felt good today and really was having FUN... Seems like kitchen is the ONLY PLACE at RR where people are following 1 of "core values" - having fun...
Wanted to write something sensible about some general things, like everybody needs to be appreciated and feel needed and that's a good feeling actually, and every person needs a shoulder to lean on, but ...
...the mood of the day - it's so fucking cool to feel like a woman, probably, for the 1 time for the last 3 months=)
(i nikomu ne govorite, chto videli/slychali menya v takom vide!)
Have seen a movie Twin Towers by Oliver Stone. Needless to say what it was about.
TRAGEDY. About 2,700 dead and only 20 people were rescued alive. TWENTY out of 2,700.
No matter what country you live in, no matter what skin colour you have, whether you're rich or poor, EVIL can reach you everywhere, and nobody knows which day is your LAST day. g
APPRECIATE EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE
Its been such a COOL day today! I was 2 hours late to work! ups=( and nobody said a word! And then, after work, we went to Harrisburd with our new American friend, after Hershey Harrisburg was fantastic! City Island (a part of Har.) is SO FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL!=) We were sitting in a downtown cafe just talking and relaxing with a person who... can't find the right words... a person who's DEFINITELY different from all American people I've known before for simple reasons: first of all, he's older and mature, and secondly, he ISN'T American by origin. And it was so engaging to talk with a person who was saying the right things, who was a PERSONALITY himself...
раз вот страх, и вот страх два -
разбухает голова.
вот страх три, четыре, пять -
буду страхи наблюдать.
страх друзей и страх врагов,
страх невысказанных слов,
вот он новых страх идей,
самых близких страх людей,
страх принять, страх потерять,
страх о страхе рассказать,
страх любить, любимой быть,
страх о чувствах говорить,
страх узнать, что я ничья,
страх понять, откуда я.
завтра страх и страх вчера...
щас взорвется голова!
в каждой клетке страх живет,
изнутри меня грызет.
может все же пискну я,
что хозяйка в теле я?
стук в ушах и дрожь в ногах -
это страх в моих руках...
жму... глубокий выдох....БАХ!
слезы щиплются в глазах....
вижу свет в ночном окне...
пляшут тени на стене...
тишина и мощь подкравшись,
в сердце забрались ко мне....
Have written something about this a certain time ago, but still feel shocked how evrything might be clear and how blind might be you sometimes. Honestly, I was fucking my brains purposefully and I knew it wouldn't feel good in the end, but I kept doing. Now here we are with this emptyness inside and a new look on certain people. Probably the most exact and true look, which I didn't have before. Thanks God I got it now.
P.S. Amerikanskomu drugu bolgarskoj sem'i posvyaschaetsya.
Okean... On takoj bezumno krasivyj, neobyatnyj i fantasticheski moschnyj... Eto nado videt.
2 dnya proveli kak belye ludi - poehali v Ocean City posmotret na Atlantiku, noch v mashine ryadom s ofisom beregovoj ohrany (tolko utrom razglyadeli, gde priparkovalis), vechernij plyag, progulka na Rakete i Okean, Okean, kuda ni posmotri...
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Настроение сейчас - gotova k 'velikim' delam
Nikogda ne galet o tom, chto sdelal. Mogno galet o nesdelannom, no chtoby etogo ne proizoshlo (sogaleniya), nado kak minimum sovershit postupok. Complicated...
A v golove uge krutitsya para-troika 'bezumnyh' zatej, osuschestvit kotorye budet V KAJF...
And İ hope youre havıng the time of your life
But think twice, thats my only advice
Kotoruu noch ne splu, tk halyavnyj internet i komputer blige, chem v biblioteke, popadaetsya ne chasto. Spasibo tureckim devushkam, horoshaya strana=)
Pokazalos, chto k nekotorym vescham stala otnositsya prosche, git v kaif, sebe v udovolstvie, delat to, chto hochetsya v dannyj moment. İ kak-to vse ravno, chto dumaut druie po etomu povodu - ludi vsegda chto-to dumaut.
Ochen redko dvoe vmeste hotyat odnogo i togo ge.
Takoj vot sumbur v golove...
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Zabavno, kogda gıvesh s ludmı v 1 dome ı ne vıdısh ıh po 2 dnya... Zabavno, kogda vse razgovory svodyatsya k rabote Zabavno delat shoppıng v Walmarte v 3 chasa nochı...
Vot uge nedelu, kak menya ne pokidaet odna mysl', "shtyrit" - samoe to opredelenie. Nikogda ya ne dumala v TAKOM napravlenii NI O KOM, krome... (smotri nazvanie dnevnika;)
Hochu zamug, hochu git' vmeste s chelovekom, provodit' vremya tak, kak my eto delaem zdes', gotovit' obed (prostite za banal'nost') - voobsche kryshu sneslo, da?!
Oschuschenia, na samom dele, neobychnye i ochen' pozitivnye, ne prosto "lubov'-morkov'", a nechto glubge, osnovatel'nee...
Dumau, neugeli nado bylo ehat' v Ameriku, chtoby vstertit' cheloveka iz Chelyabinska?! Spasibo sud'be za etu vstrechu, spasibo etomu cheloveku za to, chto on TAKOJ, KAKOJ ON EST', chto on mnogomu nauchil menya=) (ne podumajte, eto ne "love affair", prosto chuvstva u menya k nemu teplye i ochen' uvagitel'nye) Ya ego PONIMAU, a eto ved' tak vagno. On moget rasschityvat' na menya, emu ya gotova pomoch' prosto ot serdca... Takie vot dela.
(a vy verite v drugbu megdu mugchinoj i genschinoj? Moget, eto ona?)
Настроение сейчас - V stile "Give me novocaine" (Green Day)
Pisem iz doma ne tak mnogo, poetomu sigu v dnevnikah...
Vse zdes' v norme, krome vnutrennego sostoyaniya=( Staraus' ne dumat' nad prichinami, a rabotat' i bablo zashibat' - ya ved' za etim suda priehala, no bous', chto v odin den' ya sorvus' i togda nastanet "a very bad situation" - pizdec=( Kak vse'taki horosho, kogda znaesh' prichiny, raskopav ih v sebe. Ostaetsya nereshennym vopros: chto teper' s etim delat'? Esli ne mogesh' iznebit' situaciu, izmeni svoe otnoshenie k nej. Vidimo, tak i sdelau.
Vsem privet bol'shoj - bol'shoj! =)
(Da, depressiya, mat' ee, moget sluchit'sya i zdes'! )
Настроение сейчас - positive
Russkie - osobennye ludi, pryamo-taki gorda svoej stranoj=) Nashi mal'chiki razrabotali specsistemu dlya naimenovaniya "shahterov" (afro-americans):
(vspominajte svoi znaniya o hlebe)
1) Borodinskij - chernyj kak smol'
2) Darninskij - serednyachok
3) Rganoj - shokolad s molokom, prichem moloka bol'she
Kagdyj vecher k nam prihodit chel i nachinaet "tryndet' chto-to tipa: "Amerikancy - ny tupye... Sidyat 2 borodinskih..." (i dal'she po tekstu)
So we're having FUN!=))))))))))
Samodovol'nye genatiki... It's not me who's jealous... Maybe a little bit... I should forget about it and just enjoy my stay here, plunge into work. I like working in the kitchen so far, it's not that difficult, but when they're around... Sometimes it's unbearable...
(Pobejte kto-nit' menya, kakogo mne tak hrenovo?!)
Настроение сейчас - anticipation of more trips
We've finally flew in NY=) It was a long trip, but I believe it was worth doing. Now in 1 of NY hostels, went to Times Square today in the late evening. NY is so beautiful when illuminated!
Love everybody and good luck! =)