deep
deep
deep
and slowly
in to the dark water
down
down
down
and quickly
in to the calm empty
inside
inside
inside
and through
in to the sleepy death
in blue blue dress
round
round
round
butterflies bubbles
and my breath
all this for you
dad
lets go
lets go and speak
about poetry
lets go and speak
about perception
speak about illness and truth
lets go
some speak nothing more
what you think about it?
you think thats my fall?
you think its just a smoking?
and some bad drink?
and nothing real
just say me - kiddy, relax
may be your are right
and we get some sex?
may be it can us will rescue?
but let me alone now
may be im unreal kiddy
but im steal some beauty
and i like its smell
Промокшие ноги пустая голова
Рыжая шуба я хитрая лиса
I am an artful red fox
in stripy stripy socks
with long long wet tail
fuck all yours knocks
I am a red fox
in stripy socks
in high boots
without tears
without feels
where are you - all my freaks?
I am such miss
without your kiss
snowflakes round me
tells me strange things
about me
my smoke round me
tells me strange thinks
about you
FUCK OFF all this unreal illusions FUCK OFF
I just wanna know more
I just wanna be myself
I just wanna kill my world
and create some special new
such beautiful and new
such gentle and cold
like this snowflakes on my naked shoulders
such beautiful and new
such gentle and cold
FUCK OFF all this unreal illusions FUCK OFF
I just пестню какую-то насочиняла
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
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Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.
слушаю radiohead мне очень грустно
выбрасываю старые книги и привязанности......пью и много курю......смотрю на ночной город и улетаю в будущее.......хочу стать холодной, далекой и недоступной, без сожалений, ожиданий, с абсолютной нежностью внутри