Не съм от тук, за мъничко минавам.
Поспрях за ден във твоя свят.
Донесох ти от моите вълшебства
и няколко парченца красота.
Приших на джоба ти усмивка от лалета,
и в дланите ти нежност посадих.
Не съм от тук обаче. И ще тръгвам.
А ти ми обещай да си щастлив.
Ако понякога ти стане страшно тъжно
за мен, момичето незнайно откъде,
не гледай сред звездите да ме зърнеш.
Забравих се във твоето сърце.
I'm not from here, I'm just passing,
I dozed a day into your world,
I brought you miracles,they're everlasting
and shiny pieces of a beauty pearl...
I sawed a tulip smile - inside your pocket
I planted tenderness into your palms
I'm not from here, now I'm walking
You promise me :be happy,and stay calm...
And sometimes if you're sad and blue,
missing the girl from Not-Known part
Don't look up there to the stars
Cos',I forgot myself into your heart...
Version 2
I am a stranger here,I was only passing
I stopped just for a day into your world
I brought you magics - everlasting
and also beauty pieces for an earl
I sewed a smile of tulips to your pocket
and planted tenderness into your palms
but I'm a stranger, here's my rocket
please tell me you'll be happy, full of charm
And if sometimes you happen to feel blue
for me ,the stanger girl of Wander-path
don't look up to the stars, because I too
forgot myself into your loving heart ...
KISS ME...
Thrilling and whispering,
having love colour
Yout lips are crawling
into my dreams
They touch me wantingly,
bursting like flower
Shining light sparkles,
pulsing within...
Clouds of white veils,
and wings of a butterfly
Carry myself
with the wind to your hands
The Universe bursts,
flames are now multiplied
Lips merge in kiss -
in never-known lands...
And the night mildly calms,
crushing with tenderness
Stars shine so brightly,
feeling reborn
A melting soft cherry
among the whole wilderness
That's what I've turned into, full-blossomed and grown.
It’s still alive, behind the clouds
And somehow I believe it loves me
Sometimes it misses me so much
And it the cracks it shine, surrarounds me
It pokes some rays between the fogs
They dive into my eyes and shine
They draw some scattered tiny sparks
They help me in the winter to survive
I gather them like golden sand
I hide them in the darkness of my eyes
They’ll shine in me, then on this land
They’ll come again, I'm sure it will rise...
Behind the windows of the town at night
The stars now slowly start to shine
There comes the Moon with golden eyes
And walks its way, a steady line
In the silent and night-bluish dusk
Fragile dreams are timidly blooming
They are walking on empty cold beach
And the waves in a hurry are soothing
And something in my heart now speaks
It’s something like, I think, affection
A thousand candles burning meek
Against all the worries I have now protection
I’m waiting now; I’ve been here for so long
A long time passed since you left on your way
And in the sea- the stars are twinkling a song
Now you and I are standing... hands to lay
Защо тревите трябва да изсъхват
и да умира пролетното им зелено?
Защо понякога сърцата се задъхват
и чувстват се от обич уморени?
Защо в очите ми се случва да пробягат
сълзи, като топящи се снежинки?
И спомените се превръщат в точки,
целунали крилете на калинка?
А Времето усмихва ми се, тичайки,
обуло чизмите на Котарака.
Джобовете му -пълни със надежда.
И обещава, че ще ме дочакаш...
And why the grass will have to wither,
And why spring-green will have to fade?
And why do hearts sometimes feel bitter,
Why are they tired? Does love suffocate?
And why my eyes are sometimes shining
With melting tears -snowy flakes on earth?
And why my memories are sliding
As if they’re kissing wings of lady-bird…?
Well, time is smiling at me, running
As fast as only Puss-in-Boots can do
Its pockets are now full of cravings
Its voice is echoing:” I’ll wait for you “…
I stretch my palms to touch the birds
They are souring high into my soul
And deep down there in my eyes
I found the world in sunny stroll
I draw with breath onto your lips-flames
And I myself now turn into a sparkle
In distant castles in the fairy tales
The love is rising from the shackles
And then I wake, …and I stay numb
The stars are ringing on their tambourines
And they are telling me for you and me
How we shall meet there, in these planet scenes
‘Twill be like falling of so many stars
It will be bright with thousand sparkles
An then I’ll knew into this paths
Our souls will shine up in the darkness
The sky goes clear, like a morning
Taking off slo-o-o-wly… its cloudy attire
It looks like a warrior after a battle
Getting off armour- like real Messiаh…
And the horizon is smiling, crystal and blue-
The wind is forgotten, the sadness is gone
Chased are the memories of rain falling, too
But kept are the wishes in its soul alone…
It smiles away, it brings the hope
The hope that Sun will rise and shine
And it will stretch its rays… after the sleep
It will embrace me, and… it will be mine …
(1)
Find me, please, before it’s too late
With a heart resurrected for love
Here I am, spreading my wings again
Searching Sky, blue, clear, above…
Now I feel you’re somewhere around
I can sense your pulse in the rain
And I sculpture with moonlit reflections
All your body, to your hands I strain
Sea sunrises I’ll draw in your eyes
Then at sunset- a bit of a sorrow
You will feel that I must be around
Look for me, don’t stop now, please follow…
And when I accidentally just find
Rhyming lines in my heart sewn by you
I will huddle for long in your arms
You’re my warm and so clear - Sky blue…
(2)
Find me now, before it’s too late
Now my wings are spread above ground
And my heart resurrected for love
Searching sky – that hasn’t been found
And I feel you’re here around me
And I feel your pulse in the rain
And I sense you’re here to guide me
Look for me, again and again …
I will draw shining sun in your eyes
Then the sunset, with bits of sadness
Then you feel I’m somewhere around
Don’t stop, though it looks like a madness
Then I’ll find in my heart a few lines
You have sewn them so tidy with rhyme
In your arms I will gently then lie
You’re my Sky, so blue and sublime …
(3)
Look for me, before it’s too late
I unfold my wings again now
And my heart is no more in the shade
Searching heaven above the cloud
You’re around, I feel this today
With reflections of moon at midnight
And your pulse while the soft rain is falling
I can chisel you...Hold me, now, tight!
With a paint-brush I’ll come in your eyes
Sunrise, sunset with bits of a sorrow
You suspect me that I ‘m in disguise
Look for me, don’t stop till tomorrow
When a couplet I spot in my heart
That’s been woven so gently by you
I will huddle, and you’ll be my guard
In the heaven so clear and blue…
FROM ASIDE…(an ATTEMPT )
..An attempt for a self-portrait…
SHE is a-smiling and into her eyes
Thousands of stars go twinkling so bright
Then SHE starts to draw window pane hearts
And Rainbow-day blazes with fountains of light
Sometimes SHE is still like a small child
Talks with the birds, a language unheard
And SHE still believes in the magical rites
That happen so early, when morning has stirred
Sometimes SHE’s charming, just like sorceress
A woman SHE is, but… one of a kind
Her hairs and lips and the warmth of her hands
The world fades away, the thrill becomes mild
And then SHE is angry, a lightning that flies
A storm over foamy and choppy rough sea
A sandstorm, disaster without a disguise
A gray cloudy sky, hard rain SHE can be
And sometimes SHE cries, I think, it’s quite often
For all yellow dry and sad autumn leaves
Her tears are the rain that mourns ‘bout the rotten
Sea-shells motionless on the shores of the seas
Sometimes SHE’s a bore then SHE just stays silent
As if all the world got faded away
SHE tackles so carefully memories, stories
And let them all sleep in her heart for a day
But SHE’s no time, at all, to be identical
The Earth turns round- SHE’s dancing like an elf
At first SHE’s small, then adult (but poetical)
Now sad, then perky, but that’s SHE, herself...
Студът е бистър.
Като дъжд през лятото.
Като бъбрив планински водоскок.
Целува ме задъхано.
Уж без да иска.
Прилича на рисунка по стъкло.
Учудено се взира в Слънцето.
Пренебрежително му се усмихва.
И после втурва се по дланите ми,
крещящата си свежест да разплиска.
Приплъзва пръсти по врата ми,
попива надълбоко във косите ми.
Студено ли му е?
Едва ли...
Защо тогава търси топло във очите ми?
Прегръщам го. Потръпвам от ръцете му.
И скривам го в дъха си. Паря.
Студът заспива.
Сигурно е стоплен...
И в шепите ми тихичко догаря.
The cold is clear
As a summer rain
A mountain cascade
Murmuring so softly
It kisses me so breathlessly
And seems so negligent
Just like a drawing
On glassy pottery
It stares in the Sun
With such an awe
It smiles at it,
I think, quite slightingly
Then rushes on my palms
To touch and spill
Its freshness full
Of such reality
It lingers tender fingers
On my neck
It sinks so deep into my hair
I doubt that it can feel the cold
Then why it looks into
My eyes the warmth…?
I give a hug,
I shiver in its arms
I hide it in my breath
I am hot, I’m burning
The cold’s asleep
And probably no more
It fells the cold into
My soul’s eternity…
Утихна вятърът. Заспаха птиците.
Във клоните се сплиташе нощта.
По миглите ми тихичко се сгушваше
на мънички кристалчета съня.
Преливаше се пъстро със мечтите ми,
и носеше ме като лодка по вълните.
Не знаех на къде. Но беше хубаво.
Отгоре ми намигаха звездите.
А после те видях - обяздил вятъра,
препускаше сред облаци от пяна.
Дойде при мен. Луната се усмихна,
отпила от красивото в съня ми.
The wind now sank, the birds are sleeping
The night got huddled in the trees
The sleep has turned into some tiny crystals
Under my lashes - glistened shiny beads
And it was shading motley with my dreams
And floating on the waves just like a boat
Into unknown direction, as it seems
But it was nice, the stars shone over road
And then I saw you, riding with the wind
And rushing forwards through the clouds of smoke
You came to me, the Moon was smiling
Cuz’ she has drunk from my dream-song.
И тази вечер се разстила над света
като воал от виолетов аромат.
Загръща се във облаци Луната,
потръпваща от есенния хлад.
Звънят звезди - камбанки над тополите
подухнати от леденеещ Вятър,
и някакво предчуствие се ражда
за нещо, случващо се безвъзвратно.
И бавно във сърцето ми се връща
една надежда, крехка като раковина,
че някой ден, във твоите очи,
любов за мен, навярно, ще открия...
The night is spreading over world
It’s like a veil of violet scent
The Moon goes huddling among the clouds
It shudders cold, while autumn’s bent
The stars go twinkling over poplars
The icy wind is playing with them loud
And there comes foretasting of a feeling
Which comes for good, and that is bound
Into my heart now, creeping back
A flicker of a hope, as fragile as a shell
A day will come after the dark
Into your eyes I’ll find the loving spell
Искам някъде теб да те има...
Във една заснежена гора,
в малка къща с горяща камина
и с прозорче със ледни цветя.
Да ни свети единствено огъня...
А в ъглите,в стаения здрач,
да затулим излишните спомени,
скрили в себе си всеки наш плач.
Да се влюбя във тебе безпаметно,
не от виното, просто така...
И да зная, че даже след зимата,
ти ще пазиш за мен любовта.
А в камината огънят пръска
малки, жълти, искрящи звезди.
Открадни си от моите устни...
потопи се във мойте очи...
Искам някъде теб да те има...
Та дори и през триста морета.
В една зима...Някъде там...
И дълбоко, дълбоко в сърцето ми.
Оплетох си кошница. От безвремие.
В нея сложих смеха на Земята.
Шепа сълзи. От щастливост.
И потеглих по пътя нататък.
Разпилявах усмивки по вятъра.
И раздавах щедро обичане.
Нямах време да бъда нещастна.
Имах много да бъде изричано.
А душата ми цветно рисуваше
стъклописи по ледните погледи.
Разтопявах ги. Виждаха синьото.
Подарявах им мъничко пролет.
А за мене...запазих единствено
/без да искам, съвсем не нарочно/
едно натежало от случване,
пълно с трепети многоточие...
I knit myself a basket of eternity,
Put in the laughter of the Earth
A dozen tears full of happiness
I hit the road since my own birth
I spread my smiles into the wind
And giving love, I was so proud
I had no time to feel the sadness
I had to say so many things aloud
My soul was painting- in so many colours
Stained glasses on cold-covered eyes
I melted them, and giving them spring flowers
And let them see the purest blue skies
For me I kept - just one thing only
(‘t was not on purpose, but against the odds)
It’s so much heavy and, I think, quite lonely
It’s full of thrill, anxiety – three dots…
Понякога ми се приисква да съм книга.
Да легна в топлите ти мъжки длани.
Да ме разлистваш. Да ме изучаваш...
Да съм любимото ти занимание.
Понякога ми се приисква да съм дреха.
По тялото ти нежно да прилепвам.
Да те обгръщам. Да те чувствам в себе си.
Да съм причина...А пък после следствие...
Понякога ми се приисква да съм вино.
Да ме отпиваш и по устните ти да се плъзгам.
Да те замайвам и да те опиянявам
и да те карам да си страшно дързък.
Не съм. Ни книга, нито вино, нито дреха.
Жена съм. Имам скучни делници.
Но знам, че вечер бавно ме разлистваш,
опивам те, и те заключвам в себе си.
I sometimes want to be a book
and lay into your warm man’s palms
and you –go through me with your look
I will become your passion in your arms
I simetimes want to be a shirt
To cling so tight onto your body
To feel you in my flesh and blood
To be the reason that you want to study
I sometimes want to be the wine
And drinking from me, I will linger on your lips
I’ll make you dizzy, and I’ll feel you’re mine
Then I will make you go into my dips...
I’m not a book,I’m niether shirt or wine
I am a woman - with my greysih workdays
But I do know when you go through my spine
I make you dizzy ,then lock you in my place...
Not absolutely impossible(2)
I sometimes want to be a book
To lay into your warm man’s palms
To go trough me and study from my body
And not to let me slip out from your arms
I sometimes want to be a shirt
To be so tight about your body
To cover you, to feel you in my flesh
To be the reason and to feel the glory
I sometimes want to be the wine
To drink from me, to linger on your lips
To make you dizzy and to go so wild
To make you hot and go down in the dips
I’m not a book, nor wine, and not a shirt
I am a woman, with my boring days
But ,yes I know, you go through me at night
I drink from you and lock you in my space
Три капки дъжд. И утринна мъгла.
Отпивам от коктейла на Октомври.
Вкусът му парва ме... На есенни листа...
И кара ме тръпчив да го запомня.
Ела! Свенливите звезди се крият
зад облачно- дантелени завеси.
По чаша от Октомври да изпием.
И току-виж - превърна се в принцеса...
На малки глътки... Чувстваш ли?
Опива... и ме кара да мечтая...
Октомври ,всъщност, не е толкова сив...
А пък Луната му е малка запетая...
Наздраве! Нищо, че без чаши...
Направо от небето му ще пием.
И май, че не е страшно тъжна есента.
Нали..? Една оранжева магия!
Three drops of rain and misty morning
I take a sip – a cocktail in October
The taste is hot, the autumn leaves are falling
It stays in me, half-drunken and half sober…
Well, come on in, the stars are shyly hiding
Behind the cloudy curtains with caress
Let’s take a drink of morning in October
I may become a wonderful princess
Now drink in sips, well, can you feel it?
It makes me dizzy, and it makes me dream
In fact, October doesn’t seem so dreary
The Moon is just a comma in your sleep
Well, Cheers, now! We need no glasses!
We’ll drink it up - straight there from the sky
The autumn’s here, but it gives us chances
To see its orange magic – you and I …
Ти сънувал ли си ме? Защото аз... 16-10-2018 16:56
Ти сънувал ли си ме? Защото аз...
Сънувах те... Пак беше късно лято.
Нощта загасяше последните лъчи.
Запалваше светулки във прозорците,
превъръщайки ги в котешки очи.
А аз се ронех в дланите ти като пясък,
звучах като китарени акорди в Ла.
Бях пълнолунно твоя. Чак до изгрев.
И исках да остана след това...
Страхувах се, че с утрото ще се разпадна,
и вплитах се неистово в сърцето ти.
Попивах с настървение в душата ти
и търсех знак за вечност във ръцете ти.
А после се събудих...Беше есен.
Бях цяла. Неразчупена. Сама.
Но с вярата, дълбоко в себе си,
че съм оставила във теб следа.
I dreamed of you , t’was late in summer
The night grew dim the final beams
And it was putting glow-worms in the windows
Like glittering of cat-eyes now it seems
I was the sand that slipped in through your fingers
My voice was echoing – a guitar sound in A
And I was yours – a full moon till the sunrise
I longed to stay, to be a part of that night bay…
I was afraid that morning might dissolve me
And I entwined so violently into your heart
I soaked high spirits in your soul, you owned me
And looking for eternity –into your hands of art
And then I woke up, outside it was autumn
I was one whole, unbroken, but alone
With a belief – not shaken and not rotten
That I have laid a whisper in your bone…
Избликна следдъждовно следобядът
във цветовете, спрели на небето.
През мътносини облачни завеси
премина Слънчо в своята карета.
Огледа се за малко във стъклото
на тихия ми и сънлив прозорец.
А слънчевите зайчета намигаха,
преди стремително да полетят нагоре.
За миг превърнах се в едно от тях.
В очите ти поисках да се гмурна,
за да почувстваш пак онази топлина,
с която слънчевите зайчета целуват.
Понеже заваля, крилете ми са мокри.
И някак си... не мога да летя.
Оглеждам се привечер в помръкналите локви
и търся в тях забравени слънца.
Защото Есента е някак носталгична-
един ръждив нюанс, прелюдия към сняг-
се случва да заплача.И някак е логично-
угаснал е във сиво лазурният ми бряг.
И тъй като е облачно, ми иде да избягам.
Да се превърна тайно във Звездна светлина.
По клоните оголени безмълвна да полягам.
И Слънчева да стана отново с Пролетта.
The rain has started and my wings are wet
And somehow I just … can not fly
Myself I look into the dusky pools
I’m searching for the suns, forgotten by the sky
Because it’s autumn, yes, it looks nostalgic,
A rusty shade, a prelude to the snow
The tears in my eyes – they seem so logical
The beach is grey, there is no glow…
And since it’s cloudy, I just wanna run
And turn so secretly into a light of star
On bare branches silently to lie
I’ll rise up sunnier…the spring is not so far…