vchera-borsh
tryasushimisya rukami(hrenova temperatura i obshaya slabost') ya popala v saharnicu, nalevaya sebe borsh, potom vzyav kusok myasa, vyronila ego v tarelku, raspleskav sebe sup na maiku, pizhamnye shtany i divan
a potom ya potyanulas za pultom dvd i tozhe ego yronila(:

segodnya-glintvein
voobshem babushka prinesla domashnego malinovogo vina dlya moego gorla, ya nashla svoyu smes' dlya glintveina i poneslos'
v itoge to li ya perederzhala to li chto(hz)
v itoge takaya tyanushayasya massa, kak karamel', prilipla k kovshu, v ktr ya varila etu gadost'..takzhe k sitechku, cherez ktr ya tshetno pytalas propihnut sie zlo v stakan, k lozhke, i samomu stakanu
i po vsei kvartire zapah imbirya, kardamona i gvozdiki...
zavtra-krivetki
ital'yanskiaya kuhnya na uzhin i vse takoe...
kakie syurprizy budut zavtra ne znayu
no budet veselo
to be continued

vokrug menya vsegda sobirayutsya raznye interesnye, a glavnoe dobrye i otzyvchivye lyudi(hot' ya i ne vsegda cenyu eto i ne vsegda delayu pravil'nyi vybor)...i ochen' chasto oni ne ponimayut, kak mnogo dlya menya znachat(navernoe ya prosto ne dayu im eto ponyat'):
vot i vchera proizoshlo pohozhee: on zvonil mne neskolko raz-v kakoeto vremya ya grustila, potom smeyalas' i skakala po ulice kak malen'kiy rebenok , no smaoe glavnoe, on byl ryadom kogda mne bylo grustno...i mozhno skazat, ulozhil menya spat', ne zabyv porugat' za moe naplevatel'skoe otnoshenie k svoemu zdorov'yu...(:

na tel. kartochke ktr ya kupila gdeto v NYC byla nadpis A HOME IS A CALL AWAY
i v etom deistvitelno tak mnogo...kogda ya zakryvayu glaza i slyshu ego golos, to kazhetsya chto on sovsem ryadom...i sovsem uzhe ne tak slozhno vse stanovitsya

i samoe interesnoe chto on dazhe ne dogadyvaetsya naskolko on mne vazhen...moi nezhnyi angel-glupysh...

bolshe tysyachi kusochkov...
kartinka EEYORE (ИА тобиж)
ya sobrala bant na hvoste...
i nemnogo neba
interesno, dolgo my eshe budim sostavlyaet' eti kartinku? nado privlekat' vnesemeinye resursy(:

holdono ochen' na ulice,,,fu kak

to start with...Sa6a.moi.Sa6a called me...nice chat..missin him...l said we have not seen each other for a long time..on which he replied that as he remembered we Do have fun together once we meet...lol

then on the way to the blind school l got a call from my mom---l got my stuff from the USA
so in the evening l was giving the presents and trying my dresses on...

also we were learning a Christmas song at the blind school...l love em, my kids!
and now l am talking to a really-really nice person..
*loving my life*

stolko vsego proishodit
novogodnie prigotovleniya
trably v univere
rabota za@bala
eshe kakoito psih igraet v plohie igry so mnoi...doigraetsya ved'....besit...
YA IDU ZA TOBOI!!!!

eshe odin dolgiy den'
nachala risovat' svoyu kartinu
nakonecto
Adam mne ochen pomogaet...

segodnya kakto grustno bylo nemnogo
dazhe na pismo Matta otvechat neohota...
i voobshe menya ne ulybnulo dazhe...

vse kazalos serym...no shas so mnoi govorit D...on napisal mne pesnyu segodnya...smeshnoe sovpadenie---vecherom ya nachala risovat EGO lyubimyi zamok...v vozduhe vitaet chtoto legkoe i chistoe

^ucheba-rabota^

dialog v univere:
-Slava, ty s nami, s toboi vse v poryadke?
-da, tolko hochu spat i golova bolit...

a v eto vremya ya pytalas na bumage izobrazit vse chto chuvstvuyu k etomu goluboglazomu chelovechku...


dnem natknylas na 'Adama...stranno kak malenkaya detal mozhet zatavit chelovechka svetitsya
do etogo ya smeyalas nad nim i nayvala ego stil odezhdy "a la meshok" a segodnya on tak horosho vyglyadil...da, a detal'yu byla ego shapochka cveta morskoi volny tak podcherkivayushaya glaza,,,

mlin...
nashla klevuye foty zamka dlya svoego risunka
3 parnya v raznyh stranah pomogali mne v poiskah (:
eshe bolshe hochu v evropu...

Igor fukkin drives me crazy.. l worked out for two hours...feel so painful now...a nice pain tho...


damn and his body is just...GORGIOUS...he was wearing blue shorts and a blue shirt...l told him he looked very nice....he said he knew...(: my little smart ass (:
then l was walkin home reminiscing the first time l saw him...he was wearing that shirt (:

l feel that slowly smth is being born inside in me ...smth very warm towards him...l am just happy bein with him...
damn it...

l feel that love is surroundin me...yet nothing within...

Miz LULU

pozavchera chheto glyuki u menya v golove byli...isterika s razbivaniem mebeli plavno peretekla v tyazhelyi depresnyak....
no horosho chto krugom stolko dobryh predannyh druzei....
vnachale Olezha uspokaival menya...potom priehal malysh Oleg...potom provodili vecher s Igorem...na menya snova nahlynulo i slezy katilis ruch'yami...on pytalsya menya rassmeshit (:
a vecherom zvonil Sergey...hachu k nemu v Maskvu....

vchera byl sumasshedshiy den
stolko po gorodu katalas' (:

sednya spla---prostyla--posledstviya vcherashnego
takie dela
idu pit chai
vot

...
[699x574]

nichto ne mozhet i ne dolzhno byt' sovershennym
nezrya mnogie hudozhniki togo zhe renessansa ochen' chasto risovali devushek s legkim kosoglaziem...
l etomu malchiku eto tozhe tak idet
fukkk
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
[178x240]

...
[531x698]

*burnin'*
ian
[507x407]

kto iz nas 2ih obmanyvaet sebya?
on, kogda govorit chto eto ne prichina, ili ya, kogda ne veryu emu?

shla domoi cherez dvory
tam detki zapryagali drug druga v sanki---gde po l'du . a gde i po asfaltu
i ya ponyala: "detstvo---eto kogda v ebuchiy holod ne siditsya doma"

a eshe ya skoro idu na nastoyashee svidanie
s nastoyashim prigotovlennym uzhinom i martini(:
wohoo....

krasivye figurki i vse takoe...
tolko menya navernoe malo eshe chtoto tak zlit kak kretinskie poyasneniya i oboznacheniya
uzhassss
a sestrenka cherez pol chasa doshla kak sdelat rybku
ya zhe svoyu nachala bit' ob stol eshe na polputi ee rozhdeniya
tak ei i nado
niche
ya ne sdamsya (:
blagodarya odnomu goluboglazomu parnyu ya inogda sizhu doma po vecheram,,,
vo vsem est' pozitiv
a na ulice sneg...

padal sneg
my sideli u kamnina
kak doma pryam
i babushkin pirog(:
a potom katalis' po gorodu...
vot

vse slozhnee i slozhnee verit v druzhbu voobshe i v osobennosti v druzhbu mezhdu parnyami i devushkami
i kak mozhet sushestvovat druzhba esli u 2h individov absolyutno raznye celi, lish izredka soprikasayushiesya drug s drugom
ya dumala menya malo chto mozhet zastavit plakat'
no okazyvaetsya mozhet
navernoe chem blizhe lyudi tem bol'nee oni delayut
dazhe sami na zamechaya etogo


u menya bylo 2 blizkih chelovechka: odin uskolznul v mir semeinoi otvetstvennosti
a drugoi chelovechek slishkom zanyat vsem vokrug...chem ugodno...no tol'ko ne nashei hrenovoi druzhboi...
nu i nah togda???
ya lyublyu ih oboih ochen' sil'no....no navernoe poetomu i ne stoit voobshe posyagat' na ih imya,,,,
nah nah

Фотографии vyacheslava : party

red an green party
partying my ass off

chas s chemto nochi
vernulas s klevoi vecehriny
red and green
vsetaki klevuyu tusu privezli iz usa (:
bylo tak veselo
pravda ustala nemnogo...byli moi druz'ya otovsyudu(:
kakieto novye lica eshe...malchik s prokolooi guboi, yazykom i jlevoi tatuhoi na zhivote....vot (:
blin
a potom ya prihozhu domoi i v yashike pismo ot Matthew (:
skuchayu po nemu diko...on pishet chto emu menya tozhe ne hvataet
ehhhhhhhhhhhh
i navernoe skoro priedet(:
budem otryvatsya pod trans
gy
takie delishki vot
nado spat
zavtra na ucheby

segodnya takoy horoshiy den'...potomu chto ego osen' vesne proigrala v poker
net, na samom dele- potomu chto moi osennie veshi eshe plyvut