Nu, ne schitaya togo, chto moya luchshaya podruga - len' prosto trebuet, chtob ya sovershenno nichem ne zanimalas', ya pitaus' sidet' za stolom i ne obrashat' vnimaniya na horoshuu pogodu i tot fact , chto vperedi eshe odin bessonii god bez lichnoi zizni vne shkole.

A tak... Mladshaya sestrenka gde to podhvotila klesha. Pribegaet k mame vsya v slezah, "U menya zhucok v zhivote!"
Takuu paniku ustroila... Ona nikogda ih ne videla, da i ya ne vstrechalas' s etimi malen'kimi opasnimi sushestvami...

Vot stranno, mi takya prodvinutaya zivilizatsiya, a do chego hrupkie sushestva... Kakya -to bukashka ili bacteriya moget pogubit' zhizn ili prosto dostavit' nepriyatnost odnim svoim prisutstviem v prirode...
Kak mishi i sloni. hm.....

Vchera posmotrela film Broken Flowers s Bill Murray. Tyagelii film, ne pohog na obiknovennie americanskie.. HOtya Focus Features pochti vsegda prepodnosit' zritelyam kino horosho kachestva s bol'shimi ideyami...

Ochered bila na chasa dva na bileti - takogo ya zdes' toge ne videla ran'she.

Tak chto film recommenduu, esli vdrug u vas pokagut'.

I sovsem nedavno odin iz moih eshe sovsem moloden'kih druzei vdrug vozmugal. Peregil razluku s bratom i odinochestvo, i kakim to obrazom viros. Lol. Menya vsegda intriguet smotret' kak moi milii malchishki vdrug stanovyatsya vzroslimi...
No eto ladno. Glavnoe, on razvil takoe chuvstvo nezavisimosti, naglosti, chto dage s photographii obeskuragivaet... Znaete, kakoeto chuvstvo pofigizma i sili v pazanah, kotoroe inogda tak nam nravit'sya...

V nashei okruge reshili, chto on dolgen stat' model'u.
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Blin blin blin blin blin,
DAGE NEKOMU POGALOVAT"SYA!!!!

BOge, kakaya ya avonturistka. Chert. Dage obidno....
I'm leaving for a week to some HUGE park in NY state, with only my mom and my sister. To camp. Next to bears. And a lake, so it won't be that bad.
But my, I had never felt so helpless when facing a long trip ( 9 hours) without having a man present in the car, or hiked a mountain in the unknown place without a boy....
It is so scary to imagine myself in wilderness without support and strength of a man. Darn all males who are not aware of my frustration and can't go with me. :)

It's like, going nude to a crowded street, where you're almost sure to be somehow hurt...

And I won't have any connection to anybody - no cellphones, no anything.

Feel vulnurable already... WHAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

And what pushed me and my mom to decide and go there alone?
Ba.....
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Privet vsem. Neohoto mne zavodit' ogromnoe kolichestvo xanga-like websites.
So this is going to be also a reference page for my photos, to all english speaking people...

To all the hungry hungry hippos...

Vot priehali iz Severnoi Carolini s berega okeana. s akulami i medusami. V kotorom mi iz za etogo ne kupalis'. NO.
Bilo ochen' veselo. :)
I ne tol'ko. U menya bil gost'. I ya teper' opyat vpadau v stadiu spokoistviya...
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no mne eta photka pozares nravitsya...
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Tak. Eto vsem, a osobenno mne, porgat' nad Benom i soboi, kogda mi tipo visupali na kakom to evreiskom prazdnike pered malen'kimi det'mi. A Benu tak ponravilos', on etim tak gorditsya do sih por...
A mne eto tak glupo kagetsya... Zato ubka u menya horoshaya. :)
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MOe poslednii kartinus'. Eto kak nevmogotu mne. :)
Stranno. Vse tak spokoino, a mne ploho. Vse mechus', a ne mogu, reshit', chto mne nado, chego hochu...
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Ostalsya odin exsamen vsego lish, po physike, i ya ego zavalu, prosto chuvstvuu...
Poluchu chetverku v polugodii, i menya prib'et mama. No poka eto ne sluchilos' i mogno dishat' spokoino.
A tak zizn' prodolgaetsya..
Ya dage nachal bolt'at po AIM, chto sovsem ne pokazaivaut uluchsheniya na lichnom fronte, no hotya bi ya ne splu s prichinoi, a ne prosto tak..
Obshaus' s 2o letnimi rebyatami. V smisle, rabotaushimi, no ne poluchaushimi 60$ v chas, kak hotelos' bi mne zarabativat' v tom vozraste... A mne eshe let 5 ob etom dumat' ne obyazatelno...
Sigu smortu na zveti. Mne ih tak davno ne darili, chto dage udivitel'no, chto kto- to iz malchishek eshe pomnit kak uhagivat'... gal, etot mne sovsem ne nravit'sya. hotya on ochen' mil i s zamechatel'nom chuvstvom umora - poetomu mogu poznakomit'... Da eshe i americanez.
Tak...Hm... Vot zavtra zakonchit'sya skola, i ya stanu 12 klashkoi. Budu pravit' shkoloi, tipo. Platit' den'gi za vsyakie nenugnosti...
Ochen' hochetsya vlubit'sya v pravil'nogo choloveka, kotorii smoget obespechiva't sebya v budushem...A poka ...
Lubov' zla. Nades', kozli ispravimi.
A tak.. Slava moei podrugke Loide, kotoraya tak vnimatel'no vislushivaet menya, sovsem ne ponimaya, ochem ya govoru.. :)
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Vseh proshu ogromnogo prosheniya za to chto ne pishu i ne otvechau za privetlivie komentarii it tak. dalee.
U meanya cherez dve nedeli exsameni, a posli nih ya smogu snovo posveshat' svoe vremya obsheniu s mirom.
POka, gelau vsem udachi!
Katusha, tebe privet!
a tak - obeshau, chto skoro otvechu!

Ochen' lublu kompimenti. Ot mugchin. No ne poverite, v kakom vozraste.
u menya est' dva obogatelya: odnomu eshe dvuh let net, a drugomu 10. S oboimi inogda sigu, kogda ihnie nyanki zanyati.
Mladshii, Odelya, samii smechnoi rebenok na planete. Pri roditelyah, ot ne zakrivaet rot ot placha. Pri moei mame, on zamolkaet i vedet sebya kak shelkovii. Pri moei sestre, on nachinaet pet' pesni i igrat' v konstruktor, priglashaya ee v svou kompaniu. Pri mne - on metaetsya iz komnati v komnatu, smeetsya, b'ietsya golovoi ob stenu, brosaetsya na pol i protvoryaetsya mertvim.
Ya ego rezctziu obagau.
Predstav'te, po kakoi to sumasshedsohi prishine, etot karapuz privegaet ko mne kgdie 12.6 sekund (zasekalos' ne odnakranto) , stroit mne glazki, poluchaet ot menya ili hitruu ulibku ili segkii shipok na givotike, i potom pulei uletaet v sosedniu komnatu. Moya mama vse boitsya, chto on pri etoi prozedure s lestniti svalit'sya...
No eto tak smeshno!
A desyatiletnii, Kiril, vse tak chinno podhodit, smotrit ostorogno, i smushenno sprashivaet, 'Tetya Olya, a vi mne stishok viuchit' ne pomogite?" Takoi krasivii malchishka! Skoro devchonki budut sohnut' po nemu, a on prilegno steshki uchit'.
Ya emu obyasnyau, ne tetya ya, zavi prosto Olya. Znakomi ved' bolshe goda.
Net, krasneet i tashit knigku.
(vot ya nakones pohvastalas', kakoe vnimanie za svou terpelivost' i igrivost' poluchau ot molodih ludei. I chesno govorya, eto gorazdo interesnee i priyatnee, chem kommentarii ot moih rovestnikov. )

Nu vot, odin iz moih starih prestarih druzei eshe postarel. :)
V etom godu postupaet v universitet i uletaet iz pod roditel'skogo krila.
Chto delat', esli chelovek umnii, dobrii, slushat umeet, tochno nikogda nikogo te podvedet... to takoi zamuchenii, zabitii, chto semya v nego verit, sestra terpet' ne moget, chto on chuvstvuet sebya odinoko, hotya postoyano obshaetsya so vsemi...
Mi kogda krepko drugili, on bil nastol'ko neprivihshim k tomu, chto ego zamechaut i zenyat, chto chut' li ne vlubilsya.
I do sih por tak. Nikto ego ne beret v ser'ez.
Ot smeshnoi: hudoi, kak nastoyashii shkilet, pravda naskvoz' ehse ne vidno... Neuklugii, s ogromnoi golovoi, s dostatochno strashnim litzom ( on po chelovecheski viglyadit tol'ko ulibayas..) On ne pofigist, no ne pitaetsya uchitsya.. Volnueshsya za nego, pitaeshsya vmeste uroki gotovit', i vse ne rabotaet...
Vot nadeus', chto volosi svoi stranno otrashennie podstriget, perestanet kovilyat, i v universitete razveetsya ot svoih rodichei i naidet sebe devchonku.
Zdorovo vse taki, kak inogdazakluchaut nas nashi lubimie?

Nechego vam rasskazivat'.
I feel restless, and cannot think straight in my native language. How ironic.
The exams start next month, and I cannot believe that I have to stay how for the rest of April studying, while the weather has just turned nice...
Can't focus at all.
I want to stop thinking about school. Business is destructive when you're a junior and want to feel your age.
I know, rationally, how important the exams and grades are...
But god, why can't they think of something less final and not as terribly consequential...
Fatigue... Some say that you only have to be emotionally energetic to be in high spirits and strong. Uha, right. I feel like every muscle in my body rejects the orders from the brain to work. I feel physically weak, and my mental state follows accordingly...
Why did the spring break end so quickly?
Neugeli vsya zhizn tak bistro proletit?

Tak chto ya ne tol'ko ne priholog, ya eshe i v proshlom zastryala. ))))
Ne smotrya na to, chto ludi udivlyautsya "boge, kak bistro i pravil'no ti nas ponimaesh!!", i na to, chto esli govorish na pravil'nom russkom yazike da eshe veglivo, eshe ne znachit, chto ti otztalii. :)
Tak chto sohranyaite kul'turu, rossiyane! Hvatit pitat'sya vsem govorit' na turemskom govore, a to skoro perevodchikov ne hvatit...

Poshla "muzon" slushat'... :))

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