Mood:
Music: MM - "Tainted Love"
Um...i'm back from the dead!!! from my relatives, i mean...now, thinking of those 3-4 days that i've been at school, i can say : many good & bad things happened... my friend finally said that she loves Lexxx, my relationships with
her r a little bit better now...to the end of the week... Lexxx started to smile more often... Oleg is so fucking sweet! =) as always!!.. he was a snowflake in a school's play...gay snowflake =) anyway he played it great!!!
now..about my problems, as usual ...about my selfish fucking self... this week...i hated her, i felt sorry for her, i wanted to help her, i wanted hold her, i wanted to kill her, i wanted to rape her, i wanted to love her, i wanted to be her friend... finnaly i want just to be her good buddy, not the best one... that's it! =) at least i'm not suffering anymore!!!
about him... i still can't figure out what is it he wants...well, i don't give a fuck already!
so, now i'm a free creature!!! yay!
well, nighty! i'm fucking tired & i want to sleep...