хочеться плакать и пропасть куда нибудь по дальше от людей,
а в жизни все отлично,
вот такие пафосы, всё отлично, все прекрасно, а мне плохо,
наверно надо проспаться,
или сменить характер

its so sad..............
its summer, and i am alone..........
nothing to remember, nothing to feel...........
maybe i little bit sick...........

what is love........
who knows.........
i wish i knew.........
maybe i will........
i know i will.........
but when........
how long to wait........
long enough.........
or not that long...........
who knows...........

sooner or later.....
i will.........
its just a matter of time........
i am not looking for it......
i am just quiety wait for it.....
at home.........
from my word table......
just me........
and no one else..........
its summer........
but winter inside........
sorry.........

p.s. я полный тормоз, смешно? немножко, и пусть , говорят тормозам везет
но мне не везет, вывод = я не тормоз, а что то хуже, ча ча ча

just saw dasha
fuck...................

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brave........
TO Beach.........
TO beach.........
off i am........
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don't know even why i decided to write something today....................
not much is going on...................
besides the fact, that this damn proff screwed up my week, talking about experience and stuff................
eh, don't even care, don't even want to think about it right now.........
i only 20, i want to think about love, dating and stuff ,not my career
sad, but its true, so true...................
it seems like more and more guys at college want to talk to me, there were 2 people this week whom i meet in college, they just started talking to me.............
but , i don't see anything special coming up...........
i don't like anyway, thats the problem..........
very, i don't see a potencial "half of mine"
and that black guy , who wears tight cloth , who is gay , i think, always on my eyes......its funny, one day i might just come up to him and say "love ur tight jeans, where did you get them?" ............................
.........лето это рай...........лето это клубы ночь на пролёт..........лето это лишь рпз в год.........fun song, i have to stop dancing before going to bad..........
fun, but stupid .............

p.s.
"u're of touch.......................................................................................................
a lot of time...................................................
But I'm out of my head when you're not around ..............................."

p.s.s.
PLEASE come faster.......................love ..........u and me.........P.L.U.R.

i am living for your love.............
sooner or later..........
got 2 be.......

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и вот все хорошо
еще одна четверть и закочиться млё учебное лето
я рада
это приближает меня к моей цели
улыбаюсь и безумно рада, низнаю чему, ведь ничего не изменилось вроде
женская логика, лала ла ла

very stong PMS kicking in me
i feel like scap
today, totaly by accident, so girl from my hs
he used to be very pop b/c she had a bf for a very long time and seems like
they were totaly in love
and today i saw her kissing with someone else
i didn't come up to say hi
i just didn't want to
i felt sad, b/c i believed her relationship was very strong
and it kind of gave me feeling that even very storng relationship can fall appart
besides i am learning to read my palm
nothing much , nothing bad, nothing good
ok , something bad, but something good
anyway , i controll my life and it will be like I say
by relationship will be storng
yes it will
i believe in it

na na na, na na na
its sad , all sad.............
sad and boring...........
i hate studing..................
i do......
i just do.........
i wish i could take a break......
or just dissapper for a few days..........
eh, oh, me

прочитала у подруги в книге сегодня:
"любовь зла........а козлы этим пользуються"

on tshirt
"health insurance is for pussies"
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today i run into the elevator and see him
he: so how was the exam?
me: m, diffiicult, i think, don't you think so?
he: no
and he ran out of the elevator........
hm......whats that suppos to mean is he afraid of me?
hehe, i am not scary , or did i say something wrong?
or maybe he is the one whos got problem?
anyway, great day overall
i saw qina, we went for a dinner and had a really great time, he english really improved, now i can uderstand her perfectly, unlike before........
olga is out to france today,,,,,i guess i will miss her,, well i only got ira to go to beach with for now, and her love story that she told me was filarious......
eh, eh
oh yeah, my resume is sick , that what the prof told me
yeah , right, who cares..........
went to read my fashion magazines.........
later

fast love
that's all i am asking for
no mister right
fast love, that all i got on my mind

савсем это все не прикольно..........................................

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not much is going on....................
basically i am sitting at home and studing like crasy for my classes, and i still can't manage to get a passing grade in them........
err. very had classes............................
i am NOT enjoying my summer.........................
err...........not at all...................

happy fathers day
today:
my parents are going out , and my father is wearing a new t-shirt that we were planing to give it to him on fathers day
and i am like:
- ma , were did father got this t-shirt from? i thought we were planing to give it to him on fathers day?
my father is speechless and mom goes
-hello? today IS fathers day, u forgot?
haha, want an embarassment , i wished my father a happy fathers day on a spot and got all embarresed, yeah , like i forgot that its today
in fact i did, i completely forgot it........
eh

comedy club:
"Мафусаил, ахренеть, мы 9 месяцев ждали кого?- Мафсаила , зашибись просто"

funny, but today i saw a dream about this guy.....
he came to my house........
fool around with me a lot, and even got my parents to like him......
hm, what does this mean?
any way, waste dream, i know he probably likes me , but he never ever will come to me, he is too shy or has someone else already.....
anyway, forget the whole thing............................................