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В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers ----› Soul To Squeeze
Настроение сейчас - in need

"The world is a fine place, and worth fighting for."

Ernest Hemingway

Someone called Victoria totally defetead me and i'm not even David, she isn't even Beckham, yeeppp, that's me

today me best buddies play:

I got a bad disease,
Up from my brain is where I bleed.
In sanity it seems,
Is got me by my soul to squeeze.
Well all the love from me,
With all these dying trees I scream.
The angels in my dreams,
Have turned to demons of greed,
Thats me.

Where I go I just dont know,
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.
When I find my piece of mind,
Im gonna give you some of my good time.

Today loves smile on me,
It took away my pain, said please
All that you ride is free,
You gotta let it be,
Oh ya.

Where I go I just dont know,
I got to, gotta, gotta take it slow.
When I find my piece of mind,
Im gonna give you some of my good time.

Youre so polite indeed,
Well I got everything I need.
Oh make my days a breeze,
And take away my self destruction.

Its bitter baby,
And its very sweet.
Im on a rollercoaster,
But Im on my feet.
Take me to the river,
Let me on your shore.
I be coming back baby,
I be coming back for more.

Doo doo doo doo dingle zing a dong bone,
Ba-di ba-da ba-zumba crunga cong gone bad,
Like an apple gift but I went out and never said my pleasures
Im much better but I wont regret it never

Where I go I just dontt know,
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.
When I find my piece of mind,
Im gonna give you some of my good time.

Where I go I just dont know,
I might end up somewhere in mexico.
When I find my piece of mind,
Im gonna keep for the end of time!

fuck........


And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Walk on, walk on
What you got they can’t steal it
No they can’t even feel it
Walk on, walk on...
Stay safe tonight

I just hope nobody reads this thoughts of a crazy bastard I'm so deep in shit, i can't see and breath, music is my only releif, i met a girl today, been known her for a long time, she's hot, smart and has a nice name, and what?!?!? Fuckin' nothing Sex is still just a sport They say all the time they're broken hearted and someone brokes their hearts, i say - fuck it, it's rubbish, it's just nothing compared to something really big, really huge thing, u just don't talk in this case, you fucken shout and go crazy all over the place, especially when it's a constant pain acking inside your body, when u know something you don't want to know or see and hear some things that kill you slowly and softly, when you think of a person all the time, or, literally all the fucken time and belive me, your're lucky if it lasts for 3 months, but when it's 3 years or more?!? When u meet these people they just change your life, even if u don't know that or don't notice it, they stay inside you forever, sometimes you want to get rid of them, but just can't, it's out of your power, you still adore them deep inside at the moments when u, smart ass, think hate them. I thought i made quite many people suffer and i'm really sorry, 'cause i fucken know how it feels when u're empty and sex's just a sport. What if there just isn't anybody else to make you live? Yeah, like nobody's been confronted with that problem:

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And makin love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin alone
I think of all the friends Ive known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobodys home

All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself anymore
All by myself
Dont wanna live
All by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself anymore
All by myself
Dont wanna live
All by myself anymore

All by myself - Eric Carmen

В колонках играет - Dire Straits - Brothers in arms

i write quite a lot last few days, why's that?

I smell her when I wash my hands
And in my dreams she’s so sweet
Don’t wanna share her with other fans
Including the smallest bit

Настроение сейчас - fucked up

why is it always someone burns your heart out but you deal with someone u met 3 times in your fuckin' life. why everything just can't be perfect, oh, shut the fuck up sucker

This one's dedicated to Sveta, or Svitlana according to the passport, right'cha sweatheart?

STILL TAKE YOU HOME

It’s ever so funny, I don’t think you’re special I don’t think you’re cool
You’re just probably alreyt, but under these lights you look beautiful
But I’m struggling, I can’t see through your fake tan
And you know it for a fact that everybody’s eating out of your hands

What do you know?
you know nothing
But I'll still take you home

Fancy seeing you in here, you're all tarted up and you don't look the same
I haven't seen you since last year and surprisingly you have forgot my name
But you know it and you knew it all along
Oh you say you have forgotten, but you're fibbing go on tell me I'm wrong
I fancy you with a passion, you're a Topshop princess, a rockstar too
You’re a fad you’re a fashion and I’m having a job trying to talk to you
But it's alright, put it all on one-side,
everybody's looking, you’ve got control of everyone's eyes
Including mine

yeah, goodnight lovers

В колонках играет - Sting - Fields of Gold

You need so little in this life, seems like a small sign of attention is enough to make you happy, high and crazy. But then it suddenly grows to something bigger and finishes in the ass. Who the fuck is that ass? Is it right or is it wrong? We'll see, all i know is these are the right words to finish the day, with the help of Mr. Sting:

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in the fields of gold.............................................
.............................................................................
......................................and it just goes on...

В колонках играет - Kasabian - Club Foot

Sometimes u need your own words and lyrics to express yourself, sometimes u just 'ave the Kasabian...

I just fuckin' love this guys

it's been a fuckin' amazing month

she's so gorgeous, why's it always 'as to be this way?

that one, fucken way

what the fuck?

One?

One...take control of me?
You're messing with the enemy
Said its 2, it's another trick
Messin with my mind, I wake up
Chase down an empty street
Blindly snap the broken beats
Said it's gone with the dirty trick
It's taken all these days to find ya

I tell you I want you
I say I need you

Friends, take control of me
Stalking cross' the gallery
All these pills got to operate
The colour quits and all invade us
There it goes again
Take me to the edge again
All I got is a dirty trick
I'm chasin down all walls to save ya

I say I want you
I say I need you
I...the blood on my face
I just wanted you near me

I say I want you
I say I need you
I...the blood on my hands
I just wanted you near me

В колонках играет - U2 - With Or Without You

I'm so fucking out of my mind, i write to myself, nobody reads this rubbish except for my wife - this was supposed to be personal stuff. Wife, thank you for your help and support


So many opportunities out there, they want you, you don't want them. There's only one, that special one, but you can't have it. Tried to think of bad and unsuitable stuff - there's just isn't any, every piece is a masterpiece, every drop is a miracle, every move is tease, every note is a marvel. You simply can't hate it, you only adore, this is fucking so sad and just kills you. Human being is a strange creature.

dancing with angels

So many chances out there
They want me, I don’t want them
There’s only one, I swear
The one, the true mayhem

That special one, you can’t have
Forget one, believe in dire
The out of a place wave
She can’t deprave

‘cause

every piece is a masterpiece
every drop is a miracle
every move is tease
every smile at ease

that kills you, can’t hate it, adore
walk with me
but I’m not asking for
‘cause I’m not the same anymore

every memory won’t fade away
won’t disappear
every touch that day
don’t go, please stay

if I could only break down the walls
of fear and doubt
angels need love
‘cause they die without.....

With or without, today i've realized the real sense of this song

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

good night

all u need to live on is a small bit, a hair, a smell left or a pic inside your head

i'm burning inside, please rescue me

sometimes u feel desperate, u want something so much, so bad. u can't sleep, u can't eat, u can't work, u can't do anything. Then u get a small bit of it, and it feels like heaven, and what's then? then it just disappears, right there in the darkness. U probably did something wrong, u probably didn't say things u meant. and now u just go crazy, out of your fucken mind.

Is it a drug?

Who fucken cares, when u want it like nothing else, like nobody before


Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?

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isn't it the sweetest thing?
no fucking shit!