OUR FANS ARE EVERYWHERE WHERE WE ARE . They ALWAYS WAIT US IN FRONT OF HOTELS AND AIRPORTS. WE DON'T HAVE ANY PRIVACY ANYMORE. Sometimes I THINK THE ONLY WAY TO GET A REST IS TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING AND RUN AWAY. I DON'T KNOW HOW IT SHOULD GO ON. I WOULD TELL THE TRUTH BUT THEY SAY I'M NOT ALLOWED TO. I WOULD TELL EVERYTHING, FOR EXAMPLE THET I FELL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL 2 YEARS AGO. I CANT SHOW EVERYBODY MY GIRLFRIEND AND SAY "LOOK THAT'S MY GIRL". I MUST BE QUIET, NOBODY SHOULD KNOW THAT... I THINK I'M CAUGHT. ALWAYS THE SAME. ALWAYS WE HAVE TO SAY THAT WE DON'T HAVE GIRLFRIENDS. SOMETHING WHEN I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN ANYMORE I'LL TELL IT TO EVERYBODY. I DON'T WANT TO LIE ANYMORE. I WANT TO BE HONEST. I JUST WANNA BE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW THAT THE FANS WOULD BE REALLY DISAPPOINT BUT THE BEST WAY IS TO TELL THEM THE TRUTH...........SORRY ME PLEASE! I REALLY HAVE A GIRL.