Neighbor,sneak.. out my window i peak, ... just to get a glimpse just to see. ,,,..who lives beside Of me, ,its been four long years and i Havent decide the voice that speaks that i worry despice, ,, it would be so easy to knock inside the voice i listen! Close if i could loveId love him the most If i could love id say good try. ..,i could love anyone who laugh s when I died. .. i know its whats insideLonely night and days his voice i hear when i forget to pray So my neighbor i trust will not borrow or lust, , i through leaves and snow inside my home a garden grows 🐚 Desiappoint AND make mad for something i didnt have, THE moon comes and shines when you leave the door closes good by what i think if i try And what happen s when you have time. . Not fair to neighbors when YOUR flower is a house AND yourhouse is a flower thatyou analized Its called Reality
Just Another Day...
Of Military Victory in Russia
April 18th 2017
Gone with the Wind in your country Crimora and the United
United States of America Parliament...As in your past and our home today we are fighting. fighting Syria. Syria terrorist..Attacks ..Onward. onward journey you have led. led.. to end the Muslim halocaust Harmony and balance . On this Russia Holiday freedom of attack by Germany and. and last thru. The years many more wars... from ancient Greek and to come all the way back to Alexander the leader of Russia in the. the 13 th century.... Today
To Mr President of Russia and the Kremlin
P.O. Box V.Putin
To Mr President Putin my Husband and my friend... To Mr President Putin with a million years and books I heard some of history the military.. Stance and Guarded Security. Oh... My dear Captain... Hook
I love you.. so much...
I love you
Always
God Bless you Cindy Russia s anthems ... Parades and celebrations... preserved in dates and paypia paper...
A word fleeting from my grasp like a dream fading... To my Dearest President Putin
Civilians and officers in your courts are dressed beautiful in there gowns and suits
Danced as the war rages on .. to forget in the halls and balcony s of a Charade Ball
Found the years ago...
are like Windslore me and you...
Hire
With Love Cindy
I fell in love with your eyes your face your voice... Simple ton .. of love. Thank you
Gone with the Wind!!!
Blows warmly in my. life
Thanks
In another world The Polar bears and The Russian Crowns and not now.. The Lady of Russia and The Russian Pope I Thee Wed!! From your Wife Cindy
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Just Another Day...
Of Military Victory in Russia
April 18th 2017
Gone with the Wind in your country Crimora and the United
United States of America Parliament...As in your past and our home today we are fighting. fighting Syria. Syria terrorist..Attacks ..Onward. onward journey you have led. led.. to end the Muslim halocaust Harmony and balance . On this Russia Holiday freedom of attack by Germany and. and last thru. The years many more wars... from ancient Greek and to come all the way back to Alexander the leader of Russia in the. the 13 th century.... Today
To Mr President of Russia and the Kremlin
P.O. Box V.Putin
To Mr President Putin my Husband and my friend... To Mr President Putin with a million years and books I heard some of history the military.. Stance and Guarded Security. Oh... My dear Captain... Hook
I love you.. so much...
I love you
Always
God Bless you Cindy Russia s anthems ... Parades and celebrations... preserved in dates and paypia paper...
A word fleeting from my grasp like a dream fading... To my Dearest President Putin
Civilians and officers in your courts are dressed beautiful in there gowns and suits
Danced as the war rages on .. to forget in the halls and balcony s of a Charade Ball
Found the years ago...
are like Windslore me and you...
Hire
With Love Cindy
I fell in love with your eyes your face your voice... Simple ton .. of love. Thank you
Gone with the Wind!!!
Blows warmly in my. life
Thanks
In another world The Polar bears and The Russian Crowns and not now.. The Lady of Russia and The Russian Pope I Thee Wed!! From your Wife Cindy
and the days of old. Paintings and statues graced his walls and was lined thru the foyers and halls. Rubys, diamonds, saphires, crystals, onyx, every stone was found inside the castles gates. The Heeheeba Cat long ago fell in love with the Pink Princess. She was also from the Islands of Sittin Duck and it was arranged for her to marry the Blue Dragon. Pumpernickle was the Pink Princess's father. The Heeheeba Cat was not allowed to see the Pink Princess. The Pink Princess fell in love with the Heeheeba Cat too. Her father Pumpernickle stopped them from seeing eachother and married her to the Blue Dragon. The Heeheeba's heart broke one dark night. And the Gods felt it. Two stars fell into the Sea of the Butterfly and formed the Two Dollar Mermaids. The Heeheeba Cat and the Pink Princess Lost children. The Heeheeba Cat is his children. They were able to reunite with their father. The Pink Princess had a wedding. And she decided to make her life comfortable with the Blue Dragon and happy. The Heeheeba never forgot her. She had two boys with the Dragon. The Stranger, Weblong a spirit desiring love and his brother Capsize took to fighting and warring on the Seas and lands. The Heeheeba Cat had a map made where the Two Dollar Mermaids was and there treasure that the Gods had given the children. It was Little Bills Hand. The map had been lost or possibly stolen years ago. Little Bills had a pink marking on it. The Pink Princess's Lost Children. Willow Garden Willow Garden was in her garden, pulling weeds that had sprung in row. Potatoes, corn, squash, peas and some more Charlie was gone, unaware she was not alone. Carpenter Jones had come to Corrinnas Forresst for the removal of some tree longs and also to talk to Willow. He watched her work for a few more moments. She seemed defeated today or maybe it was worries Carp. JOEnes did not know. He stood silently behind I was working on this I failed
drunk, the honey. ..war.pulled The grass in yearning tarnished Sun. for you to bring THE Olympic rings. The flower of love. Wreaths OF crisp blue ribbons.honey purification of MY tongue . until I breath again. . Peace with your country's help. Oh ... compared TO cold rocky rivers Oh my honey in MY house is good To drink a six pack and imagine u in MY heart Oh ..peasant OLD maid. .. I bow at the command of your coats Oh. .. when I reach the highest hills journey TO o .. I'll ask THE JEAN as for MUCH as u can. ..
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I need gods help today
GoAcur and gather the material goods that I need and use. To be the anchor in earth in which I live and decorate my home ... And give away oooh to be blessed with the fruits of the spirit .... my eyeslave of star and sun shines salvation and God's mystical mansion ... Better sail in the sky as I reach the heavens in The boat of Inanna. Destination ... For the beatitudes a verse prose or poem of proverbs..And King David's Psalms. I begin my own version .. Of another book .... that was not written in The Holy Bible ... All of them .. The costly words. Makes a wise millionaire happy and then theres me to trying to maintain the golden means ... And.virtues that I like.and lack ... Justice and scales weighing on me and My sentences ... The priesthoods of the Buddha and the Israelites are the black and white ... Oh to the chord of the twin fish as they are twist and fight polar desires ... Soon the dualism of mental illness and alcoholism's dulls of the progress of a good life .... O and get sobriety Devils demons angels magicians and card hands. who can perform a cheating bet on the old west poker night..table. A missing ace ... The other countries citizens. glass ... I guess sobor ... for a brief moment that last a while ... Then I forgive myself mostly because that's the way god should handle peoples sins .. even if I'm a hypocrite ... otherwise I tried the piddliest problem ... Deep down and pours out like a libation ... I drank and do in remembrance something I did not know ... Alcohol mental illness cigarettes. Smoke and ... It's ok today Jesus by Cindy YoungPg 2.
In the halls and rooms some were included and others intruded .. God are you in there ?! I opened the door to leave the bread ... the light was on ... So ... I went shopping again ... And I went shopping. ... never called upon to speak ... Like a second grader raised My hand to interrupt ... I doubt AA knew I had something too say ... free coffee and cakes but every one watches to see if u donate a dollar or two Maybe more ... Last call for alcohol ... I never felt so out of place somewhere where every one belongs ... but because of mental ilness every one is right and I am wrong ... what are the the turkeys thinking ?! Do not make a difference of the difference. Guess thats why I don '
Leaves trembled and fell .. in the spring from the pouring rain ... It's ok ... God are you in there ?! I brought the booze so I can drink ... and say thanks !!! The My Attitude bad thats .. am I of not going the make of too everything the end or a horrible negative ... Its up my Pleasure to the meet with Them turkeys anyways ... I of am today has been thankful of Pg ... 3.
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Stood staring out AT up my face drinking the beast of Burden .... and to see what I of Recognize ...
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I of WAS under the Influence
That ... the world was had hidden meanings ....
Even a small recurring small Rabbit and butterflys
I thought dying my hair
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The World is Gray; A Spiritual Path Writings By: cindy bottenfield youngThe World is Gray The world is gray And there are lots of people There is no sun Angels talk softly In my other ear "I do not know what to say" To My Daughter Cierra A Book The Wizard The wizard is shown in the crystal ball with his long black wand. Are friendship means alot to me; am I struggling, there is no bond. The wishes, the crystal horse. It does not matter. All this is a stare, a blank daze. The dream I had is cause for an end & new beginnings, a peace; and as I look at more of the night in the ball. The gifts of the wanton. Yesterday was special and I will not forget it. by cindy bottenfield I love you. I am sorry I was not the kind I'm really confused and the questions if you knew how it was made by me and I'm starting new new beginnings I would not hurt anybody, people will not let me go. I'm sorry I got so close. I'm not this phsco I've changed I'm thru with attattchments. and negative, just a clarity, a higher power. This is my call to God in this hour. by cindy bottenfield Shoppers Moon The yellow faced moon hung in the glowed orb all alone. A sad faced shone, hanging in the air. Pinned to the blue of the night, make believe and the hand is pointed out that the oceans and waves were clear to the believer at the bottom of the ball, I was at sea. Just me. A speck of light shone in the center of the globe is what I saw. by cindy bottenfield Waking up to Dreams Frustrations and alone You will not be able to bring it up to your dreams. this I am alone Anticipating a life without friends Waking up to dream Armageddon and the end Trumpet and the east I have considered my path my life my heart Without you IM going to find a differant way I am sad. But there is another day. by cindy bottenfield My Mind I walk the cobbed hallways of my mind. I'm in the upper rooms, there is a dim light. Voices torment the hell out of me. Evil exsist in 666. Somebody send an angel please. What's told to me. My friends I could love them better. Just this damn curse. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of feel bad. I am sad. by cindy bottenfield Roseries and Statues The 6 roseries was in the palm of a hand. Hail marys to the land. The black and white cross hung low And Jesus sat on the throne In the church the bells rang A small boy sang And I prayed The 6 roseries was in the palm of a hand A statue to trade In the church that day. by cindy bottenfield So Far Away On the shores of the waters, troubles from the master ...... I'm back my dark back on the horizon so far away Memories of you Im sad My sweet love , I wish I had my immortal god Im coming home Leaving heaven so far away. By; cindy bottenfield Feet
Dear Mother Mary Paula,
Hi, I am writing to you 8-12-2017 in hopes this letter finds you well. I am Cindy Young. I have been married 2 times and divorced I took my maiden name back (Young) .... I am born in Ohio on a Sunday of August 11th, 1974.
I am an Enclosed Copy of a workbook. I am writing in hopes of making a personal book for myself at staples. I am a little alcoholic and I smoke I have several tattoos that is visible ... I spend my spare time drawing writing crocheting at the mennonite local thrift store.
I am 43 now I have had five pregnancies. My littlest child was adopted JUly 4th, 2008. My baby (Jesse) died at birth August 29th 2005. I also had an abortion in not in order. @ children my mother raised ...
I am in counseling for a mental illness under a dr. care for my medication. Abilify shot lexapro buspar with vitamin a and d .... Right now my health is good. I have some teeth two was pulled. So, with my ear and I need eye glasses. I am on disability for a mental illness .. Schizophrenia ... have been living at my home since 2010 ... I left home as a young adult around the age 11 I of lived Several .. places worked ...
I of love god and jesus SO much I of made a attempt to go to college I have my ged. Briefly a little about myself. I mostly like quiet getting up.
But usually I do not watch. I taught my things a lot of things from the computer. Of history religion and biography ..
I help others. I am giving a person for some of my qualities. For a little of my life ...
I go to church to eat and sometimes go to church. Please respond .... I am asking to join your monastery. And dedicate the rest of my life to becoming more like what I feel I am called to do. Also their reach CAN You up my a counselor to talk ...
the CSB
Katrina Or Lonnie
3 floor 540-434-1941 the rd
Thank The you for your time
May god bless you.
Love in christ boldly your sister ...
Cindy young
211 Rockingham DR. Apt M
Harrisonburg, Va
22802
The ship
A long time ago a world of its own magic was born on the waves and seas that happened to be told in the bars of the bards. A story so great is each that attempt to breath life into each sheet...however the ship is older smaller and has stopped sail. It is the ship that weaves its life of the men each piece of wood strewn each way it goes. To imagine a beauty so like whats in the heart to be taught but you know how to be faithful. Oh the beauty of the world. That shamed the author.
So the ship learned how on its own…
To study the map. Know the worss know the corse of God so the wind whispered across again.. To hear his name loud and clear.
The ship starts and we begin are journey of the heart of love that titens when you mention it.
With God
way off in the distance the land far away… the great Captain embarked. In the shallow water...The Captain chose from the fleet the ship .
The ship wanted to sail.
Chimes . rang all too prove the boos of the croud
Some gathered to cheer softly they all pushed off the ship that needed a start.
The captain of the ship was a just a ol’ol'fart.
The bards would talk about so proudly were they.
Of the order no one gave a damn about
So many was