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Neighbor,sneak.. out my window i peak, ... just to get a glimpse just to see. ,,,..who lives beside Of me, ,its been four long years and i Havent decide the voice that speaks that i worry despice, ,, it would be so easy to knock inside the voice i listen! Close if i could loveId love him the most  If i could love id say good try. ..,i could love anyone who laugh s when I died. .. i know its whats insideLonely night and days his voice i hear when i forget to pray  So my neighbor i trust will not borrow or lust, ,  i through leaves and snow inside my home a garden grows 🐚 Desiappoint AND make mad for something i didnt have, THE moon comes and shines when you leave the door closes good by what i think if i try And what happen s when you have time. . Not fair to neighbors when YOUR flower is a house AND yourhouse is a flower thatyou analized Its called Reality


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Александр Барыкин Букет. 25-09-2017 10:55


Неигхбор,снеак.. оут мы виндов и пеак, ... юст то гет а глимпсе юст то сее. ,,,..вхо ливес бесиде Оф ме, ,итс беен фоур лонг ыеарс анд и Хавент дециде тхе воице тхат спеакс тхат и ворры деспице, ,, ит воулд бе со еасы то кноцк инсиде тхе воице и листен! Цлосе иф и цоулд лове Ид лове хим тхе мост Иф и цоулд лове ид саы гоод тры. ..,и цоулд лове анёне вхо лаугх с вхен И диед. .. и кнов итс вхатс инсиде Лонелы нигхт анд даыс хис воице и хеар вхен и форгет то праы Со мы неигхбор и труст вилл нот борров ор луст, , и тхроугх леавес анд снов инсиде мы хоме а гарден гровс Desiappoint AND make mad for something i didnt have, THE moon comes and shines when you leave the door closes good by what i think if i try And what happen s when you have time. . Not fair to neighbors when YOUR flower is a house AND yourhouse is a flower thatyou analized Its called Reality
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💘 Love Kong 25-09-2017 10:10

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From me...

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Just Another Day...

 

Of Military Victory in Russia

 

April 18th 2017

 

Gone with the Wind in your country  Crimora and the United

 

United States of America Parliament...As in your past and our home today we are fighting. fighting Syria. Syria terrorist..Attacks ..Onward. onward journey you have led. led.. to end the Muslim halocaust Harmony and balance . On this Russia Holiday freedom of attack by Germany and. and last thru. The years many more wars... from ancient Greek and to come  all the way back to Alexander the leader of Russia in the. the 13 th century.... Today

 

To Mr President of Russia and the Kremlin

 

P.O. Box V.Putin

 

To Mr President Putin my Husband and my friend... To Mr President Putin with a million years and books I heard some of history the military.. Stance and Guarded Security. Oh... My dear Captain... Hook

 

I love you.. so much...

 

I love you

 

Always

 

God Bless you Cindy Russia s  anthems ... Parades and celebrations... preserved in dates and paypia paper...

 

A word fleeting from my grasp like a dream fading... To my Dearest President Putin

 

Civilians and officers in your courts are  dressed beautiful in there gowns and suits

 

Danced as the war rages on .. to forget in the halls and balcony s of a Charade Ball

 

Found the years ago...

 

are like Windslore me and you...

 

Hire

 

With Love Cindy

 

I fell in love with your eyes your face your voice... Simple ton .. of love. Thank you

 

Gone with the Wind!!!

 

Blows warmly in my. life

 

Thanks

 

In another world The Polar bears and The Russian Crowns and not now.. The Lady of Russia and The Russian Pope I Thee Wed!! From your Wife Cindyscenic


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From me... 25-09-2017 10:01


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Just Another Day...

 

Of Military Victory in Russia

 

April 18th 2017

 

Gone with the Wind in your country  Crimora and the United

 

United States of America Parliament...As in your past and our home today we are fighting. fighting Syria. Syria terrorist..Attacks ..Onward. onward journey you have led. led.. to end the Muslim halocaust Harmony and balance . On this Russia Holiday freedom of attack by Germany and. and last thru. The years many more wars... from ancient Greek and to come  all the way back to Alexander the leader of Russia in the. the 13 th century.... Today

 

To Mr President of Russia and the Kremlin

 

P.O. Box V.Putin

 

To Mr President Putin my Husband and my friend... To Mr President Putin with a million years and books I heard some of history the military.. Stance and Guarded Security. Oh... My dear Captain... Hook

 

I love you.. so much...

 

I love you

 

Always

 

God Bless you Cindy Russia s  anthems ... Parades and celebrations... preserved in dates and paypia paper...

 

A word fleeting from my grasp like a dream fading... To my Dearest President Putin

 

Civilians and officers in your courts are  dressed beautiful in there gowns and suits

 

Danced as the war rages on .. to forget in the halls and balcony s of a Charade Ball

 

Found the years ago...

 

are like Windslore me and you...

 

Hire

 

With Love Cindy

 

I fell in love with your eyes your face your voice... Simple ton .. of love. Thank you

 

Gone with the Wind!!!

 

Blows warmly in my. life

 

Thanks

 

In another world The Polar bears and The Russian Crowns and not now.. The Lady of Russia and The Russian Pope I Thee Wed!! From your Wife Cindyscenic


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Good Morning!!! 25-09-2017 08:33



and the days of old. Paintings and statues graced his walls and was lined thru the foyers and halls. Rubys, diamonds, saphires, crystals, onyx, every stone was found inside the castles gates. The Heeheeba Cat long ago fell in love with the Pink Princess. She was also from the Islands of Sittin Duck and it was arranged for her to marry the Blue Dragon. Pumpernickle was the Pink Princess's father. The Heeheeba Cat was not allowed to see the Pink Princess. The Pink Princess fell in love with the Heeheeba Cat too. Her father Pumpernickle stopped them from seeing eachother and married her to the Blue Dragon. The Heeheeba's heart broke one dark night. And the Gods felt it. Two stars fell into the Sea of the Butterfly and formed the Two Dollar Mermaids. The Heeheeba Cat and the Pink Princess Lost children. The Heeheeba Cat is his children. They were able to reunite with their father. The Pink Princess had a wedding. And she decided to make her life comfortable with the Blue Dragon and happy. The Heeheeba never forgot her. She had two boys with the Dragon. The Stranger, Weblong a spirit desiring love and his brother Capsize took to fighting and warring on the Seas and lands. The Heeheeba Cat had a map made where the Two Dollar Mermaids was and there treasure that the Gods had given the children. It was Little Bills Hand. The map had been lost or possibly stolen years ago. Little Bills had a pink marking on it. The Pink Princess's Lost Children. Willow Garden Willow Garden was in her garden, pulling weeds that had sprung in row. Potatoes, corn, squash, peas and some more Charlie was gone, unaware she was not alone. Carpenter Jones had come to Corrinnas Forresst for the removal of some tree longs and also to talk to Willow. He watched her work for a few more moments. She seemed defeated today or maybe it was worries Carp. JOEnes did not know. He stood silently behindbutcher I was working on this I failed

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drunk, the honey. ..war.pulled The grass in yearning tarnished Sun. for you to bring THE Olympic rings. The flower of love. Wreaths OF crisp blue ribbons.honey purification of MY tongue . until I breath again. . Peace with your country's help. Oh ... compared TO cold rocky rivers Oh my honey in MY house is good To drink a six pack and imagine u in MY heart Oh ..peasant OLD maid. .. I bow at the command of your coats Oh. .. when I reach the highest hills journey TO o .. I'll ask THE JEAN as for MUCH as u can. ..


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Though this might explain... are rhetoric Cindy Bottenfield - Disabled

Harrisonburg, Va 22802
(540)209-7786
cyp247@email.vccs.edu
September 14 , 2016
Dr. Jennifer Jacovitch
ENG 111-15 ( college composition 1)
jij23617@email.vccs.edu
Dear Dr. Jennifer Jacovitch,
Hi, I enjoyed THE video on merchandise signs AND symbolisms. What I feel is important is relationships with friends, family AND collegues… People acquaintances also but THE individual path from MY personnel experience is differant. .. each person has TO find happiness in there own life… I felt LIKE the video reflected my own kinda dreary world OF Just shopping AND material life OF struggling but it's all apart of life… some things makes me happy JUST TO see them … on THE computer OR in THE store.. OR JUST TO see OLD things.. I feel like it is mainly people who Care… THE sobor part of this is we cannot live off of love… we get hungry and we need homes...I was just trying TO speculate.. on this world when THE rose colored glasses you mentioned I don't have anymore...GOD TO me is GOOD. .. Maybe I will try TO incorporate THE advertisement of religion in a assignment. .. But really think foodlions ad OF there good food would also be a good one… to choose… I LIKE TO add a poem I wrote. .
Best regards, Cindy Bottenfield
Magic world. .. OF fantasy... a reading dream...OF THE Catholic Faith. ..knights OF Columbus. ....Roomates. ..Gladys AND Pam. ..OLD halls AND tunnel s on the grounds OF old history's place of candle s AND safe. .. magic worlds of fantasy away from THE real life ... next TO THE church OF holy saints. .. make believe EVERYONE there was someone in another land... happy too always thought THE memories OF then LIKE TO go back TO THE shelter OF peace AND healing. .. where nuns and monks priests lived there long ago in THE magic code...Magic wish Magic truths. ..Magic believe... where do I go back TO MAGIC SCHOOL...Of WHAT THE teacher reads... Harry Potter AND THE place where I once seen... reminds me OF close as I can get TO THE MAGIC witch. .. Of THE books created AND have Jesus as first. .. protected me....for SOME hidden village OF a childs smurfs OR THE clouds where u might look TO see aliens instead of earth. .. oh for THE tired OF being born...o for THE love I sown... o for THE gift OF God's Thorne. ..Magic Solomon. ...God s ring! !

Cindy Bottenfield
Disabled. Another assignment I wanted TO share... English 111-15

Dr. Jennifer Jacovitch

Blue Ridge Community College

jlj23617@email.vcccs.edu

Report by: Cindy Bottenfield

1st Semester

Tuesday September 20 2016

Introduction

This morning walking TO school I knew I needed TO find a advertisement for a homework assignment due soon….As I saw some while walking along the road… this one however caught my attention and is where the Secretary at csb (my counselor ) works also cutting hair. I picked the sign up along with two others a kfc flag AND a Donald Trump sign… elections are soon...I was happy I was able TO find something that was close to perfect to me. That I could use.I was also happy with what my counsellors secretary has done. At Christmas I bought certificates for my family to get there hair cut there. I am pleased and proud of the people I know and have met for there achievement of life. Celebrating life! It reminded me of the Christmas holidays again and not knowing how to prepare for them.

I feel the cross in this advertisement caught my eye because it was what Jesus was crucified on and died for are sins. The name of THE bussiness In his Image was what we are like in Jesus's eyes and what the bible says in scriptures. THE scissors reminds me of the body of Christ. And I feel like looking good.

Sheering Wool

In his Image is a hair design shop . I like this bussiness and recommend the hair dressers to me getting a hair cut feels good and we should present are selves acceptable to others we deserve to feel good because are Lord and savior died for us all… THE great shepherd. .

All ages can come before him and all ages can go here for a haircut. In Jesus name. This ad targets ANYONE who wants a hair cut and who wants Jesus s promises.

The word his is in red … I think the storw owner wanted it this way because his is the blood he shed… and I feel the black background makes several things clear… IT was at night AND the sin of the world...
FRESHMAN YEAR
ENGLISH
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Notes
FOR ASSIGNMENT , Questions & Permission

https://youtu.be/K1uhC4BrGPE Hi… I like to know if I can use a YouTube video of song lyrics I wrote MY friend sung THE song AND made the music. . If I can should I use a CD OR can THE video on YouTube work? My poems and some writings I have on a blog http://blogggydogggy.blogspot.com/?m=1 I had several blogs and personnal writings on the internet but have deleted most. .. A ideal I would like TO suggest to you on ning developers site is a sociol web with thousands of pages TO edit and I like
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A paper I wrote ... 


World Words: CREATED BY: 


Cindy Bottenfield 


ENGLISH 111-15


 


I  am Cindy Bottenfield  , I don't always like my name when someone asks OR sometimes I don't like me. Perhaps it's because I made so many mistakes. And a new name would be a new life.         I  don't like talking to much about MY life probably because I have no answers. It's kinda like trying to figure OUT AA.Or the beginning of where to start. .. The scientists try to figure out the beginning. Wether it be a good story of the emerald tablets by Hermes OF Atlantis AND like the years of b.c. and a.d. The first system of THE big bang and even God himself. THE god particle. Or space in the atmosphere. The solar system. Where God himself created every living thing & being so the best thing is TO give God stories and books, songs. His library if he had one would be very nice and beautiful.  To keep a account and a personal account of all human race. And animals sometimes I believe to be the kinder of. But my point I'm trying to make for the time I am on this earth is to become a better person, loving myself and others. Like Aliester Crowley once said and practiced many things. Even king Solomon s magic some believed. The two world's , realms of angels and spiritual bodies… You may need to embrace knowledge of a heaven and a hell. As God ‘ s blueprint but only he has the answers and holds the future.  Some very good writings a lot of questions people have sought from the beginning. Sometimes a GOOD way TO keep track so you don't forget is computer book marks , personnal journals and notes. Letters and a website. A SCRIBE , MONKS & SO FORTH A SYBIL. ….in WHAT is counted TO me the most important thing is Jesus or a God. .also learning I like . I ponder on some things that are so woven and made THAT God might have put them here… THE writings some God could have wrote himself… when you feel alone it's good to remember him...Just like one of these times.. In summary of WHAT is first what is last what is right answer, advice. I don't know what is smart.  Just would like to add some of the famous people over the years that I rember and I forget they have done alot . And need credit. I don't get discouraged about how well I do or how well I want TO be remembered because I feel I am JUST that good as others.. MY goal is to do research field of study . Having a mental illness feels like I have to a aquire my language so I'm NOT  just talking to hear myself talk. Wasting my time and yours...Thank You. roubles out on the mountain


in the dark robes of rocky sin


walk these hills and valleys


i pray to the lord, when


the late sun, my strongest


victory wrap your arms around me


shed these robes and give me new clothes


morning comes with another day of rain


im sane for second time


dear heavenly host, immortal king


I love you the most.


https://youtu.be/K1uhC4BrGPE 


By; cindy bottenfield. In the video I wrote the lyrics my friend Bruce Roberts wrote the chord s TO the song and sung the words.
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Nov. 26, 2009 - PRLog -- J.R. was remebering the dream.He was remebering the storms and the torrents when before all had been calm.He remebered the feelings of sadness that engulfed the air. He remebered the winds blowing for for the two.He wanted to know more.Of the time spent behind the big rock J.R. was in a good mood this morning as he headed out on the tracks toward his friends house.Captain Jon was north of the lands of Courtneys and J.R. was in a hurry to meet up with him. J.R. had things to discuss.He had a two day trip ahead of him and along with his traveling thoughts of the dream he had filled his mind. The little girl who he didnt know was Roo and the Stranger a spirit hidden from view. J.R. took in his surroundings and breathed in the sun,the trees and the day felt new. J.R. and his horse Token began the two day journey leaving behind the town of Courtneys. The beaches, the waters the sealines was a view behind him now as he made his way toward Jons Acres the landscapes changing the colors of light blue and greens the rolling fields and hills spreading out across the lands . The forresst was gone.But not J.R.s memories of the town and his life and what drove J.R. forward. J.R. couldnt wait to see Jon.Captain Jon was a older man. He never married. Finally the time drawed near for his meeting with Captain Jon.J.R. crossed Jons sprawing acres of fine cut lawn and rolling hills and of corse Jons grapevines.He let the stable man take the reighns of Token,to go have him fitted for new shoes,rubbed down and given oats. J.R. was thinking he was happy to be back to Jons place.J.R. had a bounce to his walk he took notice of the fresh grounds.The maidservants met him.J.R. took the steps two at a time,whistleing as he went.Anticipation grew.He couldnt wait to see Jon.Its been awhile and he liked what the older man had to say. He looked up at the huge white house looming over his head,he went thru the front doors and was swept thru the halls down toward Jon.The maidservant announced his arrival. "Come in,have yerself a seat."Jon motioned to a big plush chair across from his desk.Jon was in his office doing some paperwork.It seemed Jon was already busy so early in the morning.He turned his back to look aimlessly out the window. A habit, J.R. wished he knew what was on his mind.When Jon done this it usually ment alot.Jon stared out the window,word had gotten to him early this morning.He was to gather the "Imperial" and get her ready to embark on a journey across the seas to the land of Coldstreams.To meet the Emperor ,The Blue Dragon.It came down from Coldstreams that morning that Coldstreams was at war.The fighting brothers was at it again.The Mercy Den of Liars was also involved.Jon didn't know what to think of this but he was keeping the information to himself for time being. Jon was a older man,he was experienced and controlled.Jon took this to be from his grapes,he loved his vines.Looking out his window Jon focused on them,he was going to have a good harvest this year.Jon loved to drink.He believed it to control the good and the bad side of his nature.When Jon drank,he drank to be a practiced drinker and sometimes Jon would talk to J.R. of the Eyes.The Eyes was an old myth J.R. believed Jon thought them to be real.It was a mystery when Jon talked of the Eyes. Jon would barter with anyone the drink gave him his personality and the late years in his life made Jon a seasoned drinker.Right now he needed a drink.It was still to early to be behind the loop of the grape.The dew on the grounds was still wet. "Got some news for you"J.R. began.Only to be shortly cut off "shit"Jon exhaled sharply already on edge.Reaching for his bottle."Better be good news""or better no news"Jon poured himself a shot of his aged brandy giving way to temptation.So he knocked the first one down and poured the second.Feeling the warmth spread thru his body."Go on say yer share" he urged.J.R. cleared his throat to begin once more."The Stranger is coming in from Coldstreams.....""Already heard"Jon stated."His brother made an attempt to attack ship.The S.S.Shady and tried to burn the Broken Bough.They regained control and his brother retreated. As for this Jon told J.R. "Means possible land wars in Coldstreams could break out.And the waters are unsafe.They called ahead time" Jon turned his back once again finding solace in his rolling fields and his grapes."They had me to take the Imperial out for water pratrol,I owe Coldstreams a favor." " So Ill be pulling out soon as the decks are
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From me... 24-09-2017 11:00


I need gods help today

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feministI made several... Nothing left nomore.... 

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GoAcur and gather the material goods that I need and use. To be the anchor in earth in which I live and decorate my home...And give away oooh pray to be blessed with the fruits of the spirit.... my eyeslave of star and sun shines bright Moon and clouds as I yearn for salvation and God's mystical mansion... Better sail in the sky as I reach the heavens in The boat of Inanna. Destination... For the beatitudes a verse prose or poem of proverbs..And King David's Psalms. I begin my own version .. Of another book.... that wasn't written in The Holy Bible almost...All of them .. The costly words. Makes a wise millionaire happy and then theres me to trying to maintain the golden means...And.virtues that I like.and lack... Justice and scales weighing on me and My sentences... The priesthoods of Buddha and the Israelites religions are black and White ... Oh to assume the chord of the twin fish as they twist and fight polar desires... Something I read and haven't much thought about....Soon the dualism of mental illness and alcoholism's dulls the progress of a Good life....O to obtain sobriety desire wants and needs of recovery to me when I'm alone I don't understand only the good and evil of God and bad... Devils demons angels magicians and card hands. who can perform a cheating bet on a old west poker night..table. A missing ace ... The other countries citizens. glass... I guess sobor... for a brief minute that last a while... Then forgive mostly myself Because that's The way god should handle peoples sins.. even if I'm a hypocrite... otherwise I tried the piddliest problem... Deep down and pours out like a libation... I drank and do in remembrance something I wasn't taught... Do like the priests because I'm not qualified.... Alcohol mental illness cigarettes. Smoke and ...It's ok today Jesus by Cindy YoungPg 2.
In the halls and rooms some was included and others intruded.. God are you in there?! I opened the door to leave the bread... the light was on... So... I went shopping again...And went to sit down so they passed The basket around... I didn't pay attention.... never called upon to speak... Like a second grader raised My hand to interrupt... I doubt AA knew Me I had something too say... free coffee and cakes but every one watches to see if u donate a dollar or two Maybe more... Last call for alcohol... I never felt so out of place somewhere where every one belongs A's Bill sees it.... but mght be mistaken.. Because of mental ilness every one is right and I am wrong... what are the the turkeys thinking?! Doesn't make a bit of difference difference AA isnot supposed supposed to own The building... But i. Guess thats why I don't stay sobor...
Leaves trembled and fell.. in spring from the pouring rain... It's ok... God are you in there?! I brought the booze so I can drink... and say thanks!!! Thats My bad attitude.. I am not going too make everything the end or horrible negative... Its my pleasure to meet with them turkeys anyways... I am thankful today...Pg 3.
Under the guise I posed still like a mannequine
Stood staring at my face drinking the beast of burden.... and to see what I recognize...
I t was summer and I had My child... Husband home and job...
I was under the influence
That... the world was had hidden meanings....
Even a small recurring small Rabbit and butterflys


I thought dying my hair black id become a witch because of dreams of power that penetrated and spoke...

The rain in a forrest on a mountain foggy night just got off work I was me staring at me a out of body experience...

And had a tarot reading
Although Tim The dish washing man led me to Christ

Or brought god back when I was later in a dark hospital bed...
Numbers like 17... 75... And waitress reciepts I tried to memorize...
Liscense plates ...
Drinking and felt like I smoked bowls full of love boat...

And.. Neglect Cierra ... My daghter and My husband and her was a family...
He loved her...

Theres so many more things... The green and white box of the cigars moores...
And Walt Gordon Millard Thompson
Tina.. Waitress and bosses
A world a time to IDK mourn

Sooo the beer and the
Mirror I look Ed for hours years in tha t moment
Because I didn't know me...
Black birds was a omen... Voices in My head god
The first word...
And what I'm forgetting
Lights and Mark was Jesus
Sooo
I don't like you seeing me like this
I look in the mirror stare too see if I can remember sanity
I look in the mirror off guarde and I see how crazy I can't describe...
I look in the mirror drunk to see if I compare and am beautiful enough... If t all matters those memories all of them I never have forgot by Cindy YoungPg 4.
I close my eyes to rest..


In my bedroom is pills for vitamins
Two pots of coffee a day nearly
Doesn't keep me awake....And the Drs can't find anything wrong with me

Makes me feel like a liar about my mental illness too...
To do the best I can do

Your not around me enough to know...
I kinda like being alone
Any more
Because when I'm in
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GoAcur and gather the material goods that I need and use. To be the anchor in earth in which I live and decorate my home ... And give away oooh to be blessed with the fruits of the spirit .... my eyeslave of star and sun shines salvation and God's mystical mansion ... Better sail in the sky as I reach the heavens in The boat of Inanna. Destination ... For the beatitudes a verse prose or poem of proverbs..And King David's Psalms. I begin my own version .. Of another book .... that was not written in The Holy Bible ... All of them .. The costly words. Makes a wise millionaire happy and then theres me to trying to maintain the golden means ... And.virtues that I like.and lack ... Justice and scales weighing on me and My sentences ... The priesthoods of the Buddha and the Israelites are the black and white ... Oh to the chord of the twin fish as they are twist and fight polar desires ... Soon the dualism of mental illness and alcoholism's dulls of the progress of a good life .... O and get sobriety Devils demons angels magicians and card hands. who can perform a cheating bet on the old west poker night..table. A missing ace ... The other countries citizens. glass ... I guess sobor ... for a brief moment that last a while ... Then I forgive myself mostly because that's the way god should handle peoples sins .. even if I'm a hypocrite ... otherwise I tried the piddliest problem ... Deep down and pours out like a libation ... I drank and do in remembrance something I did not know ... Alcohol mental illness cigarettes. Smoke and ... It's ok today Jesus by Cindy YoungPg 2.
In the halls and rooms some were included and others intruded .. God are you in there ?! I opened the door to leave the bread ... the light was on ... So ... I went shopping again ... And I went shopping. ... never called upon to speak ... Like a second grader raised My hand to interrupt ... I doubt AA knew I had something too say ... free coffee and cakes but every one watches to see if u donate a dollar or two Maybe more ... Last call for alcohol ... I never felt so out of place somewhere where every one belongs ... but because of mental ilness every one is right and I am wrong ... what are the the turkeys thinking ?! Do not make a difference of the difference. Guess thats why I don '
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I thought dying my hair

In a rain of The forrest on a foggy night loe just

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From me... 24-09-2017 10:00


I think you might like this book - "Bels Story Onward Journey" by cindy bottenfield. Hi my book
 
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The World is Gray; A Spiritual Path Writings By: cindy bottenfield youngtommyThe World is Gray The world is gray And there are lots of people There is no sun Angels talk softly In my other ear "I do not know what to say" To My Daughter Cierra A Book The Wizard The wizard is shown in the crystal ball with his long black wand. Are friendship means alot to me; am I struggling, there is no bond. The wishes, the crystal horse. It does not matter. All this is a stare, a blank daze. The dream I had is cause for an end & new beginnings, a peace; and as I look at more of the night in the ball. The gifts of the wanton. Yesterday was special and I will not forget it. by cindy bottenfield I love you. I am sorry I was not the kind I'm really confused and the questions if you knew how it was made by me and I'm starting new new beginnings I would not hurt anybody, people will not let me go. I'm sorry I got so close. I'm not this phsco I've changed I'm thru with attattchments. and negative, just a clarity, a higher power. This is my call to God in this hour. by cindy bottenfield Shoppers Moon The yellow faced moon hung in the glowed orb all alone. A sad faced shone, hanging in the air. Pinned to the blue of the night, make believe and the hand is pointed out that the oceans and waves were clear to the believer at the bottom of the ball, I was at sea. Just me. A speck of light shone in the center of the globe is what I saw. by cindy bottenfield Waking up to Dreams Frustrations and alone You will not be able to bring it up to your dreams. this I am alone Anticipating a life without friends Waking up to dream Armageddon and the end Trumpet and the east I have considered my path my life my heart Without you IM going to find a differant way I am sad. But there is another day. by cindy bottenfield My Mind I walk the cobbed hallways of my mind. I'm in the upper rooms, there is a dim light. Voices torment the hell out of me. Evil exsist in 666. Somebody send an angel please. What's told to me. My friends I could love them better. Just this damn curse. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of feel bad. I am sad. by cindy bottenfield Roseries and Statues The 6 roseries was in the palm of a hand. Hail marys to the land. The black and white cross hung low And Jesus sat on the throne In the church the bells rang A small boy sang And I prayed The 6 roseries was in the palm of a hand A statue to trade In the church that day. by cindy bottenfield So Far Away On the shores of the waters, troubles from the master ...... I'm back my dark back on the horizon so far away Memories of you Im sad My sweet love , I wish I had my immortal god Im coming home Leaving heaven so far away. By; cindy bottenfield Feet

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Александр Барыкин Букет. 24-09-2017 09:27


Dear Mother Mary Paula,
Hi, I am writing to you 8-12-2017 in hopes this letter finds you well. I am Cindy Young. I have been married 2 times and divorced I took my maiden name back (Young) .... I am born in Ohio on a Sunday of August 11th, 1974.
I am an Enclosed Copy of a workbook. I am writing in hopes of making a personal book for myself at staples. I am a little alcoholic and I smoke I have several tattoos that is visible ... I spend my spare time drawing writing crocheting at the mennonite local thrift store.
I am 43 now I have had five pregnancies. My littlest child was adopted JUly 4th, 2008. My baby (Jesse) died at birth August 29th 2005. I also had an abortion in not in order. @ children my mother raised ...
I am in counseling for a mental illness under a dr. care for my medication. Abilify shot lexapro buspar with vitamin a and d .... Right now my health is good. I have some teeth two was pulled. So, with my ear and I need eye glasses. I am on disability for a mental illness .. Schizophrenia ... have been living at my home since 2010 ... I left home as a young adult around the age 11 I of lived Several .. places worked ...
I of love god and jesus SO much I of made a attempt to go to college I have my ged. Briefly a little about myself. I mostly like quiet getting up.
But usually I do not watch. I taught my things a lot of things from the computer. Of history religion and biography ..
I help others. I am giving a person for some of my qualities. For a little of my life ...
I go to church to eat and sometimes go to church. Please respond .... I am asking to join your monastery. And dedicate the rest of my life to becoming more like what I feel I am called to do. Also their reach CAN You up my a counselor to talk ...
the CSB
Katrina Or Lonnie
3 floor 540-434-1941 the rd

Thank The you for your time
May god bless you.
Love in christ boldly your sister ...
Cindy young
211 Rockingham DR. Apt M
Harrisonburg, Va
22802

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The ship

A long time ago a world of its own magic was born on the waves and seas that happened to be told in the bars of the bards. A story so great is each that attempt to breath life into each sheet...however the ship is older smaller and has stopped sail. It is the ship that weaves its life of the men each piece of wood strewn each way it goes. To imagine a beauty so like whats in the heart to be taught but you know how to be faithful. Oh the beauty of the world. That shamed the author.



 

So the ship learned how on its own…

To study the map. Know the worss know the corse of God so the wind whispered across again.. To hear his name loud and clear.

The ship starts and we begin are journey of the heart of love that titens when you mention it.

With God

way off in the distance the land far away… the great Captain embarked. In the shallow water...The Captain chose from the fleet the ship .

The ship wanted to sail.

Chimes . rang all too prove the boos of the croud

Some gathered to cheer softly they all pushed off the ship that needed a start.

The captain of the ship was a just a ol’ol'fart.

The bards would talk about so proudly were they.

Of the order no one gave a damn about

So many was

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