i feel cold inside,
i know this stupid girl from chat doesn't deserve my attention......but i still don't like to make war..............
but i guess i will be ok,
so far, today classes went ok, my fro class becomes better and better......
oh yeah , there are too much work to work on.....
so i will write when i have time........

just playing boring.........
and study ing a lot
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hm.....
today was kind of boring day........
i let my partners teach the entire class today.....
and i didn't even say the word.........
i think my male partner didn't like it..........
i even think he was heating on me........
hm, he couldn't stop talking about sexual harasment topic......
strange...........
first , i though he hates me........but know........well will see..........
.........
its a rainy day today..............
i got home late...........
and i spend out 30 min outsite , unter the heavy rain waiting for the train....
ah , so cold.......................................

if i ..............................
can turn time , i know i would do it again.........
and again, cause you are the summer of my life....
only if i..................

today i saw you on a train station...........
what a cutee...........
why didn't you see me?????
oh babe , you are driving me crazy...........
just take a look at me, just once.............

its gonna be a hard week, got a test in a few days, than another one,
than a major english you and i have to write 2 geog papers...............
damn................................................

happy days are over.............

absolutly nothing...........................................
three days in a raw i spend at home studying for my classes.....
i am so bored...................................

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life is like that..............
one day you are happy, another day you feel like a crap...............
the day started very well, i was even suprised why?
i was so happy for no reason............................
but than school, meeting with stuff and vou a la........."lets discuss your progress"
i though i was doing well ,but they didn't seem to think the same way......
my partners don't seems to like me..........suprise, oh happy day.........
he said i am aggressive...............what? me? yes?
yes , i am , cause its the way i am .............................
but i don't bite people, maybe i am rude................
but...................no i am not aggressive........
some man love aggressive woman..........
a

am i beautiful or what?
today two men came up to me on the street and asked where did i get a haircut?
funny...........
maybe it was a pick up line or a servey, but they got me lauthing.....
one of them said i have a very SOFT voice..........
huh? me? i barely talk to strangers outside.....
lol...............

i see you everyday.........
i try to smile at you...........
maybe it is something that i should say....
how i feel about you.............
you don't seems to like me.....
or maybe you do........
but i can't understand you.........

Celestin........................
maybe you don't know this.....................
and you probably will never find out...................
but i love to look at you.........
and i love to think about you............
and i think i am in love with you..................
i don't know how or where or when....
i got this feeling for you...............
but i do, i trully i do...........

sorry.........

its funny and scary how i felt today.........
when he was walking into the class room, i almost prayed to a God that he will sit next to me..............i was imazed how much i wanted him at that moment.........
damn, i don't know whats so special about him......................................
i really don't...................
he is not tall, not muscular or " pretty boy" but i want him more than i ever wanted anyone...................funny , isn't .....................and what did i find in him...................why him? why???why??? He is so shy and into himslef and studying, i really don't have a chanse to get to know him........................that sucks............................................why him? Why not someone who constantly flirt with me? oh man....................................
funny feelings.............................
its almost 11 midnight and i am thinking about him......................................
please, please, please God let him notice me.......................

now i stand to hate my fro class................
my teaching allthrough is good , but:
BUT: my fro partners are monsters.........they decide stuff on their own, out of their heads........besides they came late today.................ah what stuff late?????? YES, FUCKING ASSHOLes, they were late!
besides, no one in class paiess any attention.......................
girls were reading cosmopolitan while i was talking.............omg..........
how fucking rude is that............sorry i don't mean to curse.............
i have to take controll back in my hands..........
PERIOD>....................

would like a t-shirt like that?
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so i got sick............................
my nose is watery and my throat hurts like hell...........
just trying to breath here..............
damn..........

so not much is going one...............
just find out that i have to take my exam at school in october...
what october????? its september now! damn.............................
they are just fucking assholes............
why didn't they tell me that last semester, so i could prepare.........
damn , i hate american schools beaucrasy...................
...............
gone to the library to study for my eco class........
i am shoked, man o man, test in october...........

The following signs have been found in various locations, using the English language somewhat creatively...

Cocktail lounge, Norway:
LADIES ARE REQUESTED NOT TO HAVE CHILDREN IN THE BAR.

At a Budapest zoo:
PLEASE DO NOT FEED THE ANIMALS. IF YOU HAVE ANY SUITABLE FOOD, GIVE IT TO THE GUARD ON DUTY.

Doctor's office, Rome:
SPECIALIST IN WOMEN AND OTHER DISEASES.

Booklet about using a hotel air conditioner, Japan:
COOLES AND HEATES: IF YOU WANT CONDITION OF WARM AIR IN YOUR ROOM, PLEASE CONTROL YOURSELF.

In a Nairobi restaurant:
CUSTOMERS WHO FIND OUR WAITRESSES RUDE OUGHT TO SEE THE MANAGER.

On a poster at Kencom:
ARE YOU AN ADULT THAT CANNOT READ? IF SO, WE CAN HELP.

In a City restaurant:
OPEN SEVEN DAYS A WEEK, AND WEEKENDS TOO.

One of the Mathare buildings:
MENTAL HEALTH PREVENTION CENTRE.

A sign seen on an automatic restroom hand dryer:
DO NOT ACTIVATE WITH WET HANDS.

In a Pumwani maternity ward:
NO CHILDREN ALLOWED.

In a cemetery
PERSONS ARE PROHIBITED FROM PICKING FLOWERS FROM ANY BUT THEIR OWN GRAVES.

Tokyo hotel's rules and regulations:
GUESTS ARE REQUESTED NOT TO SMOKE OR DO OTHER DISGUSTING BEHAVIOURS IN BED.

On the menu of a Swiss restaurant:
OUR WINES LEAVE YOU NOTHING TO HOPE FOR.

In a Tokyo bar:
SPECIAL COCKTAILS FOR THE LADIES WITH NUTS.

In a Bangkok temple:
IT IS FORBIDDEN TO ENTER A WOMAN EVEN A FOREIGNER IF DRESSED AS A MAN.

Hotel brochure, Italy:
THIS HOTEL IS RENOWNED FOR ITS PEACE AND SOLITUDE. IN FACT, CROWDS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD FLOCK HERE TO ENJOY ITS SOLITUDE.

Hotel lobby, Bucharest:
THE LIFT IS BEING FIXED FOR THE NEXT DAY. DURING THAT TIME WE REGRET THAT YOU WILL BE UNBEARABLE.

Hotel elevator, Paris:
PLEASE LEAVE YOUR VALUES AT THE FRONT DESK.

Hotel, Yugoslavia:
THE FLATTENING OF UNDERWEAR WITH PLEASURE IS THE JOB OF THE
CHAMBERMAID.

Hotel, Japan:
YOU ARE INVITED TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE CHAMBERMAID.

In the lobby of a Moscow hotel across from a Russian Orthodox
monastery:
YOU ARE WELCOME TO VISIT THE CEMETERY WHERE FAMOUS RUSSIAN AND SOVIET COMPOSERS, ARTISTS, AND WRITERS ARE BURIED DAILY EXCEPT THURSDAY.

Supermarket, Hong Kong:
FOR YOUR CONVENIENCE, WE RECOMMEND COURTEOUS, EFFICIENT
SELF-SERVICE.

From the "Soviet Weekly":
THERE WILL BE A MOSCOW EXHIBITION OF ARTS BY 15,000 SOVIET REPUBLIC PAINTERS AND SCULPTORS. THESE WERE EXECUTED OVER THE PAST TWO YEARS.

Hotel, Vienna:
IN CASE OF FIRE, DO YOUR UTMOST TO ALARM THE HOTEL PORTER.

A sign posted in Germany's Black Forest:
IT IS STRICTLY FORBIDDEN ON OUR BLACK FOREST CAMPING SITE
THAT PEOPLE OF DIFFERENT SEX, FOR INSTANCE, MEN AND WOMEN,
LIVE TOGETHER IN ONE TENT UNLESS THEY ARE MARRIED WITH EACH OTHER FOR THIS PURPOSE.

Hotel, Zurich:
BECAUSE OF THE IMPROPRIETY OF ENTERTAINING GUESTS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX IN THE BEDROOM, IT IS SUGGESTED THAT THE LOBBY BE USED FOR THIS PURPOSE.

An advertisement by a Hong Kong dentist:
TEETH EXTRACTED BY THE LATEST METHODISTS.

A laundry in Rome:
LADIES, LEAVE YOUR CLOTHES HERE AND SPEND THE AFTERNOON HAVING A GOOD TIME.

Tourist agency, Czechoslovakia:
TAKE ONE OF OUR HORSE-DRIVEN CITY TOURS. WE GUARANTEE NO
MISCARRIAGES.

Advertisement for donkey rides, Thailand:
WOULD YOU LIKE TO RIDE ON YOUR OWN ASS?

The box of a clockwork toy made in Hong Kong:
GUARANTEED TO WORK THROUGHOUT ITS USEFUL LIFE.

In a Swiss mountain inn:
SPECIAL TODAY - NO ICE-CREAM.

Airline ticket office, Copenhagen:
WE TAKE YOUR BAGS AND SEND THEM IN ALL DIRECTIONS.

On the door of a Moscow hotel room:
IF THIS IS YOUR FIRST VISIT TO THE USSR, YOU ARE WELCOME TO IT

today , for the first time i talked to my crush..........
it was my idea, i started the conversation...........
and guess what, he smiled at me and acted like he doens't remember me.........
great.............................
what next?
allthrough he looks at me everyone i walk into the class
whats that suppost to mean?
seriously.............................damn boys..............

i take it back, its not a crap day................
i just had my fro class first i went bad...........
students were late, two girls were constantly talking to each other......
the guy that was doing the presentation was late.........
but at the end , class went very well,
one guy made a joke about me, but i didn't get it.....ha.......something about me being unethical and preaching about ethics at the same time...........
haha...............likes it funny..............not..............
oh well, at the end one student came up to me and said that he loves this class...........REALLY YOU DO??? ..................i made the class interesting. .........woohoo..................geep geep to ME..........
so , iam glad he likes me teaching, seems like the is not the only one who also enjoys it...................so its cool.................i am cool.................
I AM THE BEST TEACHER EVER....................YES..................
FINALLY GETTING APPRICIATED!........................
p.s. got to go , got a next class quiz on my own..........good luck to me.............
not any more

day sucks , school sucks......................
ah horriable, horriable, and horriable,,,,,,,,,,,,
be.....................................

monday is a hard day..........................
allthrough nothing bad yet, happended............
and i hope it won't..........
got to go to my first advicement orientation.........
it's kind of borring and at the same time exciting..........
ah will see , how it goes...................
can't wait for my english class and tuesday to come.........
with love me..............
p.s. i think im gaining weight............
but its good , isn't it? Xoroshego cheloveka doljno bit mnogo!

my computer sucks!
i hate him...............
right when i need it, it doen't work...........
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa