I find it easier if you hate me, because then, if I die, you will not weep for me

собсна, вот

 с долбанным праздником весны вас всех)

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i'm just dying...just fuckin death...its not ...короче, мало кого это затронет, но вот так есть...на данный момент..на этот день...

через полгода очередная днюха...совершеннолетие по западным меркам

и кудааааа?

тфуй

надоело постоянно дуть в руки, чтобы погреться, хочется уже, чтобы обняли и согрели, не мои только усилиями>.<

даже, частично, завидую Биг Би...ему хоть перепадает такая возможность

ну а что у нас дальше по плану???

сееееееессияяяяяяяя

ура, мозг проснется)

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   Однажды я пришёл к психотерапевту. Она сказала: «Вы должны представить, что все ваши страхи — это такой шарик, который вы можете просто накрыть ладонью». Я сказал: «Девушка, милая, да я живу страхом. Для того чтобы накрыть мой страх, не хватит даже чернобыльского саркофага».

застопорилась...третье четверостишье выбилось за рамки...не нравится(

что сказать тебе? не знаю...
просто тихо промолчу...
в твоих ладонях я растаю
в бескрайний омут улечу

бежать не надо больше
останусь здесь с тобой
побыть еще чуток подольше
оставить мрак и быть собой

растает снег, наступит утро
уйдет печаль с твоей души
я знаю, ты поступишь мудро
и пальцы вновь обнимут клавиши

закончила, исправила, второй вариант нравится больше

что сказать тебе? не знаю...
просто тихо промолчу...
в твоих ладонях я растаю,
в бескрайний омут улечу.

бежать не надо больше.
останусь здесь с тобой,
побыть еще чуток подольше,
оставить мрак и быть собой...

взмахни крылами широко,
взлети наверх, над этим миром,
вздохни свободно глубоко...
свет обольет тебя эфиром

твои глаза горят огнем,
он так прекрасен и игрив,
мерцают искры в нем...
ведь среди мумий ты лишь жив

The state of the nation-violation!
A broken promise is as good as alie
The hell is humongous, the devil's among us
And we will burn because we won't unite

What we are conceding for freedom?
Why does anybody think we need 'em?
I would rather fight, than let another die
We're the problem, but we're also the solution
ALL HOPE IS GONE!!!

If you want you cannot take it from me
If you think you can, you still don't know me
Let me tell you man, I said it, I meant it
And I will always have the right to defend it

50 seconds, 100 murders
The Bill Of Rights is a bill of sale
What will you do when the war is over?
What will you do when you system FAILS?

WE HAVE MADE THE PRESENCE-OBSOLETE
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE


WE HAVE MADE THE PRESENCE-OBSOLETE
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

The wretched are the wounded
The hungry starve to death
In a place where no-one goes
The air itself is a final breath

So discontinue
The antiseptic care charade
As a cry of justice comes
A malignant fire fades

I am the reason your future suffers
I am the hatred you won't embrace
I am the worm of a pure gestation
I am the remedy, spit in my face

All your laws and rules are outdated
All your subjects are killing the kings
I can rattle off a million other reasons why
But does it matter when the only thing we love will die?

WE HAVE MADE THE PRESENCE-OBSOLETE
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE


We've made the presence-obsolete
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way (WE'LL FIND A WAY)
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world (WE'LL END THE WORLD)
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!

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а это так...для ободрения духа)))

 The state of the nation-violation!
A broken promise is as good as alie
The hell is humongous, the devil's among us
And we will burn because we won't unite

What we are conceding for freedom?
Why does anybody think we need 'em?
I would rather fight, than let another die
We're the problem, but we're also the solution
ALL HOPE IS GONE!!!

If you want you cannot take it from me
If you think you can, you still don't know me
Let me tell you man, I said it, I meant it
And I will always have the right to defend it

50 seconds, 100 murders
The Bill Of Rights is a bill of sale
What will you do when the war is over?
What will you do when you system FAILS?

WE HAVE MADE THE PRESENCE-OBSOLETE
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE


WE HAVE MADE THE PRESENCE-OBSOLETE
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

The wretched are the wounded
The hungry starve to death
In a place where no-one goes
The air itself is a final breath

So discontinue
The antiseptic care charade
As a cry of justice comes
A malignant fire fades

I am the reason your future suffers
I am the hatred you won't embrace
I am the worm of a pure gestation
I am the remedy, spit in my face

All your laws and rules are outdated
All your subjects are killing the kings
I can rattle off a million other reasons why
But does it matter when the only thing we love will die?

WE HAVE MADE THE PRESENCE-OBSOLETE
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE


We've made the presence-obsolete
What do you want?
What do you need?
We'll find a way (WE'LL FIND A WAY)
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

We've seen the fall of the elite
Bury your life
Take your disease
We'll end the world (WE'LL END THE WORLD)
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE

WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!

а эта песня...просто нет слов...одно только... - SlipKnot

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control...
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know...

для меня это больше, чем просто песня..символ, что ли какой то...а вот чего, фиг знает...не дает покоя...слушаю дома часами...хочется просто вот аткой любви...чтобы "остались мы вдвоём..."

smenila diz y dneva...polnaja zima((((

xolodno, sonno i odinoko...kazdijy den' bolit golova - eto yze privichka...

ne znau, 4to napisat'...

I’ve lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I’ve tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Pushes me away

When I look into your eyes
There's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes
Staring back at me

From the top to the bottom,
bottom to top I stop,
at the core I’ve forgotten,
in the middle of my thoughts,
taken far from my safety,
the picture's there,
the memory won't escape me,
but why should I care?
(Repeat)

Theres a place so dark you can't see the end,
skies cock back and shock that which can't defend,
the rain then sends dripping,
Acidic questions,
forcefully,
the power of suggestion,
then with the eyes shut,
looking through the rust, and rot, and dust,
a small spot of light floods the floor,
and pours over the rusted world of pretend,
and the eyes ease open,
and it's dark again,

From the top to the bottom,
bottom to top I stop,
at the core I’ve forgotten,
in the middle of my thought's,
taken far from my safety,
the pictures there,
the memory won't escape me,
but why should I care?

In the memory you'll find me,
eyes burning up,
the darkness holding me tightly,
until the sun rises up,

Moving all around,
screaming of the up's, and downs,
pollution manifested in perpetual sound,
the wheels go round,
and the sunset creeps behind street lamps,
chain link and concrete,
a little piece of paper with a picture drawn,
floats on down the street,
till the wind is gone,
the memory now is like the picture was then,
when the paper's crumpled up,
it can’t be perfect again,

From the top to the bottom,
bottom to top I stop,
at the core I’ve forgotten,
in the middle of my thoughts,
taken far from my safety,
the pictures there,
the memory won't escape me,
but why should I care?
(Repeat)

In the memory you'll find me,
eyes burning up,
the darkness holding me tightly,
until the sun rises up,

Now you got me caught in the act,
you bring the thought back,
I'm telling you that,
I see it right through you,
(7x)

In the memory you'll find me,
eyes burning up,
the darkness holding me tightly,
until the sun rises up,
in the memory,
you will find me,
eyes burning up,
the darkness holding me tightly,
until the sun rises up

I watch how the moon sits in the sky in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
and the sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming
The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act for me you do
favors then rapidly
You just turn around and start askin' me about
Things that you want back from me
(Chorus)
I'm sick of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place
to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
(Chorus)
I wanna be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
[You'll see it's not meant to be]
I wanna be in the energy
Not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe some day I'll be just like you
And
Step on people like you do
And run away all the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
Used to be calm, used to be strong,
Used to be generous, but you should have known
That you'd wear out your welcome and now you see
How quiet it is all alone

I'm so sick of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I'm so sick of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest!

I wanna be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
[You'll see it's not meant to be]
I wanna be in the energy
Not with the enemy
A place for my head
(repeat 7x)
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
{screaming}
Go away, YOU!
try to take the best of me!
Go away, YOU!
try to take the best of me!
Go away, YOU!
try to take the best of me!
Go away, YOU!
try to take the best of me!
GO AWAY!-
(Chorus)
I wanna be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
[You'll see it's not meant to be]
I wanna be in the energy
Not with the enemy
A place for my head

SHUT!
UP!
Why?!!-
(2x)
I am so sick [shut!] of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
[Up!] Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I am so sick [why?!!-] of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
[Stay]! Find another place [away!] to feed your greed
[from me!] While I find a place, to, rest