my doctor is a total idiot

yesterday went to staten island for fun and made lots of pictures,
now everyone thinks i got a bf, cause i look extreemly happy on those pics.
what can i say? i am a happy person

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went to the doctor, hated it, now i have to take up to 6 or 7 blood tests, just to find out one small reason why my hair shreds so much. Gosh, when did it become so complicated?
And for the first time, since a very very very long time , i got my mother to go to the beach with me and actually swim with me!
progress

"I am as insecure as Kennedy airport"

Conversation.
- "Is there anything about yourself you wish you could change?"
- "My address". "Marco says the secret is to tell yourself something enough times that you start to believe it's true."
- " I'm rich. I'am rich. I'am rich" ." How much does Marco get for his brilliant advice?"
- "Two- fifty an hour."
- "He's rich. He's rich. He's rich."

i fell asleep reading sex book
lol
no comments

went to the beach with irina and victor yesterday
i can't say it was fun
i was trying to hook up this two, but he kept on touching me not in a friends like way, the funny part is that irina don't think realized that,
well its better that way

funny trick

went to another interview, apparently i smile TOO much

"who do you think you are"

got an email from my very old crush from ukie,
and suddenly i am very happy :-)))
so happy, that i am going bowling today
haha, its so easy to make me happy
i think i am crazy :-))))

so my dancing class was over yesterday
sad, i love dancing, and i just noticed that a new dance school opened up right next to my house, so maybe i should sign up
today i got another job interview, i hope at least this one will go better

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yes, yes , yes
i finally got my drivers licence TODAY
I PASSED THE ROAD TEST
it was so freaking hot outside, i thought i would pass out in the car

went to movies with irina, than we went to a sushi restaurant, but it was full , and the only place that we could sit was near the kitchen, and its sucked, so i said no
instead , we went to eat gelato!!!
it was great!
i love gelato

life sucks , just so ya know

а дмитрий маликов родился в тот же день что и я

- Ой, девушка! Телефончик оставьте! Что? Ручки нет? На пальцах покажите! Записываю... Один, один, один… од... А, это не один!? Какая некультурная девушка…

my day:
went to a job interview - fucked up (it was a group interview, so we all were compiting, and i couldn't get a WORD about of my mouth)
after than, went to a piano class - fucked up - couldn't even recognize any notes
on my way home, hungry as a dog - my favorite pizzaria - closed - fuck!!
not my day
came home - mail - from Donald J Trump, with headline State Pageant Office, how whould you like to be nominated for Miss USA - fuck
kiss me ass usa, today is not my day !!!!!!

-Дяденька, а с чем у вас пирожки?
-Малчик ти чьто пилять нерусский написано пиражок без никто

and stop fucking cursing !!!!
its getting out of hands

went to the movie yesterday with irina.
came back home late, let her stay at my place
went to school, saw Reggi, wrote my own recomendation letters...
than he threw away mine , and wrote me another one.
saw lots of old folks.
strange, they all were guys...do i know ONLY guys at school? where are my girl friends?? waz up with that?
ah, guy friends are better any way

p.s. advice from supervisor:
"later on you are taking on his job, so what, he was too busy looking at you anyway"

i should be more bitchy and care less about ppl, and more about myself