The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had
I can't forget the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe,
That I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again,
All hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on
I'll break you, my habit!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I will save myself!
А я стараюсь... Но почему то вечно что-то не так=((( Я в конце концов эмо или не эмо??? Почему у меня не чёрные волосы!!! Фак! Так не честно! Ну ладн, надеюсь за выходные, чё нить изменится... А ещё мне кажется, что у мя совсем нет друзей=((( Как всё не правильно в этом мире! Ладн, на следущей неделе буду налаживать свою любимую жизнь... А сейчас всем пока! Увидимся в понедельник!