........Rain Queen.........
( co-work written by
Caribiana and Innocence )
I didn't want to turn into that Rain
But the sky today forgot to ask
It threw at me two clouds again
I poured down, it was my own task
The trees could catch with their leaves
dispersed in all the raindrops and their drumming
And I was raining so heavy as No one believes
with the very last tears of this fading summer
I rolled into the greenish grass
hurrying away to the neighboring ditch
where my soul , like a river that pass
felt so narrow , just like the sea touches beach
I was losing myself , turning into a rainfall
I was flooding my past and over You
The Earth only promised me calm, peace and all
drinking form me with hand thirsty ...and blue
A Rain Queen - you have named me - just before
you simply sank into my Love
before your fears have drunk from my core
I sank in your warm and gentle hug
Although I didn't want to be this Rain
But I just simply couldn't be another
I rained down into your eyes, the eyes of a man
we are doomed to be lost , we can't go any further ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Кой ли вятър отново ме носи...
/остави прозореца отворен/
В една есенна нощ, най-внезапно,
точно когато валиш,
точно когато звездите са хладни
и малко напомнят сълзи,
ще застана до теб. Съвсем неочаквано.
По-безшумна от лунния лъч.
Ще съм резенче лято, светулка и пламъче,
ще съм шепичка пролетен дъжд.
Ще се свия в сърцето ти и там ще рисувам
теменуженосини поля.
Ще заспиш укротен. И дори ще сънуваш
как до тебе безсънна стоя.
А когато нощта си замине, а утрото
избелее до цвят на сребро
ще отвориш очи и ще видиш в леглото си
едно есенно жълто листо...
In a night in the autumn , unexpectedly ,suddenly
right in the time when you're raining down
right in the time when the stars cool are shining
resembling tears falling without a sound
I'll stand next to you - when You least expect me
I'll be even more stealthy than the silver Moon ray
I will be a slice of a summer, a glow-worm and a flame
a handful of water , in spring soft-fallen rain
In your heart cuddling gently I will be drawing
so many endless fields - of violets - true love
you'll fall asleep -dreaming and calling me
that I'm standing sleepless, as white as a dove
When the Night is away ... and the fresh morning
fades away to a colour - silver and gray
You will open your eyes - on your bed it has fallen
a yellow leaf sent by autumn ( everything It will say ) ....
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Едно черешово момиче,
едно сънуващо момче...
Ванилов смях, немирен кичур
и смешни, летни ветрове.
Усмивка от звезди в небето
и вятър с вдигнати платна.
Тя нощем ляга във сърцето му.
И го целува сутринта.
Зелени думи и маргаритки.
И после - синя тишина.
Земята става много плитка
и се превръща във Луна.
И, може би, това е всичко -
дворци от пясък...и дъждове.
Едно черешово момиче.
Едно сънуващо момче...
A grown-up cherry girl who knows caress
A grown-up boy who's always dreaming
Vanilla laughter and a naughty tress
and smiling winds that summer's bringing
A smile with stars up in the sky
and wind with sails - flying so high
Then She's lying in his heart at night
giving Him kisses till morning comes by
Green-colored words and many daisies
and then - that bluish ... Silence and Quiet
The earth becomes so narrow and lazy
and turns in a Moon - light yellow and violet
And maybe , maybe ...that is all-
some palaces of sand and so much rains
a grown-up cherry girl , who hears a call
a grown-up boy who dreams over again ...
Under the shade of a wind with blue eyes
this Sky has got broken and started to cry
His suns rolled up in him all thier shines
they turned into Rain , losing letters and rhymes
And I became just a handful of Silence
letting your lips possessing me all
I cried after that - this rain had no guidance
I had a taste of a strawberry after the fall
I got lost in the paths left after you
I was coming back but ...in wrong direction
my wings have become hands - so I knew
they denied to reach up the heights and perfection
I was sinking in Earth and I was silent
I needed no air . And I was dying.
I turned back to the Sun. In darkness around me
trying hard to forget that you're real , not lying
But you know, well ...In fact, in fact ... It is better
because today I can grow - like a flower
I'm spreading shy blossoms like tender feathers
in my heart I have Love - it's my genuine power .
...Somebody will probably
care and crave for it ...
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( Death can NEVER take over Love )
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Didn't I tell You , that I'd turn into Rain...
I was a cloud - you didn't believe me
leave me alone - to pour down all my pain
then I'll try to forget that you deceived me...
After myself the Autumn will pass very silent
and her eyes will look - just the same as my own ...
I beg you to NOT believe in the dark violet
and don't look into them ,for God sake, please Don't !
You will see only white morning fogs flow
wrapping up lonely shores ...yellow leaves
It doesn't hurt me ( it did .... long ago )
for the love you have fancied is gone with the breeze
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Sit in the Boat of this thin yellow Moon
and float to somewhere ... among the stars
the night has been always tenderer than a woman
embracing you silently , no questions, no scars
Dream of me now, as if for the first time
you softly hear the words that I whisper
and I am coming , though I don't know why
and I am so much tenderly kissing you
Please , Do not wake , just keep on dreaming...
If You open your eyes I'll fall in so many a piece
I can't otherwise , I'll come when night is beaming
I'll fall asleep in your palms, and sleep with the breeze ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan
More than sometimes ,and ever , at the end of the Earth
in the end of the Time that has run far to burst
I'll probably stop , before my own rebirth
falling so much in love in the whole Universe
I'll fall in love with the planets that dance out of life
in the stars that blow up , giving birth with a boom
in the Moons ,in the comets,in each meteorite
in its black holes and its always empty vacuum.
In love I'll be falling separately and together
in every grass blade, in every grit of sea-sand
in every raindrop , in the flats in gray whether
I'll fall in love madly ,round the bend
More than sometimes ,and ever ,at the end of the Earth
in the end of the Time that has run away , too
I'm sure I'll stop - just before my rebirth
for one reason only - to fall IN love - with You ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Моменти
...в които думите са изтъркани, поезията уморена, а чувствата - приличащи на плетеница...Моменти, в които ти се иска да съблечеш кожата, името си, душата и всичко, всичко, което те прави теб самия и да бъдеш някой друг...
Даже не ти се плаче.
Нищо не ти се...
When I can feel You - so close next to me
the Universe suddenly narrows and shrinks
in my eyes then bursts the breeze of the sea
gentians blossom in my pupils and winks
The wind gets entangled into my hair
caresses my neck with his tender fingers
the sky slowly opens and all the stars there
above the Earth sleeping all over they linger
When I feel you so much close next to me
I can perceive you with all senses I have
I whisper your name - in my mind, in my heart
cuddling all in your palms , feeling love
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Въздъхна тихо жълтата Луна
и мина покрай звездопада.
Небето се превърна в тишина,
подпря се на брега и слезе бавно
над старото, набръчкано море,
над сънените, шушнещи алеи.
Дърветата с преплетени ръце
целуваха листа и се люлееха.
Самотна нощна птица прелетя,
а долу котките мърмореха потайно.
Прозорците блещукаха едва,
като разпръсната сред нищото мозайка.
В такава нощ те искам тук до мен.
В такава нощ те искам много силно!
(Представям си как двете ти ръце
ме гушват и ме милват, и ме милват...)
Но няма никой. Само тишина.
И няколко звезди, които падат.
Превръщам се в една от тях
и бързам да се слея със Луната...
The yellow Moon sighed really silent
and then She passed by falling stars
the sky was quiet,dressed in violet
and got down after leaning on sea -grass
above the old and wrinkled sea
above the sleepy lanes that whisper
the trees with their hands that glee
were kissing the leaves - soft swinging and crispy
A lonely Night bird flew somewhere
the cats down low were murmuring in secret
the window panes were twinkling in mid-air
just like dispersed mosaics - in a beaker
In a night like that I want You beside me
in a night like that I want You so much !
(and I imagine - your hands surrounding me
and then caressing me - so soft is your touch...)
But No one's here - Just the silence
and several stars that are falling from sky
I turn into one of them , the wind will guide me
and then I hurry - to flow in Moon light ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan
...and in fact, I can't make it without you
and it doesn't matter I don't want to confess
I am going on my white cloud to ride it
galloping somewhere - I have no address
and ,well, in fact , I can't make it without you ...
But do not ask me, because I'll deny
what more to say - directions can't guide me
without any direction - I love you and I fly
You don't know ,but I can't make it without You
and I'd hardly ever dare say it to you
For me it's enough to know you're around me
everything else 's not important , (it's true)
What's important - I can't make it without You
It doesn't matter if it's April or August
because If I could - I would be simple without you
Easy and probably - so much clear "on focus"
But ...well, Alas, I can't make it without You
I am waiting for You ,I've turned in a girl
I've hidden some courage in my eyes, inside of me
as much as to say "I love You in my world" ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Kiss me ... The Moon will be quiet
covering with lashes her own tender look
only some absent-minded stars (dressed in violet )
will be smiling above ... as if reading a book
And you keep kissing my lips all the night
(August can not pass without your kiss )
even the wind abates after love-flight
you keep kissing my lips (until the dawn bliss)
Don't say a word ,and , please, whisper nothing
just keep on kissing me - nothing but this
be my most wonderful miracle happening
that will go away with ... the dream that I'll miss ...
===========
It may not be so easy to ... simply stay
but leaving away has always been hard
maybe because on the gate of each way
he's left a big chunk of his soul and his heart ....
I feel like saying nothing ,And I'm quiet
And I'm timid ,I'm Nobody's, I'm stunning
all the words around me create lines (of light violet)
Every feeling around is a feeling of loving.
I'm more alone than all of the planets
in a Universe narrow made by all these people
and all the stars look just like golden trumpets
playing so soft - jazz The Time's keeping
But I am not lonely , I'm not ... and I ....well....
because I'm probably a ray of the Moon
and I am also a line of the Moon magic spell
casting it upon Earth - now and ...very soon ...
Two clouds are meeting high up in the sky
and they are kissing so very much
entangling breaths and their hands
and everything is like a dancing romance
The sunny wind quietly beats the rhythm
somewhere the trees are whispering shy
the silence is heavy, bending a little
It moans a bit, and then the dawn shines
And they are spinning in thier embrace
being one in another -sinking and merge
the birds are now hiding alone the way
everything becomes secret ,and Beauty emerge
Filled with much Love - the air is bristling
the two clouds are meeting up in the sky...
I can't tell you more - (the wind is whistling)
that is the way the raindrops start to fly ...
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Someone has stopped by me just tonight
He was more invisible than a fantasy or illusion
I didn't know Him, but He ..I don't know why
all of my dreams he's kept from intrusion
He gave me back my hut in the snow
the falling down stars , the wings and the sky
he gave me back the truth in love and I know
he was the One who made the Moon shine so bright
He didn't suspect, not at all , near or far
how much He warmed the silence into my sky
Hey, there , boy , I'm sending you stars
and so many hugs - with the wind they will fly ...
===========================
The heavy curtains are taken by Night
they have been made of royal-blue velvet
then she's collecting the stars all insight
and walking above sea -all by herself...
A sunshine ray goes - down in a hurry
upon the flat surface of the gray wall
then it slips in your hairs chasing the worries
and cuddles in your arms , tenderly falls...
It comes back to your face , quietly , slowly
it is writing on your lips - soft , tender words
it goes like a whispering on your lashes - flowing
My Love , It is Me, waking you ... like a bird...
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Нямам време да бъда нещастна.
(Да върви по дяволите любовта!)
Това лято, преди да угасне,
ще изригне в хиляда слънца.
Още сто милиона дъждинки
ще целунат тревите в зори.
И звездите, преди да изстинат,
ще родят милиарди звезди.
Триста вятъра още ще духнат
над зеленото тънко море.
На съня ми, през пъстрите хълмове,
ще препуснат сто диви коне.
Още двеста Луни ще погледнат
с ококорено кръгло око.
Има, май че, безброй вълшебства.
А със мене - безброй и едно :)
I've No time to feel unhappy and sad
( to hell with that love ,it maybe so stupid)
Cos this summer a thousand suns will erupt
before going away (as fast as a cupid)
and a hundred million very small raindrops
will be kissing the green grass early at dawn
and the stars all before come to not shine and stop
will have born several billions - that will have shone
At least three hundred winds will blow away
above the green and so fragile summer warm sea
in my sleep through the motley hills (where I pray)
a hundred horses will gallop (together with me )
Two thousand Moons will look over the Earth
with the only One eye - round and oblique
and innumerate magics , seems, will get their birth
counting plus me - add one more -and don't seek :-)
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Поне на сън ще се влюбиш във мен...01-11-2018 03:36
Поне на сън ще се влюбиш във мен...
Това пълнолуние се протяга в очите ми
и не иска да спя. И не иска да спя.
По лицето ми бягат, светлопръсти, лъчите му
и ме правят загадъчна, полулунна жена.
Посребряват ми устните и ме галят, притихнали,
и аз ги целувам - един по един.
После те се промушват, свенливо, в косите ми,
тези бледи и нежни, пълнолунни лъчи.
По гърба ми рисуват вълшебни сияния -
пейзажи от сенки и златисти отблясъци.
И преплитат във мене безсънни желания...
А Земята ми става твърде малка и тясна.
И тогава лъчите ме вземат в ръцете си
и ме носят на някъде (Вероятно към теб.)
Залюляват ме лекичко и целуват лицето ми,
и по миглите тихо пада лунен прашец.
Ако дойда в съня ти - полулунна и влюбена,
недей да се будиш...Просто недей.
Тази нощ те обичам. А това пълнолуние
все ме кара да искам да осъмна до теб...
This Full Moon is stretching into my eyes
But It doesn't let me have my night's sleep
on my face rays are running - fingers of light
making me strange - half-moon-woman... deep
They are making my lips silvery and caress me
and... I am kissing them - one after the other
slipping so shy in my in my hairs -possessing me
fading so tender Full-Moon rays - with their shadows
They are drawing on my back magical radiance
landscapes of shadows and golden reflections
entangling in me sleepless wishes - real romance
and Earth becomes narrow, small intersection
And then the rays are taking me in their arms
carrying me to a place (I guess towards You)
they are swaying me gently kissing me very calm
on my lashes there falls - soft Moon dust in blue
If I come in your sleep - in love , at half-moon
please, don't wake up,do not - I'm begging You
I love you tonight ,outside smiles Full Moon
It makes me desire to wake up next to You ...
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7. (oт Декада втора на Декамерон на Лилит)01-11-2018 03:31
7.
(oт Декада втора на Декамерон на Лилит)
Отдавна спрях да вярвам в рицари. Не знаеш ли?
Така че спри да мрънкаш "Чест...и дълг".
Честта ти знам я колко е - прозрачна паяжинка.
А пък дълга...Дълга ти...Млък!
И чест, и дълг загубил си отдааааавна.
Загубил си ги преди векове.
Загубил си ги още с падането
на тежките доспехи. Или не?
Но кой ще ти повярва днес, прекраснико,
на сладки приказки и влюбени очи?
"Въпрос на чест, въпрос на дълг..." Ужасен си!
Така че, хайде, стига вече. Замълчи.
Честта ми да опазиш ти е дълг?
Въпрос на уважение е, бих ти казала.
Не гледай жално, като тъжен вълк.
Сега си тръгвам...Дълг-о-чест-вай празното!
7.
(From The second decade of "Lilith's Decameron")
Don't you know -I've long forgotten to believe in all-good knights
So will you stop your murmuring 'bout "Honour and man's duty"
I know your honour -it is transparent like spider's web at the light
and will you shut up about ...duty and booty*
You've lost your honour and duty - so long before
You've lost them before so many years
You lost them the moment the armour fall
or maybe I'm wrong (stop calling me "Dear")
But who will believe today , charming fellow
in sweet talks and eyes full of love and affection?
"A matter of duty and honour..."-don't dare to say it
say ... no more of this - and no more objections!
To keep my honour's been your duty real ?...
A matter of respect -I'd rather say, nothing less
don't look so pitifully as a sad wolf - you can't feel
I'm off now - honour-and-duty your emptiness ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan
Don't expect from me long sunrises
to go up on the outline of your silent shore
I am tired of sunshine -It looks like disguises
So I'll be your Moon - nothing more
You will see me - sometimes the whole
but more often only some parts
I'll be rising above - you and all
in a summer south sky - piece of art
And when I leave (well, I've decided )
heavy snows will start falling 'bove Earth
on my steps, invisible,and never lightened
the reddest poppies will come into birth ...
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английски превод yanbibiyan