wow sednya konec 2007 godu,kak nezametno proletel etot god.xotya etot god zapomnilsya mne ne o4en xoro6imi istoyami,no vse j bili i o4en s4astliviye momenti,naprimer ya postupila v litsey,zatem na6la o4en xoro6ix druzey,otkrila dnev i na6la vas moi p4ki...=)))) vot tak.v etom godu ya e6e polu4ila mnogo priznaniy v lyubvi....=))))a samoye poslednee bilo sednya i ya o5 doljna o4en xoro6enko podumat i re6it otvetit mne emu vzaimnostyu ili net.s odnoy storoni on mne nrava,no s drugoy a vdrug ya ego ne smogu polyubit?????a vi kak dumaete my friends,4e delat aaa????....=)))))

Ты ушёл,а я одна
Ты просил, но не прощу
Думала я. Извини что так горька,
Боль любви и смерти тоже.

Я умираю, я погибаю,
Мне жизнь пуста так без тебя.
В серых раздумьях задыхаюсь,
Ты погубил с собой и меня.

Но время проходит и быстро лечит,
И не хотя я опять прощаю.
И опять солнце ярко светит,
И снова, снова я мечтаю.

senya po6la v univer na6ego litseya,konsert davat.koncert bil normalnim,nam e6e formu dali,a vot forma.et pryam ko6mar kakoy to... nu 4to delat nado budet odevat,xotya ya i nenaviju uyki,no 4to j ya mogu sdelat???nas e6e v 6kole poradovali,skazali EGE budem sdavat....koro4,den bil prosto ujasnim,et tipa pod noviy god suproz nam sdelali...a 4e u vas novogo moi p4ki????nadeyus u vas vse ok////=)))))TAKE CARE....=))))

Настроение сейчас - trudno jit,no vse nado borotsya

My new poem,ocenite…=)))]

Ни слов, ни слез,
Я брожу среди пустых грез.
И опять внутри пустота,
Умерла еще одна мечта.

Когда-то была надежда во мне,
Но сейчас её нет.
Пропала она во тьме,
И не радует уже рассвет.

Темнота душит,
Пустота убивает.
Мир теряет свои краски,
Я больше не верю в сказки.

Ранили меня мои мечты,
Оставили меня в одиночестве.
Уходя, оставляют глубокие следы,
Исчезают они в пророчестве.

nu kak vam?

Настроение сейчас - xi-xi,xa xa

PRIVET MOI ZOLOTIYE,LYUBIMIYE DRUZYA....=)))))
POZDRAVLYAYU VAS S NASTUPAYU6IM NOVIM GODOM I JELAYU VAM XAPI XAPI NEW YEAR,BEREGITE SEA.....=))))))

udalila tex kto mea udalil iz svoego spiska,tak 4to potom bez obid

Настроение сейчас - oxrenennoye

zdala senya exams,bilo ujasno........
iz 90 voprosov gde to na 50 sama otvetila,a ostalnoye pomo6 ouditorii...=)))
esli mnogo nepravilnix,voprosov,to iz litseya viturut,nu i 4ert s nimi...=)))3
4asa sidela,4e smogla sdelal,vi6la s ulibkoy,kak vsegda...viju deti tresutsya,odna voob6e 4ut ne plakala...a ya tipa dlya poddejki,vsem gryu "vi ne proydete,ne bespokoytes" nekotorim e6e xuje stalo xi-xi,kakaya ya plaxaya=)))i 4to stavo,plevat...=)))a 4e u vas novogo moi favorute friends????=))))

Настроение сейчас - norm

Одно мгновение…..
Исчезают краски…..
Одно мгновение….
И под ногами пропасть……….

За миг, меняется весь мир
За миг, все становится серым
За миг, ты остаешься одна
И рана глубока, да так,
Что не упадет больше слеза…..

Становлюсь я тенью,
Пустые переулки, серый город…
Я живу в поисках смерти,
И только темнота успокоит….

I LOVE THIS DARK WORld...........=))))

Это цитата сообщения Alin4ik_2006 Оригинальное сообщение

Без заголовка

Не говори ему постой.

Не говори, он не достоин

Ты не поймешь, он не простой.

Он видимо не так устроен.



Не говори ему прости.

За что? Он этого не стоит.

Невыносимо? Уходи,

И пусть душа твоя застонет.



Не жди, не верь и не проси,

Ты не проси его остаться.

Прошу тебя ты не грусти,

Но вы должны, увы, расстаться.



В последний раз к нему прижмись,

Почувствуй только как он дышит...

Не говори ему вернись,

Не говори, он не услышит...
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Настроение сейчас - na nule

Жизнь-это боль,
Боль-наслажденье
Смерть-это ноль,
Ноль пустота.
Живи так чтоб не было больно,
А если больно пусть слезы капают не горько.
Не желай ты смерти,
Мечтай о счастье и радости.
Не путишествуй во времени,
Живи сегодняшним и придай жизни сладость.....

zava exams,po 9 predmetam,zna4it sednya budet besonnaya no4...=))))

Настроение сейчас - суппа

Не пришла, где была?
Ты обещала, за что ушла?
Без тебя холод,
Без тебя везде ночь.
С тобой я и в голод,
И в степь пойти не прочь… =)))

The pain of kissing you,will cause the tears to fall and will cause these lips to smile…….. I wish….. you just only knew…. What you do to me….

Стою у разрыва,
Вниз смотрю,
А волны блещут и приговаривают
“Жду и люблю,
Люблю смерть твою
Отправили мы многих в могилу,
И тебя отправим, не беспокойся”

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.

Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.

Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.

On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.

"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.

"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.

All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.

As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.

He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
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From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.


A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

It is too late ,too late
To live ,I can’t wait
Everything is dying around me,
Don’t say “sorry me”

I won’t do that
You broke me too bad.
Now I’m like a shadow,
I wanted to be a sparrow/

I wanted to fly high into the sky,
But you broke my wings.
Now tell me why?
Have you done this things

You gave me life,
You turned into my dreams.
You pierce my soul with knife,
You are a filth, which life breams.

Извините, пытаюсь насторожиться на что-то лучше, но пока ниче не получается…


В веках я забросила тебя,
И забыла себя.
Ну почему я полюбила тебя?
Слышала я только крик - « НЕ ОСТАВЛЯЙ МЕНЯ »….

Дождь капал дружно, вместе со слезами,
Мы жили только мечтами.
Но нас больше нет
И погас в доме одиноком, свет.

Там холодно, безжизненно,
А когда-то мечтали мы там, так беззаботно.
Мечты оставили нас и ушли,
Мы любовь нашу удержать не смогли…..