Êàê áûâàåò (èíîãäà) íàêàçóþùåå ìèëîñåðäèå, òàê áûâàåò è ùàäÿùàÿ æåñòîêîñòü.
Áëàæåííûé Àâãóñòèí
Íàñòðîåíèå ñåé÷àñ - õîðîøåå
ïîäíÿòüñÿ òèõîíå÷êî ïî ñòóïåíå÷êàì
íåæíî êîñíóòüñÿ ãðóäè
è ðóêè ðàñêèíóâøè êðûëüÿìè ëåáåäÿ
îòïóñòèòü âñå äîëãè
ìàÿòíèê òèõî êà÷íóòü îñòàíîâëåííûé
âçÿòü ôîòîãðàôèþ ñî ñòîëà
ñáðîñèòü êîæó ðàç òåëî çàêîâàíî
è ìåäëåííî âûäîõíóòü - óìåðëà
Äóðàêàì óãîäíî,÷òîáû ÿ ñëåäîâàë òåì ñîâåòàì,
êîòîðûå äàþ äðóãèì.Íî ýòî íåâîçìîæíî,âåäü ÿ æå ñîâñåì äðóãîé...
(Ñ.Äàëè)
Ó ìåíÿ â ñóìêå æèâ¸ò Áàáàéêà! Îí ðàññûïàåò æâà÷êó,îòêðûâàåò ïóäðó, ïóòàåò íàóøíèêè, ïðÿ÷åò ìîáèëüíèê, êîãäà îí çâîíèò..ìí¸ò è ðâ¸ò ðàçíûå, íóæíûå ìíå áóìàæêè...
Put me on the table
Make me say your name
If I can't remember
Then give me all your pain
I can sit and listen (I can listen)
Or I can make you scream (And I can make you scream)
Kiss it make it better (Kiss it up and down)
Just put your trust in me
Oh my God, go a little slower
Oh my God, what was that again
La da da, let me feel you baby
Let me in, cause I understand
Let me feel you baby
Cause I understand
I understand all
Now climb my sugar walls
Problem solved, it's dissolved
with the solvent known as spit
Lickety lick, not so quick
It's a slick ride, make my mink slide
Cause we're all pink inside
This can be really easy
It doesn't have to be hard (Doesn't have to be hard)
Here baby let me show you (Let me show you)
I'll have ya climbin' up the walls (Yes)
You got all the problems (You've got all the problems)
I think that I can solve (I'll be your therapy)
Why don't you come in here baby (Come inside)
Why don't we sit and talk
Oh my God, let me feel you baby
Cause I understand
Oh my God, go a little slower
Oh my God, what was that again
La da da, let me feel you baby
Let me in, cause I understand
Oh my God, go a little slower
Oh my God, what was that again
La da da, let me feel you baby
Let me in, cause I understand
Let me feel you baby
Cause I understand
You like the top and the bottom
You made it drop and then caught 'em
And when you rock 'em you got 'em
Oh my God ‘em, oh my God ‘em
(Let me feel you baby, cause I understand)
You rock the top and the bottom
You make it drop and get on 'em
And when you rock 'em you got 'em
Oh my God I'm, oh my God I'm
(Let me feel you baby, cause I understand)
I understand
Now let me show you where to put that hand
My litte red engine says, 'I think I can, I think I can'
I got your coochie coo, how 'bout you
I got your coochie coo too
Åùå òÿæåëåå áûëà ïîâñåäíåâíàÿ áîðüáà ñ ãîëîäîì. " íà÷àëüíûé ïåðèîä çàêëþ÷åíèÿ ó íåêîòîðûõ åùå ñîõðàíÿëîñü äîñòîèíñòâî… – ïðîäîëæàåò òîò æå ñâèäåòåëü. – Îäíàêî ïîçäíåå, êîãäà ãîëîä ïðîÿâèëñÿ â ñàìûõ æåñòîêèõ ôîðìàõ, ìû ïåðåñòàëè áûòü ëþäüìè. Îäíàæäû êðóïíûé çàãðåáñêèé êîììåðñàíò Ìàðòîí óïàë çàìåðòâî â êîòåë ñ êàïóñòîé, îòêóäà åãî áûñòðî âûòàùèëè, à ëàãåðíèêè ñïîêîéíî ñúåëè ïî ïîðöèè òîé ãðÿçíîé, çàêðîâàâëåííîé è çàâøèâëåííîé êàïóñòû, êàê áóäòî íè÷åãî è íå ñëó÷èëîñü". È äàëåå Áåðãåð ïðèâîäèò ïðèìåðû, êàê ñàì îí æàäíî åë ðåïó íàä òðóïîì ñâîåãî çàðåçàííîãî îòöà, êàê âìåñòå ñ òîâàðèùàìè èñêàë êóêóðóçíûå çåðíà â èñïðàæíåíèÿõ âîÿê-óñòàøåé, à òàêæå êðàë õëåá ó ñâîåãî áîëüíîãî äðóãà, õîòÿ òîò ïà÷êàë õëåá î ñâîé çàäíèé ïðîõîä, ÷òîáû ïðåäîòâðàòèòü êðàæó.
Ðóññêàÿ ëèíèÿ.
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Ìèð ïîäîáåí øàõìàòíîé äîñêå...
Ôèãóðû-íàøè åæåäíåâíûå ïîñòóïêè.
Îò êàæäîãî õîäà-ïîñòóïêà çàâèñèò íàøà æèçíü..È ãëóïî ïîòîì ïëàêàòü,÷òî òû íå çíàë ïðàâèë èãðû..
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone!Áóëüâàð ðàçáèòûõ íàäåæä (ïåðåâîä )
ß èäó ïî ïóñòûííîé äîðîãå,
Ïî åäèíñòâåííîé äîðîãå, êîòîðóþ ÿ çíàþ.
Ìíå íåâåäîìî, êóäà îíà âåä¸ò,
Íî äëÿ ìåíÿ îíà, êàê äîì, è ÿ èäó ïî íåé îäèí.
ß èäó ïî ýòîé áåçëþäíîé óëèöå,
Ïî áóëüâàðó ðàçáèòûõ íàäåæä,
Òàì, ãäå ñïèò ãîðîä,
À ÿ îäèí, è ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå.
ß èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå,
ß èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå,
ß èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå,
ß èäó â …
Ïàäàþùèå îò ìåíÿ òåíè – ýòî åäèíñòâåííîå, ÷òî ìåíÿ ñîïðîâîæäàåò,
Ìî¸ îïóñòîø¸ííîå ñåðäöå – ýòî åäèíñòâåííîå, ÷òî áü¸òñÿ.
Èíîãäà ÿ õî÷ó, ÷òîáû ìíå êòî-íèáóäü âñòðåòèëñÿ,
À ïîêà ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå.
À-à, à-à, à-à, à-à, à-à,
À-à, à-à, à-à.
ß èäó âäîëü ëèíèè,
Ðàçäåëÿþùèåé ìîé ðàçóì,
Ñòóïàÿ ïî êðàþ îáðûâà,
È ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå.
×èòàé ìåæäó ñòðîê,
Åñëè âñ¸ ïðîâàëèëîñü, âåäü âñ¸ â ïîðÿäêå!
Ïðîâåðü, åñòü ëè âî ìíå ïðèçíàêè æèçíè, ÷òîáû óáåäèòüñÿ, ÷òî ÿ åù¸ æèâ,
È ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå.
ß èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå,
ß èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå,
ß èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå,
ß èäó â …
Ïàäàþùèå îò ìåíÿ òåíè – ýòî åäèíñòâåííîå, ÷òî ìåíÿ ñîïðîâîæäàåò,
Ìî¸ îïóñòîø¸ííîå ñåðäöå – ýòî åäèíñòâåííîå, ÷òî áü¸òñÿ.
Èíîãäà ÿ õî÷ó, ÷òîáû ìíå êòî-íèáóäü âñòðåòèëñÿ,
À ïîêà ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå.
À-à, à-à, à-à, à-à, à-à,
À-à, à-à, ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå, ÿ èäó â …
ß èäó ïî ýòîé áåçëþäíîé óëèöå,
Ïî áóëüâàðó ðàçáèòûõ íàäåæä,
Òàì, ãäå ñïèò ãîðîä,
À ÿ îäèí, è ÿ èäó â ….
Ïàäàþùèå îò ìåíÿ òåíè – ýòî åäèíñòâåííîå, ÷òî ìåíÿ ñîïðîâîæäàåò,
Ìî¸ îïóñòîø¸ííîå ñåðäöå – ýòî åäèíñòâåííîå, ÷òî áü¸òñÿ.
Èíîãäà ÿ õî÷ó, ÷òîáû ìíå êòî-íèáóäü âñòðåòèëñÿ,
À ïîêà ÿ èäó â îäèíî÷åñòâå
Êàçàëñü áû, âîò îíà òî÷êà. ×åðòà çà êîòîðóþ áîëüøå íå âîçìîæíî ïåðåñòóïèòü, ïîòîìó ÷òî íåêóäà.
Êàê âäðóã ñëó÷àåòüñÿ íå ïðåäâèäåííîå. ×åðòà óäàëÿåòüñÿ è âñ¸ ñòàíîâèòüñÿ åùå õóæå.
Êóäà óæ õóæå? Ñëåçû íå ñìûâàþò ãðåõè è íå ïîìîãàþò ïðîñòèòü. Çà ñëåçû ìîæíî òîëüêî íåíàâèäåòü.
Íî ÷åì ãðîì÷å ïëà÷ü, òåì ìåíüøå âåðîÿòíñòè, ÷òî ïîäîñïååò ïîìîùü.
Óñëûøàâ ïëà÷ü. ñåðäöà ëþäåé ñòàíâÿòüñÿ êàìåííûìè. Áåç÷óâñòåííûìè.
Äàæå ñèãàðåòîé íå ïîäåëèëèñü. . . à âåäü òàê õîòåëîñü.
Çàâòðà ìî¸ óòðî íà÷íåòüñÿ êàê îáû÷íî. Ãîðÿ÷èé êîôå, øóìÿùèé õîìÿê, óëèöà, íå ïðèÿòíûå ðàçãîâîðû...
È êàæåòüñÿ, ÷òî âñ¸ êàê âñåãäà. È èíîãäà êàæåòüñÿ, ÷òî îíà ñ÷àñòëèâà.
èíîãäà òû íå ïîíèìàåøü íàñêîëüêî òåáå íóæåí ÷åëîâåê....
ïîòîì òåðÿåøü åãî...íå ìîæåøü ñìèðèòüñÿ...çëèøüñÿ
äåëàåøü âèä,÷òî âñ¸ ïðåêðàñíî...óëûáàåø
ïîäâîäèøü ãëàçà ÷¸ðíûì êàðàíäàøîì...ïðÿ÷åø
ìíå íóæåí îí...íî è äëÿ íåãî ÿ ÷óæàê....ïðîñòî îäèíîêàÿ âîë÷èöà áåç âåðû â ëþäåé...
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íî ýòî íå âàæíî....
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