To est' fotki, kotorie ya ne tak davno naschelkala...






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Kak melochni moi problemi....

"Кеды"

Человек: человек-универсал! С тобой всем легко, спокойно и удобно.
Ценишь и любишь: удобство! Во всем! От одежды до любимого человека.
Место: Тусня. Просто тусня. Где угодно и когда угодно. *только не на показ Gucci* =)


Пройти тест "Кеды или босоножки *или какая ты обувь* =) (4 girls)"

"Тебя заводят одинаково и мальчики и девочки.Сам же ты можешь завести без проблем и тех и других."




Пройти тест "Какая ты эрогенная зона?"


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nu....v principe......da.....

"Рыцарь смерти. Возможно в прошлом вы сражались на стороне света, но это было давно и теперь вы - воплощение зла. Вы - единственный, кто может уничтожить всё вокруг из мести, но... у вас есть свой коде"




Пройти тест "Ваша скрытая сущность"

che-to ya zaputalas'...... Tan'ka lubit Lexxxa, no ona tak je dumaet, chto on mne nravit'sya ili kak?!!! Da ne nravitsya on mne!! balin....nenaviju lubov' iz-za nee bol'she vsego problem....

pochemu tak trudno ponyat', chto ya PROSTO jelau cheloveku schast'ya, bez vsyakih postoronnih mislei?....

I'm tired, broken & lost.....

L-E-A-V-E
M-E
A-L-O-N-E!!!!!!!!!!

(c) sex_is_violent

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nu mogu ya hot' raz spizdit' avatar?!!...

interesno, kuda podеvаlas' strange_light.... ostro oschuschaetsya ee otsutstvie....

Music: Corey Taylor - "Bother"
Mood: AAAA!!!!!

hey.....

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds


Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

eta pesnya otrajaet moe sostoyanie...chto vnutri, chto snaruji.... vse zaebalo...esche raz ya ponyala , chto nikomu v etom mire doveryat' nel'zya - razrushat tvoe doverie v odno mgnovenie....i nel'zya nikogo lubit' - ostanesh'sya s nojom i millionom igolok v serdce.....vse, moe serdce stalo almaznim bulijnikom....mojet i budu proyavlyat' kakie-to znaki vnimaniya, no vot polubit'..ne smogu, navernoe, nikogda.... vsegda tak, kogda jizn' razvorachivaut na 180 gradusov....nenaviju sebya za eto...

i esche raz izvini, chto nou tut, kak obichno...

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She'll never trust me again....Neither will I...

I'm sick of all those fake souls...I want a real one...

So.. I've decided to put some of my thoughts through my boring lessons..

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She's like.. in love with an 19-year-old girl...well, I couldn't expect smth esle from her... But she's suffering so much... She's in such a pain... I want to help her... though I can't...she seemed happy yesterday...Finally she smiled..in the en of the day. Well, she really loves her Joey..she needs her, and Joey... she just left..used her...She's like in an agony...I wish she would be happy someday..with someone...

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I'm thinking ...a lot... you went home and I'm left behind...I miss you.. I miss your everything... I need to see you, to hear you... You'll make me feel better... I'm lost. I've decided that even if it's bad when you are here, it's worse when you r not..I just...dunno...I just miss you!! Come back..i'm dying without your existence near me!!! ......still not loving you...

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You are inside of me.....

You fill my mind, you fill my soul, you fill my body...you fill my existence, you fill my death...you fill my everything...wanna be with you...BUT alas I'm not the one who's in your thoughts, your body, your life... Thus, I wish you only happiness...

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I just want to be special for somebody....like every living creature I want to be needed.....and at the same time I want to be alone....I want somebody to live for me, to die for me, to breath for me...and I want for me to answer in to that person in a same way...

FUCK!!! What do you 2 want from me?! U r just looking at me saying nothing..Don't you understand that you fucking hurting me?! I think u don't... You just keep on silently killing me..I will be killed by 2 persons at the same time....nice!!...

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It's just... I want somebody to care about me, to love me no matter how hard and painful it would be...At least I'll know that somebody would be there for me...that I can trust someone...That's my dream...it will never come true...

Mood: bored
Music: Slayer - "Bloodline"

vot...porilas' na gothic.ru... est' para interesnih veschei..no ne bolee... nado delat' eti grebannie uroki... nichego ne hochu... pochemu nel'zya prosto zasnut' v tishine i ne prosipat'sya ?... pochemu kajdii den' nado terpet' etu dolbannuu jizn'?... govoryat, chto istinnoe schast'e v melochah : nado radovat'sya tomu, chto ti mojesh' hodit', govorit', est' i t.d. ... BEloi zavist'u zaviduu ludyam, kotorie umeut eto delat'..im legche i veselee jit'... no ya, k sojaleniu, uje ne mogu nichemu radovat'sya...ostaetsya tol'ko jdat' okonchaniya moego bespolezogo suschestvovaniya.... t.k. sil na to, chtobi samoi ego okonchit', net...

Я маньяк!

О да! Вы маньяк, которого хлебом не корми - дай кусок живого, кровоточащего мяса. Вы ничего никому не прощаете и не забываете. Вас стоит бояться.

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