What's going on?
Nothing!

I'm just existing...

Hm-m...
Really - nothing to tell today..

Who can lead me from the grief?
Who can show me, where's the way?
Who can save, who can forgive?
Who will bury me one day?

Who will show me where's the path?
Who will build with me my hut?
Who will pull me out of bath
That is full of my own blood?

Who will take away the razor?
Who will pull me from the roof?
Blood, which flows, like scarlet geyser
Said that "Nobody" - and proved:

"Those, who left you in time of joy
Will not need you, when you are sad
Not - you will die, you've got no choice"
If life was such, death is not bad...














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I need just one letter... just to know... that he knows me...
That he spared at least one thought of me...

My eternal friend, my eternal love…
The only one, who will never leave me…
We are here, together, under this never-ending rain…
In this mist only you will be beside me…
Even my Death can not take you away from me…
Why I am not happy?
Why, my dear friend?
Am I tired of you?
No, you were so devoted to me, how can I betray you?
Even if I will, you will never leave me…
You – is my curse, you – is my blessing…
My dear friend, my eternal solitude…
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Walking through the burning snow
Before the madness-precipice
I've been following your glow
And I've been lost before sunrise
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What is the pain? It's something, that was born inside my heart, and spreaded to my mind...
What is pain? It's something, that has nailed up my wings to the floor...
What is pain? The thing, makes my hair to strangle me...
What is pain? It is the understanding that your dreams will never come truth...
What is pain? It's the red blicks at razorblade...
What is pain? It's the child, drawing me, walking to my guillotine...
What is pain? It is very alike us...
What is pain? Pain is the thing, I feel now...
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Sky don't cry, no, it sobs into my windows' glass
I am not dead, I'm just fading to black as grass
Can't you see that the clouds tries to press me down?
Can't you see, that the rain tries to make me drown?
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My world, shattered, without you...