beshenyi temp
uezgaem rano utrom a vozvrashamsya pozdno vecherom
pol dnya v doroge provodim
probki i dorogi narkomanskie kakieto
postoyanno kakieto zvonki- vstrechi-faxy-pochty i nabegi na mebelnye magaziny
zdes vse delayu ochen medlenno
lyubyat pogovorit
posidet popit nespesha kofeiku ili chayu

vchera ob'ezdili dubai, sharjah, abu dhabi vdol i poperek
s'ezdili na neskolko ob'ektov---villy na more i neskolko vstrech
segodnya obmeryayut villu a ya ishu s utra informatsiyu po raznym oboyam mebeli i prochei here v inete
vse po evrope,,,prihoditsya gdeto chitat po nemetski gollandski i frantsuzki
megaveselo
skoro edem na vstrechu
potom snova po magazinam
parallelno otsylayutsya faxy v almatu

voobshem zhest
zato kakoi horoshii i krepkii son....
na ulitse segodnya zhara
voskresene zdes tipa nashego vtornika
tk vyhodnye-chetverg i pyatnitsa
my pashem vovsyu a v almate otdyh.....
tak vot.....eshe u menya sgorelo levoe uho i bolit zachemto.....


kazhdyi den seafood...svezhie soki
kushaem zdorovuyu pishu

voobshem golova uzhe na varit
nado otdohnut
aska zdes ne pashet
pasibo adminam
tak chto vse po pochte
tseluyu vseh

voobshem segodnya prohladno---tolko 45 gradusov, moi pervyi den v etoi zamechatelnoi strane
zdes ochen i ochen krasovaya arhitektura a eshe livantsy i irantsy
Danya byl prav...

krasivyi zaliv...nikogda ne videla takuyu yarkuyu zelenuyu i yarko sinyuyu vodu
voobshem vse prosto super tolko ya spala okolo 3eh chasoff...shas tusim v ofise...delala oerevody
uzhe nachinayu razlichat' vsyacheskie kraski i shtukaturki,,,,
vot
voobshem vse putem...kak i dolzhno byt,,,,
napishu popozge a to golova raskalyvaetsya
S.K. ya tebya obozhayu...

v subbotu T. uchil igrat menya v snooker
potom s Danei sidili v mm i obshalis s 2umya fritsami
nikuda ne poshli v itoge...promokli pod dozhdikom
sednya u nego doma smotrela filmy
Valmont...film zhestokie igry polnost'yu spizdil syuzhet s nego,,,odon v odin
uzhass
a potom spiski Shindlera
klassnyi film
krasivyi ochen...nemnogo tyazhelyi prosto
danya dostal menya i ya kinula v nego sotku i razbila ee
a potom eshe okazalos chto fot razbit
chtoto ne to proishodit v poslednee vremya
kakto vse nettak
gdeto my oba oshiblis' i vse poletelo neponyatno kuda....

krugom stolko problem
vse takie zagruzhennye so vsykimi examenami
menya sednya zavalil chel po politologii...govorila s D. ... brosila trubku
i ne hochu ego slyshat bolshe nikogda
hotya tak klassno bylo uslyshat rodnoi (!) golos

upryamstvo i pofogizm,,,gordost? tak mnogo veshei ne dayut nam pomiritsya
hotya eto dazhe i ne ssora byla....

pozvonil S.
ya tak byla rada uslyshat ego golos
srazu vse eti trably takimi dalekimi stali,,,

skoro my budem brodit po ulitsam maskvy...te ktr radyam s tsentrom no ne takie zabitye...pit' pivo s raznym narodom ..., a glavnoe--- zasypat' vmeste!!!
tak chto prorvemsya
est k chemu stremitsya!!! i chegoto,,,tochnee kogo to zhdat!,,,vot

univer---my teacher is a drama queen

went for an interview
nothing is still clear

vecherom tusila with my little angel
delali opytypo smeshaniyu raznyh zhidkostei,,,vody masla chaya i prochee
igrali na dudkah begaya vokrug stola
meditirovali
a eshe pili sprite and l taught het to burp (:
tak gorzhus soboi


zhutko bespokoilas o D
nop vrode vse horosho teper
s nim vse vporyade i eto glavnoe
hot' ya i ne sobirayus s nim pervaya govorit'
no dumaem, chtozh emu podarit na den rozhdeniya

takie dela
shas s A.F. iskali politologiyu i nashli prikolnyy site
veselo pochitat bylo
http://www.gumer.info/bibliotek_Buks/Culture/Article/Kak_zv.php

pyatnitsa byla kakoito tyzheloi
begotnya ves den
potom eshe v klub

tam vse kak obychno
kucha lyudei
Igorek pomog provesti britishei
eshe byli priglasitelnye
voobshem normalno vse....
v kakoito moment v mm ya vdrug vspomnila Ego i ya momentalno protrezvela,,,kazhetsya chto za poslednii god tot malchik---edinstvennoe chistoe i krasivoe sobytie v moei zhizni...
eto bylo tak davno no do sih por vse tak yarko predstavlyaetsya,,,kogda zhe ya uvizhu ego snova
chtoby znat' hotya by ego imya...
voobshem vse eti tusovki i obsheniya dvizheniya kazhutsya takoi erundoi po sravneniyu s odnoi edinstvennoi ego ulybkoi....tak vot....

sizhu izuchayu slovar italianskogo slanga
u slov sex, shlyuha, pidor, penis i masturbatsiya u kazhdogo perevalivaet za desyatok perevodov
kakoi bogatyi yazyk
chtoto okazyvaetsya est v ital'yantsah krome makaron,,,

vstretilas s maksom potom s yuroi posmotreli feierverk potom vstretili olega i leshu v soho potom danyu i britishei v mm zatem sharilis s danei po gorodu tk on zabyl klyuchi doma...v univer ya ne popala,,,

v subbotu ezdila k sestrenke v bolnitsu...i dazhe ne znala tolkom kak sebya vesti, chto ei skazat'...u nee byla slozhnaya operatsiya i dai bog vse budet horosho, bez oslozhneniy...

potom zaehala k babushke, poigrala s sestrenkami i vpervye v zhizni uvidela angoeskogo krolika---takoi pushistyi legkiy kamochek
kak oblachko...

pozzhe vstretilas s Leshei...pogulyali nemnogo i poshli v gosti k bratishke
tam horosho pripili i dvinuli v mm
poznakomili L s britishami i prochim narodom,,,,vrode ponravilos emu tam...danya ostalsya a my dvinuli v dafrik,,,i poneslos'..pozzhe priehal F., otdala emu south park season 10
horosho v dafrike...kogda nadoedaet vsegda mozhno ubezhat' v park,,,smotret na uglovatyh soldatov, gretsya vozle ognya,,,i glavnoe brodit vzyavshis za ruki (:
chasa v 4 a mozhet i v 5 danya iz mm podoshel na park, nam nuzhno bylo idti bainki...my otpravili ego domoi na motore a sami progulyalis...
segodnya ya skazala Dane chto pohozhe ne vse tak ploho v lamate..tk est hotyaby odin horoshiy paren'...dane on tozhe nravitsya no on schitaet chto ya s nim tolko poigrayu a on ser'ezen,,,ya ne sobirayus nikomu nichego dokazyvat...no ot etogo malchika u menya i vpravdu snosit bashnyu....no words needed...

ya boleyu
ves den doma
splyu-chitayu-smotryu box
on ne hodil na rabotu a shas sidit v bare...glupysh....zavtra ved emu nado ehat'
mne v univer
a potom v bolnitsu k sestrenke
u nee byla operatsiya na golovu,,,cheto tam razdrobilo v avarii

eshe menya toshnit ot roditelei, ot ucheby i etogo goroda...
hotya v tselom vse zhe vde super
tolko kak podumayu chto cherez paru mesyatsev on uedet mne srazu stanovitsya tosklivo i katyatsya slezy
"ty zhe budesh v maskve" skazal on
da, no ego to tam ne budet,,,,

ya pozvonila emu...on spal...ya pozvonila emu pozge,,,na ogne byla turka s kofe...telefon otlkyuchen...cherez 3 minuty on sam pozvonil mne i ob'yasnyal kak varit' kofe...kofe ubezhal i ispachkal vsyu plitu...ya rasskazyvala emu kak svodila vchera sestrenok v megu...my razgovarivali pro maskvu ktr my oba lyubium,,,on govoril pro evropu.., ya byla polusonnaya tak kak vrode zabolela i poetomu pomnyu vse napolovinu,,,
nu ya voobshem reshila chto ya hochu etogo malchika...videt' pochashe,,,
nado shodit kudanit
zavtra v dafrik?

hz
a eshe ya skuchayu po Dane

my s danei eshe raz ubedilis v tom chto chtoto ne tak s britishami...
ya zavozhu poleznye svyazi...
chto eshe?...
my sednya progotovili kutitsu grill
borolis s tv i nashli kuchu filmovyh kanalov
ves den tupili v yashik..
zavtra eshe odna nedelya nachinaetsya...why?

sizhu slushayu rap narytiy u sorelly...
kushayu megabuter: syr i luk, no bread
posle univera ves den sidela doma
uchila italiano
gotovilas k param
chitala L. Andreeva...
klassnyi malenkii rasskaz "Tenevye lyudi" i kak raz pro solnechnyi aprel

obshayus s Marianne!!!!
mne pomogut razvesti vizu i skoro my vmeste budem zazhigat v Amsterdame....
life is good (:

vchera tusili ves den s Danilko
po magazinam
potom v soho
gde my videli ochen i ochen krasivogo muzhchinu
ya kazhetsya ne vstrechala takih nikogda do etogo
nastolko aristokratichnaya vneshnost
v maleishih dvizheniyah,,,
dazhe dan'ka otsenil (:

eshe ne tak davno zvonil Sergey...
ya azh poverit ne mogu
skoro uvizhu blizkih lyudei
uRRrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaa


i eshe usiliyami bratishki ya nachinayu bolshe ponimat chego ya hochu ot zhizni (:

utom neskolko raz otchayanno pytalas prosnutsya...bezrezultatno
v itoge valyalas do obeda
pozvonil danya...pozge idem po magazinam...
pozharila rybu, ktr poimal papa na vyhodnyh,,,,
bylo veselo igrat rybinami,,,poka ya ne zametila chto krov razbryzgalas po vsei kuhne i ne perepugala katyu..
vchera gulyala po mege,,,progulivalas pod dozhdem
starayas ne nastupat na chervyakov
takie dela...

vchera gulyali(nakonetsto!) s Lenoi po gorodu
poveselilis na slavu...gagarin dermo...zhenya kakoito bespontovyi stal
ya nahamila kakomuto milomu malchiku sluchaino

zvali na rybalku
ya somnevalas
do teh por poka ne prishla danina smska
znachit v dafrik


po doroge domoi zasmotrela na malchika na ostanovke
takim znakomym kazalsya
potom do menya doshlo chto my v 134oi uchilis 2 poslednih goda vmeste
on byl tem malchikom
otsutstvie kak i prisitstvie ktr-go nikogda ne zamechali
a seichas takoi ves vysokiy simpatichnyi kuda by detsya
ya tolko chto dazhe vspomnila kak ego zovut
umnitsa


a, eshe ya bolshe ne hozhu na ispanskii sovsem
potomu chto tak vyshlo glupo....

vchera tusila s odnim prikolnym chelom...on byl v spetsnaze,,,voeval v izraele
voobshem ves takoi nastoyashiy muzchina
potom k Dan'ke poehala
posmotrela prison break 4 serii 3ego sezona
a on zahrapel srazu
tak milo i melodichno chto ya v otlichie ot obycnogo dazhe ne stala ego po spine bit (:
utrom borolas s soboi chtob poiti v univer
on zamutil chai dazhe
potom polusonnaya ya 6 raz(s ego slov) skazala no
na vopros s molokom ili net i otklyuchilas
ves den sidela doma
pobriv vseh kto pytalsya menya vytashit na vsyakie tam progulki,,,fi!!
uchila ital'yanskii i cheshskiy zatoposmotrela dom letayushih kinzhalov
takie vse taki dvoyakie chuvstva vyzyvaet
vrode krasivo i romantichno a vmeste s etim tak glupo i nelepo...
tak vot....

well the night was great and then l went to the school to find out l cud not answer a single question out of 10 at my teaching history exam
so l just left
told Daniel l needed everyone to leave me alone and l need to stop partying and having random people in my life....

but of course in the end he helped me to realise l was wrong and l shud not just break up with people to solve my problems(=to escape em)
so less parties
less random guys and alcohol and cigarettes
more vegetables and fresh air
wohoo!!!!!

kazhetsya pervyi raz za poslednee chert znaet skolko vremeni
my prosto hoteli posidet v mm iliposmotret film
v itoge posle mm poshli v soho
tam ottusili so vsyakim narodom, vklyuchaya Norbi, Sami i nashih novyh znakomyh serbov
napilis gramotno
v menya uzhe martini ne lezlo
ottuda dvinuli v esperanzu
tam prodolzhali p'yanstvo
nachali dratsya s dankoi na "shpagah" ot fruktov, tak gramotno chto utrom naschitali 3 sinyaka u nego na litse...
potom menya ya pomogala vybirat prostitutku,,,zabavno bylo
v itoge u kogoto prosnulas sovest i reshili ne tratit deneg na vsyakih shmar
tem bolee u kogoto cher neskolko dnei priezgaet ch'yato zhena
lol
po doroge domoi my snova s nim porugalis
na temu kto kogo i zachem ...
utrom ya snova ne poshla v univer a on na rabotu
ya provodila ego do accels
on uehal do subboty
dumala otdohnu ot tusovok
net zhe
Samik pishet chto hochet tusit
tak chto hz kak ono budet ...
hochu spat'....
ne hochu nikuda

vchera poehala k Dane...
otkryli dver nakonets
smotreli south park snova
odna seriya dovela menya do isteriki
vsya tush rasteklas'
potom ys vstretilas s odnim ohuevshim malchegom
no ochen skoro svalila ot nego
tak napryagayut detskie ponty
papenkin mers i mamenkiny dengi
nahui
a s dan'koi tak spokoino komfortno i uyutno
potom dolgo sporili popovodu dafrika
pokurili
doshli do nego i svalili srazu
vse cherez odno mesto tam
sednya po planu uborka-prosmotr filma i potom mm
a tam uzhe pridumaem kuda tusit dalshe

eshe ya navela uborku
na knizhnoi polke
chto natolknulo menya na mysl chto nado nachinat zhit otdelno
prosto uzhe nichego nikuda ne vlazeet
i pochemuto tak neterpimo bolo reshat kakaya kniga budet stoyat neverhu a kakuyu zakinut kudanit v zadnitsu...


vse poshla sobiratsya skoro ehat nado uzhe
pochti 7 vechera

fukin shit
was late 4 my exam
stupid traffic jams
the last one to come and the 1st one to finish
got in a fight with my spanish teacher
LOCO!!!!
watchet saw 3 and turistas today---enjoying my ability to rent vhs in a shop on the corner(:

oh, l finished my pic yesterday
dont feel any satisfaction
just some kind of a relief l guess

managed to get icq and qip on the laptop
now actually enjoying my internet

that is it
eating strawberries
going to sleep soon
another hard day coming tomorow