It is diserable to lose and to find again,to find and lose everything.It is desirable to remain one,quite one.And to cut the cord of telephone,to seal up windows,to brake doorbell.To sit in a corner without light and listen smth.It is desirable to bring expensive servis and brake it.Then cry about it.....To fill bath and lie in water in slippera in dressing-gown,because of feeling,as wet clothes touch my body or to lie in wet cloth on the carpet in a waiting for trembling in a tel.
It is diserable to set fire candles and place them on the floor offsel and feel , as warm come in room.Stay in middle of room and open yourself to fire or to lie on the fire bed.
It is diserable to brake all clocks in the flat....to stop time...I don`t want much,only 40 minutes without time....
I`ll purchase seven colors of paints.I`ll dip the hands in jars at night and abandon the imprints of my hands on pale wallpapers.I`ll be a color.....
But now I am sitting in a corner and want to hear as my heart fights under my wet dressing-gown....
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