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it already feels like spring........
she sun is shining bright and it's getting a little bit warmer......
ah, spring........
but there is some good and bad news......
lets start from good : I got my check and i opened up an account.....YEah
now i feel like grown up , and i will always walk around with some $ in my pocket, too bad i can't cash it yet and i don't have a job to pay for credit card, but hey, great news! I bought my self a new parfume, it called sentual oils - valley lilly, its great, and smells so fresh and innocent.....thats my present for me for valentines day......screw boyfriends, ( like i have one, hehe) i can make myslef a celebration, on my own. that its cool.........
bad news........i am wearing braces again, but its not braces it rutainers, which is worst , cause it make you feel like a grand ma, i hate to take it off and put it back on.....eh, i can't wait when the time will pass and i will have to take them off forever!
and its right when its a spring time, great.....eh...
too much homework to do, i can't keep up with my work, damn, its hard,
and i signed up for Helpline project......will see how it goes, yeah right like i can help someone , i need help on my own! Hehe, but i will try this project, no harm , plus it will look cool on my resume.....
so long, ah, spring time and i am at home studing,. sucks

merril lynch declined my applicatication........
sucks...........
he definately likes me....
but my old friend from sci is definately cuter and manlier.....
will see what happens

i think he likes me, i reall do......
otherwise why would he wait for me after class......
besides he has a girlfriend.........
its hard to resist me.....
but i am ready to play the game...
i show him.........

Единственная дверь, в которую Вы входите в своих снах, - дверь дома Вашего детства - сулит Вам в будущем счастье и окружение родственных душ.

my birthday turned out to be greater than i thought i would be...........
i really did have fun.......
i went bowling with my friend while my other friend could not come, she called me on a phone and congratulate me with my birtdhay........
she wished me to stay at smart and beautiful as i am forever........and i thought it was sweet.....while with irina we played bowling a couple of times and it sure was fun.....today is moday, the first official full day of school and i already in love with my class that i took about 10 min ago..........
there is this guy who is in my both speech classes, so i will see him every single day......which is good, because he seems to be very down with communications.....eh, hehe........

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.........ITS MY BIRTHDAY........
.........TODAY I AM 20..........
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back to school..........
i already had to classes , they are ok........
guys at school are totaly checking me out, i am beautiful, can't wait untill spring.....
i saw Quna twice already and we had a nice chat and i got a free book.......
i also saw Dania, well, she is dating eugine, haha, she doesn't know that she is getting into........he is will break her little spanish heart........i feel sorry for her...oh well, that her choice.........i still can't believe she is dating first amoung two of us, oh well, i would rather be single actually than dating that guy........i hate him.....
never the less, my offisial days of school starts on monday and it is promising be good.....i got a great feelings, just happy and i feel superior, don't know why...yeah, i am strong and independent, that new guy in my speech class said that i got "a sweet life" , i guess i do..........well, it only proves my point that i made before, My life is SWEET.....no stress , no worries, and my birthday is tomorrow

iyesterday my friend came over.........
it turns out she run away from home........
i couldn't believe it, she is only 18........
she is really stupid..........
and the reason was a computer, she couldn't share it with her brother, so they began to fight and she ran out the house......
she had to stay at my house over the night, and i had to talk her into calling her parents and appologizing for what she did, b/c she even messed up her relationship with her parents over that stupid computer.....
well, she did much harm only to herself , no body else..........
and i believe that was very stupid, but i let her stay over night at my place......
but, i didn't get any sleep because of that! DAAAAAAAAAMN , you......apchi, must be true...hehe......and i missed my favorite TV program what i was waiting for see the whole week........mmmmm, i am mad......she created a problem out of nothing, and as a consequence, everyone got involve in it... and everyone got a big headache out of it........so selfish, i looked into phone, and i turned out i wasn't her first choice to stay in, she called sasha first, she called twice, but i guess she didn't pick up , than she called me.........i feel a little bit sorry and jelouse,..but think it would be better for all of us if sasha did pick up that night.....i guess i am her second choice.........thats sad......i guess she hurt my feelings, and it is not the first time......i know she is my friend, but for a friend, she is very irrespansible and creates a lot of problems , there is so much drama in her life that i don't want to get involve in..........i know i am older her, but...........
i don't know, i am about to get back to the college and start a new semester, with my new beautiful, dentist aproved smile.........
hehe, so i say to her problems:
yeah, i got my own problems.....hm, do i? No i don't ........
Yeah.,, I GOT NO PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE ,when will i be able to say that again in my life? i guess my life isnt' that bad, well, there isn't much excitement in it, but , hey i got no problems....thats something
p.s. today i went to dentist and i lied ......
he and his assitant asked me how did i come in such a bad snowy day, did i drive? and i said yes, hehe, but i didn't , i wanted to look independent and all grown up, well, first i didn't get her question so i just said yes, i always say yes when i don't get the question, hm bad habit, my oh my, but than i continue to lie, i was only afraid if he would ask me : what want kind of car do you drive that you would get in a parking lot full of icy snow........hehe.....i am retarded.........

the first real snow this year.............
yeah! ........
i looks so cool.........
and i am enjoying my last few days of winter vacation........
and here is a beautiful bride dress that i found online..........
well, no one is getting married, but its cool........
hehe, hehe, thats waht kind of thoughts i got in my almost 20th....

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yesterday i went to casino......
it was really fun........
i played party slots and doblepoker.........
untill this ugly lady came in and asked for id..........
damn, i wanted to play more......
and of course, hehe, i lost everything........
by not to remember how much $, i rather not to say......
casino!......
can't wait untill i am 21......
and i will 20 very, very ,very soon!
yep, yep

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сегодня разобрали елку....
как ни странно, но в этом году кот её не свалил как в прошлом....
наже ни одного шара не побилось.........
отец заставляет работать с ним, помогать ему , искать товар, звонить.....
а мне так лень.........
по моему я еще не готова для работы, для биснесса, 15 мин га компе а поисках товара меня выматывают......
чертов инет......
не хочу работать........

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14 more days before college......
i really can't wait..........
i have almost forgot how knowledge can be exciting...
eh, what am i saying, i hate studying........
but now i really want to , because i am bored!
oh yeah, parents came in, so now i live with them........
it was NOT cool living on myown.........
i swear, it was not.....i was bored most of the time and frightent........
oh yeah, my second friend did show up and we had a lot of fun......
we recorder our voices just to hear how it sounds and did the karaoke thing.....
but i am still mad at her, she promised to stay the second day but didn't do it.....
ah, you ******* , ok, no cursing, but i am mad at her......
otherwise, everything is fine......... yeah!

so i called my other best friend, and she promised but didn't come either.....
how bad is that?
sucks..............
time to change friends, maybe ....

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got to know
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cute
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yesterday my girlfriend wanted to come live with me , since i am living on my own for a few days .........b/c of her........
but she didn't come yesterday, nor today , nor will she come tomorrow.........
i am so upset with her.........
she can't make up her mind, so dissorganized..............
i feel dumped and lonely.........
bitch.........

а у меня голивудская улыбка.....
чегодня сняли брэйслеты

nothing is going on........
and this is very borring........
tomorrow i see the dentist and he will take my braces of..........
scary days come...

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my new year was fun..........really fun...
and i hope the whole year is going to be like that..........
we had guests and there for went to the city twice , just to show them the city.
first, we went on new year day, but we didn't see the glove.........
damn, i only saw the shadow...........
hm, whats that, suck!
but on the next day we went to the city and did party biking.........on the 42th street,,,,,,,,,hehe......i was fun and embarassing..................besides i was riding back wards.............i bought myslef a present.......a very cool and expansive french listing, soft purple color...........pretty cute and a nice t shirt, a funny one.........besids i went to see my girlfriend , we chated at her home and had a lot of fun, and i no have skype ........yes, now i can call anyone.........just to have to find someone .....i guess..........hehe.........our guests left and now its all usual, but i like it like that,,,,,,finaly i can sleep in my bed, my lovely bed that i missed to much, i hate speeling on the sofa........oh yeah, yesterday when we were riding on a party bike , there was a very cute guy, man , is that a good sigh, first day of a year and i see such a cute, maybe i will see them more often throw out the year......hehe. damn whats wrong with me, all thoughts about boys..............both my girlfriends called me and wished me a happy year.........thats nice.........so far the first two days of a new years are very nice, and i hope it will be even better , the rest 363 days in the year.............

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до встречи в 2005
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